Two Sides To This Tale REMIX

It started out as a fariy tale

A love story with no appearant end

But all stories come to an end

And theres two sides to this tale

Yours is already spoken but

mine is still kept at heart

Until now.

The time is up, I dont care about being nice anymore

I'm gonna be honest and tell my side.

To me, it seemed like love until

Physical stepped in and corrupted hearts

Hearts based on a touchy touchy basis dont last

And I tried to tell you

But now what

Honestly if this was real love you would have respected me

And waited for me

But appearantly im too good of an apple for you to climb the tree for

And if you cant wait till im ready, until im ripe and at my best,

Then go ahead and bite into me and taste my bitterness

You called it love, but it was really lust

Because honestly, you just cant keep your hands to yourself

And respect my body

And you base everything on that

If you cant feel me up you dont want anything to do with me

But I dont have time to tolerate that shit

So go ahead and stick your poor excuse for a dick into every whole you see

Cause your not getting to me anytime soon

You'll get it one day, I promise.

You obviously dont know a good thing when you know it

Cause you gotta work for the best girls

But if you wanna give up just because im asking for a little time off to make myself ready for youthen fine,

Go find yourself an easy fucking whore to hook up with

I hope she cheats on you in front of your fucking face.

But alas, dont worry about me

I'm already over this petty kid dating shit

Theres other men out there who will take me for who I am

And respect me dearly.

But good luck with whoever you end up with in life

Hopefully she has enough tolerance to your bull fucking shit.

-Lynn

REMIX

Dear Lynn,

Today just had to be the day when the shit hits the fan

Well lets back the fuck up and look at this step by step

You aren't one to talk about cheating

Because you fucking did it behind my back

And never told a single soul, and waited for safety

Until you spilled that little bit of news

Fucking destroying my whole fucking life

Bitch you will never disrespect me

I fucking went through hell I tried to not repeat it again
But just like every tale there has got to be a villian

And this time the bad guy was you

A fucking freak-ass whore that I should have seen was trouble

How dare you talk about my dick

You wouldn't know what a real dick looked like because you'll never see one

O well except maybe you stepdads little asian twig

Stuck between his retarded little legs

Sucking on it night and day, and letting that chink cum in your mouth

Fuck you bitch for even trying to talk shit to me

If I told you once I told you a million times, don't fucking start with me

Never in the mood to put you down

But if I fucking have to I fucking will

I will destroy your whole fucking life and it will be like nothing
You will know of true revenge and of the purest wrath

It is mine and trust me you will never see it coming

My side of the story is truth while your's is cast in lies

All I wanted was to love you and be loved back

But you couldn't deal, you just couldn't handle what real life is about

Not all of it was touchy feely bullshit

You just made that up because you're a little dumbass girl,

All because you never knew what it was like to have a man in your life

Now as I sit here and think of you I think of one thing

That you become a shit for brains like your fucking sister

500 pounds and counting up, communist liberal and lost to all reality

Engaged to a man that will never put a ring on her finger

And only gets to finger her because his dick will never reach her snatch

All that fucking fat that is blocking the way

That's better then any birth control I've ever heard of

Grow up to be like your fucking mom

A fucked up bitch that treats her children like shit

Creating little fucking monsters out of her own image

I can see your future as I sit and write

Full of misery and woe all because you tried so hard to shit on my life

Well that aint happening and it never will

Because I will always have the upper hand

I hope you're happy and I hope your content

For you just threw away the best thing your could ever get

Missing out over technicalities, you are so full of shit

I fucking hate you with the deepest of rage now

Enjoy your fucking life cunt lick

I'm tired of this baby shit

Only The Dead Have Seen The End Of The War

Spoken words of the ancients I live the meaning today

Part in truth and part in the truth I make for myself

Because everyday is the same thing

Battles played out over and over in my head

Closing my eyes and seeing the momories come back

New lies are told and they take their seats in time

For everything that you fucking say has been said before

Nothing totally new about any of this

I've seen it all before, and lived all before you were born

Before your eyes were opened to this world at war

So hard to walk around with a replaying nightmare

Coming to get me everytime I lay down and shut my eyes

Fire and freezing rain pour down as I become lost in another time

I was there on the frontlines everyday with you

Yet you turned on your bestfriend and one true love

Pointing the gun in my direction and opening fire

How the fuck do you kill something that you love so much?

It's easy, remember how much the bitch fucking hates you

Return hate for hate and blow for blow

For in the end this whore doesn't have a thing to show

No ammo anymore, just the fact that she's no more

Beaten down it's no longer an eye for an eye

I take the eye when I please and pull the teeth at my own need

Peeling back skin and pouring the salt in

Bruising and beating and then giving a tongue lashing

Whipping without remorse until the skin falls off your back

A cat of nine tails is used and you recieve more then the normal amount

40 times 40 lashes and then 40 more for good luck

I live and see the end of the war coming on the wind

But I have died so many times in the arms of the likes of those

Fucking bitchs that only know how to ruin lives

Dead and yet alive I am a creature of my own demise

Walking into situations and walking out with a broken mind

Everything I know has come on the back of a hard time

Left for dead so many times that I don't remember them all

I used to think that I wasn't good enough

It's a fucking war out here between the good and the bad

Yet the ugly never interfer, it's a battle of the beautiful

So what is there left for me to do but fight on

As a ghost and a man, both alive and yet both dead

No one understands the things that break into my mind

Doubts and fears and voices of demons from beyond the world

Murder and rage are the backbone of my very soul

Darkened to a point where no one can see into me

Look into my eyes and see the vipers that rest there

And on my lips the marks of scaring from forgetten hearts

Those that said they loved but pulled it back when others came along

It's not just a fight it's a fucking game and I'm tired of playing

Just leave me with my gun to go home and live in peace

So tired of the hand of death that follows me around

And as the sun rises I go and beat down deaths door

Opening fire on the same motherfuckers that did it to me

Sleeping with the enemy, the very spirit that tries to bring me down

But I am above all the pitty bullshit now and I no longer give a fuck about you

Kicking your fucking ass is all I have left on the list

A hit man from another time and another place

Perfecting the art of breaking someone down so hard and so soft

That the death takes a lifetime but it's the slowest lifetime ever

Suffering under my gaze, hold the bombs I throw you

Nothing is over until I decide it is and now is not the time

You will be tormented in agony and I will yet hold still

Watching every moment of your slow endless death

I am the lord of death and I've come just for you

All you bastard children that fucked with my life

Revenge is my name and hatred is my virture

Removing the mask so that you will forever know my face

Forever speaking of the day Thought Crusader came for your soul

Beyond all space and time I am from a place on high

Located in the deepths of the earth, my sickle is in hand

Ready to take off your fucking head and send you straight to hell

See what you did to me motherfucker!

Look at what you turned me into bitch!

Motherfucker I am so fucked up because of you!

Bitch you ruined all that was left good in me!

Evil is my face and it is full of the darkest of woe

Repeating the act over and over again

Killing all you fuckers off one by one just so I can get off

You are in for it now motherfucker, today is the day

So lock the windows and bar the door so that it may be a challenge

I've come to show you the scars the will always live on me

And then to give you some of your own to carry

For today is the day you fucking die, and for you there is no coming back!

Pretend That I Don't Care

Make wishful thinking come alive

As I wash your blood over the living

A sacrifice while your still breathing

Cutting your throat as you scream,

Through you fucking broken widepipe

Gurgling comes about as I end you

This is the world in which I live in

Kill or be killed, survival of the must brutal

These eyes I have will watch you die

Cast under and drowned out by hellfire

So think for a moment what it would be like

If I really didn't care if you lived or died

I'm doing you a fucking favor

By ending your misery where you stand

Gutting you like a fish and then some

Ripping open your chest to produce a black heart

That sin creating organ that caused so much destruction

It only shows that I care more then anyone

Killing you in order to save the monsters like me

Evil villians who strive for vengence and bloodlust

I roam the streets like a terror on the loose

Rope tied I now pull the trigger and you fall

Finally facedown at my feet where you belong

Where you always needed to be, worshipping me

Stricken with fear you literally become heartless

As I take it and throw in on the ground and blow it up

Filling it without end with gunpowder, I ignit the fuse

Blood splatters and a moment of silence is taken

For the beast of all creatures and the mother of all whores

Has been struck down, and without a blaze of going

Because I was the one that made it all work

She had no hand in her death except that she was there

Bury yourself now bitch I've just about left you for dead

Walk With Me In Hell

This is my life and it's fucking bullshit

All this darkness it takes over my eyes

Let me know what you really think of me now

When the mask is off and the skin is peeled

I'm something so senister and viel that you all now die

Take a look at me and know you're aren't getting out alive

Beating on you like a drum and then some

Stomping out your light I swear I will end you all

Motherfuckers stop fucking yelling at me!

Don't you see that I don't wish to speak

Fucking with me like you think you fucking know me

Bite me you fucks, this is the night you won't die quick

See that I am the monster from under the bed

Knife in hand and mouth full of gold teeth

Sharpened to a new edge so straight and slick

The thiner the blade the more pain it inflects

Try and stop me now, you can see the look in my eyes

Repeat the offense, or at least try

There is no secound chances when you hand me those lines

That you love me and that you fucking care

Fuck you bitch I swear that I'll fucking kill you

There is nothing anymore for the two of us here

Choking you until your eyes pop out and you're blue in the face

Dying in my arms I look down and smile as you breath your last

Fucking whore, go lick a cunt bitch, don't try and deny

You fucked with me too many times

Now is the time when you will know what true pain is

I found the way when I died and went to hell

And no thanks to any of you I brought myself back, alive

With a new heart and a brand new fucking mind

That knew of vengence and knew of murder

This mind of minds that will go out of my way to put you under the knife

Stuck in your throat and the ripping it out

Crushing your windpipe now you will see what I saw

Fire that comes to crush you in your sleep

Demons on all sides and they all know your name

Fear is an understatment and you will know it to its full extent

Walk the path that I walked as I died and was thrown down by angels

Fuck you motherfucker, you fucking queen of the whores

Ruining my life, there's always gotta be one bitch like you in my life

I'm fucking tired of it bitch, now it's time that you went away

Burried alive but bleeding out at the same time

The dark creeps in and makes you fade out

I fucking hate you with all that I hold inside

There is no remorse and no fucking forgivness

You say how forgiving you were, but that's because you were guilty yourself

Bitch just come here so that I may break your fucking neck

Pulling out your heart as it beats in my hand

Drilling a hole in your head and scrambling your fucking brian

This is the anthem to a dying women, with screams of the undead

Halfway on the otherside and yet still here

Look in my possessed eyes and tell me one more time I'm a fucking liar!

You are the bitch that I was born to hate

And I'm not gonna put up with all this cheating shit

I'll fucking have my way one day and that day is today

You are nothing next to me get the fuck out of my life

Shit falls around you as your bastard side comes out

Stabbing you with the purest of hate

My God my God I swear on you that I will fucking kill her

A bullet to the head or a shot in the back whatever it is it will bring pain

Devoured by my soul it comes out to take you to the deep

With your fucking bullshit and your fucking lies

I own you now bitch and that's all there is to it

Speaking to you in a tongue now where curses fall like rain

Blaa she ma gosh o le ne na lo

Translation into the human tongue

I am the DEVIL and I'm here to kill you

FUCK YOU BITCH YOU WILL KNOW MY WRATH!!!!!

Trust, Not Bitting The Hand That Feeds

Go down in infamy and live a life of loss

There is nothing else for you to know

I reach and try and this is what I get in return

Well fuck you bitch, this is the last fucking time

Saying you trust when you really don't

Seeing through the lines I know how it is you feel

Sick everytime you hear her name mentioned

My best friend, and you want her gone forever

Then you go behind my back and try to justify the fact

That you are worse off then I fucking am

But you smear the day of one mistake in my face

Fuck you, there is more to life then this

I don't need to be stuck in this

Knowing that your trust for me isn't worth shit

Creating something for you to see now

Look in your heart and you will see now

That darkness has come and taken it all over

Screaming for you to stop so that things will be right

You won't stop and just take a look

Taking charge of every fucking thing

A relationship where you make all the rules and set up the law

So like every law it was meant to be broken

Just like my heart that you shattered on the floor

I've now broken what you set up to be righteous

Never really loving me because if you did you would listen

What the fuck is wrong with you? Just fucking anwer me!

More time is not the answer to the questions that we carry

It's do or die in this place where the anger heats to boiling

Suffer under my hand now just as I suffered under yours

I make the rules now, I set up the game

So tired of the bullshit this is the last fucking straw

Trust means that you don't fight back when I say something

Take it as fact if you really do love me

But I will never trust you because you leave nothing to be seen

Hidding it all in the back of your mind

These are the days I wish I could open up your fucking head

Let me in to see the carnage that one day awaits me

Cutting off my hands as I try to hold you

Fixing things the only way I can, you destroy my soul

No more tears fall from my eyes only angry words from my lips

Bitch there is no more anything with us so just fucking give it up

It was you who ruined all of this

Nothing that I ever did caused it to be like this

I don't give a fuck about you anymore and your fucking shit

Goodbye to me, you will never know my fucking grace

Only a grave where I will never be placed

Let the realization sink in that I now hate you

You've ruined me for long enough and yes it's you I blame

Be afraid of your own shadow, that casting vessel of fear

I'm gone for good now bitch, so fuck you!

Quiet, Unyielding Anger

Burried deep down inside of something I don't see

Every dark thing, every evil word, speak it out to me

Pandoras box has been opened

With the ripping of my heart as it still beats

Alive within me, I will soon be dead

As the soft side of me turns hard

And you see this look in my eyes

That if you try anything tricky in the end

It will be your end, and that's all there is to it

Nothing more and nothing less

I am a man of my word and if I know one thing

The meaning never changes as long as I live

Embers turn to flame with the flick of a switch

Turn the copy over and see a different story

Smoothered in blood and anguish over righterousness

There is no one upright enough including myself

Ridding the world of evil means everyone dies

You're a witch and I've been too afraid to say it

Bastard is the name that's underlined

And yet you'd never know that I knew the secrete

Something about the way I am makes the boiling so much better

With the heart of the lion and the strength of a bear

Killing is like nothing, like breaking a withered bone

Not afraid to speak my mind anymore

Letting the outcome live on the surface and not under my skin

Cover everything with the bodies of the victims

Those who died because it was just the right thing to do

So now the trigger is pulled one last time

The knife goes deeper then it has ever been

Ending my own life is the only thing that remains

As I have taken the law into my own hands

Turning all back to which they came, dust and ash

One last tear as I hope it was all worth the wait

My own personal funeral I could have had long ago

But for now the anger still resides

And the day it leaves is the day that I die

Open Hand - Time To Talk

"Anything for you." Is what you told me,
The day I sat there with you.
So I know nothing lasts forever,
When will we realize it's gone?
"Anything for you." Is what you told me,
The day I sat there with you.
Do we understand that words were not enough?
You said to me that this would last forever...
Why did we rely on the time when I,
the time when I say I cant live without you?
It's all over now- Why you?
You walked away- Why you?
You said that I- You said that I don't want to work it out,
You know that I tried. I feel like sometimes we're just wasting time.
Why did we rely on the time when I-
I-The time when I said I can't live without you?
You say to me that things have changed,
I look in your eyes and I know that things will remain the same.
You said that I, I...that I follow you here-
When we, we've lost it all again

Everything Breaks With Time

Bring it back the times I cannot change

Wishing and hoping that time would go away

Allowing me to go back and make it right

Fixing the broken parts and tying up loose ends

Wondering what the world would be like without me

And just like everything else in life

A life breaks down with time

So where is my place and where do I belong?

Looking in the inner parts of my being

Trying just to see if there is such a thing as hope

Many will say that hope lives around us

But look at how hope works in the end

It has to come from the deepths within

Though in me it is so hard to see

Hope, joy, peace, it all has broken

Fallen down and left in pieces like broken glass

Pointed with the sharp ends up

Now I know that everything breaks in time

Regrets don't set sail, they live on forever

Putting something to rest means one thing

That when the sun rolls around again

It will be right there again

Like that monkey that won't get off your back

Tears are the result of living without mercy

Hating all and hating one, the very thing you are

The best deception is what I put on every morning

Clean for so long but then falling back to sin

Over and over and over again, does it really matter?

If we live as if we don't care, does it really matter?

Don't you see that you mean everything and less to me?

Greatness and failure rest in your little hands

Turn the clock back and change the world you hate

Can it be done? Who knows but I'm gonna try

Holding on just incase you can make it all better

But no one makes it better we must do it ourselves

And I don't feel fucking sorry, I will just go on

Righting wrongs wherever they appear

Now I break even more under the pressure

As I become the worlds superhero

You scream of other people's lips and I hate it

Driving me mad more and more each day

Not knowing who I am and worse who you are as well

Where is my angel? The one who guards my soul?

How is it that I am left all alone when the world is made warm

Alone in the cold the cracks form in my failing heart

Dying is the next step and I've died so many times

In and out of arms I've seen it all

So where does someone so young and yet so old go?

Is there a home for a dying youth?

Does he ever get the girl in the end of the tail

Afterall aren't I the new age superhero

The girl goes to two men at once

Or to another women and falls into her arms

Arms that happen to be bigger then mine

Off on the deep end now and I can't swim

Make the challange and watch as I go

Breaking even more with the changing tide

An off beat note is played as the casket is burried

Locked in a box alive with a heart that never beats

Here I am now, gone forever, please just leave and go

So Many Things

There are times when I wake up

Tongue tied and lost for words

Wounded by all that is within me

Pitty and worry that takes an eternal toll

Paying the price just to live another day

My heart beats harder as the day goes on

Patience runs out as soon as I see

That no one really cares

That we are all really alone in this world

Grabing hold of something now but it's without matter

Lifeless and void, it turns to ash in my hands

So many things that I want to say

But the words avoid me, evading my very mind

Fixing something that I know is broken

Though I am still not sure what part is really leaking

Falling through the cracks of life I slip away

Without perfection I soon will disappear

Now looking at something that is part way great

And part way broken

Dusk and summer collide in the ocean and I can't remember Christmas

Time goes so fast, running quicker from my sight

I don't know where I am or what I am

Understanding only a part of a much bigger story

Looking in the mirror and not knowing who that man is

So hard and rough with sad eyes that make children ask why

All the while trying to recapture a memory that was never there

Kind words fail to come back now

As they were never there to begin with

Brought to life by something within me that just had to live

And anyone other then me will never understand all of this

Jumbled pieces and mixed up meanings join to make beauty

Laughing now as beauty is the thing that brings me here

Part in me and part in others

Deafened by the looks that I get or lack there of

Trying to make sense of it all I don't know why

It's all a trick now and it is just a worthless lie

So don't speak unless you mean it

Don't look unless you act upon it

Just a few of so many things that I try to say

That just don't come out right

Breaking Hearts Never Learn And Never Forget

I write all these letters and throw them away

Thinking that they will never be good enough

I've messed up big this time

And gotten rid of something that was susposed to last

That love that was gonna push me through

Making it so I could live just a little more

Past the hardtimes with all my shame

I'm stuck on you and now you've gone forever

Kicking myself and wondering why it had to be

That I threw away the best thing I ever had

Trying to close my eyes so that you will come back

Waltzing in my dreams and memories

I smile when I smell you in my mind

And when I remember what your perfect touch was like

Terrors now come to me in the night where you once laid

Holding my hand and resting your head on my chest

The worst of all men, I ruined something so good

Broken it lays like glass, shattered in the road

Run over by a thousand lies and suspesions that were never true

So be good to yourself blessed among women

Walk on to something better, that thing I know awaits you

That man that will treat you right and love you well

Putting you at the top of the list where you belong

Making it so I will never forget

I mark this scare deep into my chest and across my heart

Yet I know again one day, maybe very soon

That I'll end another something beautiful, but not as good as you

I'm lost with your endless eyes staring into mine

And this is the day when everything hope had in me died

You're never coming back and to that I say good for you

Please forgive me for all the wrongs I've given you

With the tears that came and went and came again

Be good to yourself and be safe in this world

I'll see you in my dreams sweetheart, and yet I'll never learn

Ice Cube - Go To Church Feat. Snoop Dogg & Lil Jon

Nigga you need to stop snitchin!
All that yip-yappin and jaw-jackin
Nigga if you scared, go to church
You knew the job was dangerous when you took it

Whattup it's the big boss Dogg
Snoop D-O-double-G,
Eastside L.B.C.
And I'm bobbin to the beat of my O.G. homeboy Ice Cube
And I'm C-walkin on the motherfuckin concrete

Yo if you're fucked up, put your cups up
Ice Cube and Snoop Dogg, nigga what's up
See he's a gangster, I'm a hustler
Yo it's either thank ya, or it's fuck ya
I'm down with Lil Jon ain't got to pretend (YEAH!)
"Crunk Juice" nigga run the club that you in (HEY!)
You scary motherfuckers don't wanna bring the ruckus (NAH!)
You just spend all your time in the club tryin to duck us (WHAT?)
And if you walk by nigga, I'ma knock fire nigga from yo' ass, you can come try nigga (HEY!)
In the hood, all the way down South (YEAH!)
I ain't Mike Jones, keep my name out'cha mouth bitch (Mike Jones)
We can get it crackin if it get to clickin clackin
Look at Mr. Jackson, nigga with no reaction
If you scared, go to church, we gon' hit you where it hurts
That don't work, we'll put you in the dirt
Cause a whole lot of rappers make a whole lot of noise (hey)
Lyrics full of steroids, niggaz paranoid (hey)
And when you get that blowup, it make you throw up
When you realize your favorite rapper ain't got no nuts

If you a scared motherfucker go to church (GO TO CHURCH)
If you a gutter motherfucker do your dirt (A DO YOUR DIRT)
If you a down motherfucker put in work (A PUT IN WORK)
If you a crazy motherfucker go berzerk (A GO BERZERK!)

Click clackin, pistol-packin, Crip raggin folio
Who the only nigga in the club with the toolio
You ain't know?
Yeah you did; there it was, there it is"Is that Coolio?"
Naw bitch, let me in
Jibba-jabba snatcher get at ya, spit at actors & rappers
Hang out with kidnappers and jackers
Make money off crackers; can you imagine how I keep shit crackin?
It's the big boss Dogg I'm back in action and smashin
I flash with the bling I sur-pass the supreme
You don't really wanna have a clash with my team
I mix hash with the green I'm the, last of the kings
If I got a bitch with me she got ass in them jeans
Rollin through yo' neighborhood, my Cadillac so clean
Servin all you suckers cause you all dopefiends
Just like that dopeman, nigga what's up?
You run up with that bullshit I'll fuck yo' ass up

You scared, you scared
You scared motherfucker you scared
You scared (you scared) you scared (you scared)
You scared motherfucker you scared (you scared)

It goes one for the money (HEY) two for the show (YEAH)
Three for the pussy, fo' for the glow (HEY)
Five for the rookies, six for the pros (NAH)
Seven for the numbers of them fuckin zeroes (WHAT?)
Eight for haters, nine for the cause
Ten for my niggaz, behind big bars (HEY)
Fuck these devils, and they laws (YEAH!)
Never question the size of Ice Cube's balls

Bury Your Dead - All The Right Moves

All that I have is what this promise means.
You are the only thing that's left for me.
And what might keep me falls to second place when I remember what you give for me.
All that I have is all that you've given me.
My heart was empty.
Life was killing me.
Gave you my body and you gave me love.
I swear my everything you're not just all I have you're all I need.
You're not just all I have you're all I need.
I mean these words more than I've ever meant anything before.
You're all that I need.

Getting Inside My Own Head

Breaking the lock and run on in

Here is the time when the fun begins

Walking into a fortress where no one lives

All these walls built up with something to product

A diamond in the rough but it makes no sense

Is it truth or is it who I really am?

Can you be something that isn't even really real?

Holding all these lines in your head

And then erasing them like they were never even there

How is it that I live doing the difficult things

Doing what I don't want and not doing what I need

Yet in the end it all works out and I feel good

Working towards rewards in both ways

One instant and one in the missing future

Trying to say I love you in everyway I know how

Failing each time to really grap hold of the meaning

The truth behind the tears I cry and the words I speak

Angered to the point of no return

And somehow I end up standing outside your very door

Unlatch the bar that keeps emotion shut

Is it really something important or is it based on something else?

So many question go forth and they have no answers

For the float in the air forever never to be really heard

I do what I can to fit inside of my own head

Oversized and yet too small to figure the simple things out

So lets take a break and look at what we've discovered

We are both sinners but does all that really matter?

Does it make who we are or does that belong in another catagory?

Try now and understand that what I do say is true

But a lot of what we do must go away and change for good

Lets break down the walls of our hearts together

And truely truely be as one

Goodbye To You Too

Tieing my hands behind my back

Bond and gagged and asked if something is the matter

Everything that I worried about came true

You don't want me to touch you

Throwing away the love I try to give you

It wasn't for pleasure it was for real and I meant it

Yet here you are with the gavil ready to judge

Saying it's from on high and I know in my heart of hearts it's not

Making shit up just to hurt me

Blacking my eyes with the blows to my soul

Fucking ripping my heart out when I remember your words

Broken now, you've ruined something so good in me

For once I was happy, I thought this was gonna last

Now I stare at a blank screen and wonder why

You've gone and left me, go back to that Johnaton guy

That motherfucker that you cheated on me with

And you waited to tell me until you knew it was safe

Things that even I can look past

But when you take my whole manhood away

This is not something that I can just fucking except

All the fights and the stupid arguments

I'm guessing that this is for the best

My best your best the best for the sake of a relationship

Breaking my heart with every memory and every relinquished embrace

Goodbye to you too my once fair lady

And damned if I'm always right but I'll say it again like I did last night

No tears will fall from my fucking eyes over this

I've cried enough times over the same fucking bullshit in other lives

Leaving it all behind now, call me when you grow up and maybe we'll talk

But as far as it matters as of right here and right now

It's goodbye for good women, I've turned my back on you

I Fucking Knew It!!!!!!

You fucking pushed me to the max this time

I loved you and you fucked it up

Go ahead and wait and then come looking

It's all over for me and you now

So go and fucking deal with it

How did I know that it was gonna end?

Why is it I saw it all before it began?

Yet I still walked into it like a fucking fool

Motherfucker this is the last straw

There is no coming back for me now

Time to go back living like I used to

Nothing fucking matters anymore

If I can't have the one thing in life I really loved

It has been taken and will be forever no more

So this is goodbye, I knew it was too good to be true

No Promise

What makes you say you love me and that you care?

How do I believe something that seems to always change?

Turning and twisting becoming something new each day

Falling and rising like the tide of a thousand years all at once

Promised nothing until it is right there before our eyes

Is this all mine or must I jump through loops to have it?

Love shouldn't be this way, making my head spin

Never knowing what's coming next like a hellish coaster ride

So the ghost of my past comes and takes my hand

Remembering back when everything I had like this fell to shit

Breaking in my hands I weep at the thought of the past

Having to relive it all, this is something that I don't want

For you make a promise and I hold you to it

Don't go and change something just because you feel like it

My special rose, my deepest thought, my only hope

If you turn your back and run I swear I won't cry

I will not return to the life that I have already put to rest

The end result is now me watching you perform a new trick

Will you stay or will you go, and by go I mean this

Pushing me so hard away that I will never want to come running back

Overcome all these things you have inside that hinder us

Mark my words, I made a promise, but if you break it

Everything we ever had will be tossed aside and will be turned to dust

Mourning for you won't even be a thought, not even a glance

Over and done, it is something that I must do

But I'm willing to hold out, I'm willing to give hope a chance

So the warning goes out to you, if you give bullshit I won't take it

All the talk and all the walk will be as if it never were

Staring into eyes that have seen the fire you will know

This was the biggest mistake you ever made

And you haven't even made it yet

Don't promise what you can't give or take what you don't need

My beauty I do promise you this

Mess this up and you don't just screw me, you screw yourself

Rotting Away

Sometimes this life of mine goes from nothing to something

So fast and out of sight that I never know what's gonna hit me

Broken one minute and ontop of the world the next

Where I go the next day is an unknown until I get there

Lost and alone this moment and then I am discovered and loved after

Puddles of blood form around my corpse

And the world that I know to be so painful becomes so blurry

A new world evolves around me as I pass from this life to the next

An afterlife filled with something so special that I cannot even speak

But then I wake up again to find that it was only a dream

Remembering again that I still have to hate myself

To keep the monster alive, I have to put the child in me to rest

A lot has been said about the boy and the beast in me

They have been out to play so many times in the past few days

Finding love and hate all within a matter of tumbling hours

Rotting away and growing again like nothing ever happened

Wanting so badly to be alive like I was and wishing on a star I would die

Killing my old flesh and making the sacrifice I know I need to survive

Pushing the one true thing I ever had away and yet it still remains

By my side and never saying goodbye even when I threw it all away

Loving you now and I hope that it will last forever

Where does the old story end and the new one begin?

Tell me the truth now and forever more

No more secrets, no more lies, no more hidding, no more heartache

All I want is to be with you and this time it's gonna last

The story of my life, going back and forth

Now bring forth for me the answers that I am searching for

Why is that you can love a man like me, so horrible and wretched?

Dancing within the darkest and lightest parts of my mind

All at once and all at the same time

Both worlds collide and now I must find how the reasons are the way they are

Dying and perfectly alive all within the reaches of this fadding soul of mine

So here you are and the game goes on, still lost and confussed at how and why

But I'll be here ready to play it if you are willing to do the same

Rotting away together now, let the party begin

Heart Part 2

I come to you once more

my angel

And out of love I bring you a gift, my heart.

It may be in pieces, but im sure if we try real hard

We can put it back together again.

I'm sorry its not perfectly put together

I'm sorry its not bullet proof

But inside of every small shattered piece

Is a piece of my everlasting love to you

and if we try real hard

We can put the pieces back together

and restore love once more.

-Lynn (Heart)

The Skies now fill with fire as my true self shines

Broken, battered, beaten, lying dead on the floor

You don't want me and you don't want my heart

Showing me your heart made of glass

Glued back together for the sake of something bigger then us

Well this is all great but I have no heart to give you back

For as your's is pure and made the highest light

My heart is made of shit, one of the lowest kind

Stop loving me for nothing good comes of me

I am just a beast like I've said so many times before

You don't need a fuck up in life like me

Go to something better before your heart breaks again

Someone that will treat you right and not fuck up your life

I am not your husband and I am not your love

I'm just a fucking loser that you once made dreams with

So take it back, all the love that you gave

It means nothing now, I lost it for the both of us

-Mike(Heart Part 2)

Nail The Coffin Shut, I'm Going To Hell

Motherfuckers with some much fucking attitude

There is nothing left now that I have become them

The very ones I hate, I see with my own eyes

Starring back at me in the fucking mirror

I wish to watch myself die, blood falling to the floor

Cut open and slashed deep, the hatred has come about

Full circle the pain has started and will never stop

How do you forgive yourself for something like this

Hate is all that comes to mind and it consumes me

I want to die like nothing else

To be erased from the face of the earth for all time

I must face my actions, the workings of my hands

The sin the I forced out on another, hurting two at once

Killing three birds with one stone

My lover my friend and myself

Breaking all the laws that I set up to govern myself

Going to the deepths now, the very pits of the earth

Where the graven and the pitty go, every unclean thing
I have become the very thing that I hate so now I must go

Scars rip open and puss pours out of me

So nail this motherfucking coffin shut and seal it up tight

I'm going down to where the worst of the lot go

Returning to my homeland to restart what I once lost

A soul tied up in the riches of fire and hate

The man I once was has returned and the beast has been unleased

That little boy in me is dead now, shot in the motherfucking head

Burried alive and without even a marker to show where he was from

But I know the places that we have all come to fear

And it is in that land where that little boy came to be

Now after all the struggle and all the pain that little one is no more

Dead and gone, forever lost to the ground where he was placed

Smashed and destroied and never loved again

This is the lot for a sinner such as I

A motherfucking beast that has nothing left to do but die himself

Killing off every fucking thing that has light in his heart

Just a waste of a goddamn life, when can I begin to rot?

Holding only one true thing close to my whole fucking life

But I threw that away and yet you still wanna stay?

Stop the joke and end the charade

This is fucking hell we are talking about, nothing good is from here

I fucking hate this and I fucking hate me, there is nothing else fucking left to say

I Am The Cheater

Thought that I was strong and I turned out weak

Couldn't hold on till I got out of the car

I had to go in, the animal in me had to kill

Giving over to my sinful desires, my flesh was all that matter

Can't say I didn't see your face in all of this

And even in seeing you there I still turned away

Breaking your heart over something that should have never happened

I fucking hate myself and there is not getting past that

Past the fact that you are better then that and better then this

A life on the edge where you never know when the one you love will fall

Breaking my heart over and over again as I hear you cry

The voice rings out in my head and my soul begins to die

Giving all I had away to someone I even called my friend

This was more then just a mistake, this now means war

A battle I will have to fight every fucking day

We are together for the long run, the fight has just begun

Yet in the wee hours of the this dawning love day

I break away from the pact we made and dive straight into lust

Losing a part of me to someone that I love just as much as you

A life of fucking confussion, this is all I know

Loving two people so much and the same

How is it that I cannot commit when one has and the other has not

Going after that thing that I just can't fucking have

I truely am the bastard that I was always told I was

Locked away in my coffin now, death comes on swift wings for me

I smell the the smoke and a feel the flames as hell comes closer each day

Gone from you and everything that I ever knew as home

I am the cheater, I am the liar, I am the hater, I am the sinner

Breaking all I knew that was pure and true

I'm so fucking sorry but you don't know what it's like to live out of control

Lost and afraid, you could be the end of the race I was always looking for

Yet it still remains that I am alone and I fucking turn away

Looking past all that is within my reach and turning for what feels best

You are so good to me yet I treat you like shit

Lock the cemetary gates I'm forever doomed

But you look at me and say you still love and that you forgive

How can you forgive me when I can't forgive myself

What the fuck is fucking wrong with me?

Nothing last forever in this life of mine, everyone always says goodbye

So why won't you say goodbye and leave it all behind?

My face, my image, my heart, my now fading love

I want to go back in time and change everything about this fucking world

But I can't and again I must spend another night in the fiery furnace

Burning alive with guilt and agony, why are you so good to me?

I deserve none of this and yet here you are again and again and again

With eyes that pierce the deepest parts of me you look and still believe

Seeing all that is within me, and here you are with me

What the fuck did I do to deserve something this good?

Nothing, so you should not even be here, so run, go far away

I'm gonna fucking hate myself forever for this one

And there is no forgiveness for hurting an innocent one

So answer my questions answer the pleading parts of my soul

I am nothing and then I'm less so why the fuck play this game?

There is no hope left and even worse there is nothing left in me

It's all fallen out, spilled like fresh blood on the burning floor

Change is the only way, change for the both of us

There is no getting away from the fact that we all must change

So without change I will always be stuck this way

I'll be here locked in the chains of being a bitch-ass man

Leave me behind and go on with your life my loved one

I am not the angel you used to know anymore

I've turned into that demon, the one I always knew would come

The Starting Line-Playing Favorites

i guess the most that i can do
is make a call and tell you the truth
sing the words in melody
and hope that you'll believe me
here's another song for you
so this one this one makes two
i still don't know where to begin
i'll just leave it at this

i'm sure you always feel my eyes on you
but i hope that you will never feel unwanted

[chorus:]
wait for me to move out west
it's ok if you don't
i hope you know
you're my favorite thing
about the west coast
i wish i stayed
i hope you waitso here i am
counting down the days
till california comes

this is the least that i can do
you know i'm bad at calling you
the best way i can extend
the lonely words i miss you
i'll say it but i'm sure you knew
you're what i look most forward to
coming back to where i've been
i'll just leave it at this

i'm sure you always feel my eyes on you
but i hope that you will never feel unwanted
if you feel unwanted

[chorus x2:]
wait for me to move out west
it's ok if you don't
i hope you know
you're my favorite thing
about the west coast
i wish i stayed
i hope you wait
so here i am
counting down the days
till california comes

till california comes

Deep Hurt

Missing the day, longing for the way

It is when you look in my eyes

When the sun shines of brilance

Like the stars I see within your eyes

Broken without you I crumble and die

Falling without a piece of my own heart

Given to an angel without wings

With a halo thats glory never fades

The love of my soul can't be flesh and blood

Hurting in a way I never knew I could

It's past just missing, I yearn after you

Wholeheartedly after you, you are my only hope

Just give me one touch

One more glance my way

My heart bleeds without you in my arms

As my tongue waters for your taste in my mouth

Where have you gone my beautiful?

You walked away and I need to see you again

My princess and my deepest connection to life

Making all my wrongs right, I live to be your companion

Take this broken heart and make it all all right

I love you with all I am

With every part of my being

Let me see you once more before the day turns to night

My sweet my joy my life my whole

Everything that I wanted and more

Loving you was the best thing I've ever done

And now I carry this deep hurt without you

Make it go away, so please come near

Dr. Dre-Forget About Dre (Feat. Eminem)

Ya'll know me still the same ol' G
But I been low key
Hated on by most these niggas
Wit no cheese, no deals and no G's, no wheels and no keys
No boats, no snowmobiles and no ski's
Mad at me cause I can finally afford to provide my family wit groceries
Got a crib wit a studio and it's all full of tracks
To add to the wall full of plaques
Hangin up in the office in back of my house like trophies
But ya'll think I'm gonna let my dough freeze
Ho Please
You better bow down on both knees
Who you think taught you to smoke trees
Who you think brought you the o' G's
Eazy-E's Ice Cube's and D.O.C's and Snoop D O double G's
And a group that said muthafuck the police
Gave you a tape full of dope beats
To bump when stroll through in your hood
And when your album sales wasn't doin too good
Who's the doc that he told you to go see
Ya'll better listen up closely
All you niggas that said that I turned pop
Or the Firm flop ya'll are the reason Dre ain't been getting no sleep
So fuck ya'll all of ya'll
If ya'll don't like me blow me
Ya'll are gonna keep fuckin around wit me
And turn me back to the old me
[chorus x2 - Eminem]
Nowadays everybody wanna talk like they got something to say
But nothin comes out when they move they lips
Just a buncha gibberish
And muthafuckas act like they forgot about Dre
[Eminem]
So what do you say to somebody you hate
Or anybody tryna bring trouble your way
Wanna resolve things in a bloodier way
Just study your tape of NWA.
One day I was walkin by Wit a walkmen on
When I caught a guy givin me an awkward eye
And strangled him off in the parkin lot wit his Karl Kani
I don't give a fuck if it's dark or not
I'm harder than me tryna park a Dodge
But I'm drunk as fuck
Right next to a humungous truck in a two car garage
Hoppin out wit two broken legs tryna walk it off
Fuck you too bitch call the cops
I'ma kill you and them loud ass muthafuckin barkin dogs
And when the cops came through
Me and Dre stood next to a burnt down house
Wit a can full of gas and a hand full of matches
And still weren't found out
From here on out it's the Chronic 2
Startin today and tomorrows the new
And I'm still loco enough
To choke you to death wit a Charleston chew
[Record scratch]
Slim shady hotter then a set of twin babies
In a Mercedes Benz wit the windows up
And the temp goes up to the mid 80's
Callin men ladies
Sorry Doc but I been crazy
There is no way that you can save me
It's ok go with him Hailey
[chorus x2]
[Dr Dre]
If it was up to me
You muthafuckas would stop comin up to me
Wit your hands out lookin up to me
Like you want somethin free
When my last cd was out you wasn't bumpin me
But now that I got this little company
Everybody wanna come to me like it was some disease
But you won't get a crumb from me
Cause I'm from the streets of Compton
I told em all
All them little gangstas
Who you think helped mold 'em all
Now you wanna run around and talk about guns
Like I ain't got noneWhat you think I sold 'em all
Cause I stay well off
Now all I get is hate mail all day sayin
Dre fell off
What cause I been in the lab wit a pen and a pad
Tryna get this damn label off I ain't havin that
This is the millenium of Aftermath
It ain't gonna be nothin after that
So give me one more platinum plaque and fuck rap
You can have it back
So where's all the mad rappers at
It's like a jungle in this habitat
But all you savage cats
Knew that I was strapped wit gats
When you were cuddled wit cabbage patch
[Chorus x3]

I Took A Day Off

Beatdown motherfuckers rollin through the street

Eastside meets westside on a new battlefront

Scared beyond all reason, why is it we're here

Guns cocked and blades sharpened to a point

Now the point I'm trying to make is this

Don't fuck with us unless you wanna die

Tripple X's with black bandanas

Tats and scars mangled with the blood of brothers

Holding true till the end of this forsaken earth

Click up and grab a baseball-bat

This goes out to all of you who ever talked crap

On me or one of my buddies

We will fuck you up until you bleed and watch you go crazy

Left with only an ounce of the brain that was in your head

Beating it out of you like the truth when it finally comes out

Just because I don't go in doesn't mean I won't come out

After you with fury and fire, brimstone and the blackest of all sin

Throwing you down and standing over you without a smile

No laughing just the crashing of my vans against your ribbs

Ripping open your chest and taking your heart out

This is a sign to all those who stand with you

Fuck me and you will lose your very own blackened soul

See my anger, see what you motherfuckers do to me?

Bitches and ballers, thugs and faggots, no one escapes

Whatever the scene, whatever you believe

If you step up to me with attitude you will be put down

I may not start it but I will finish it

Because I am the king, tougher then Snoop Dogg and Dr. Dre

Going out looking to solve a problem

To release my rage and to start it all over again

The pressure is removed and now it starts to build again

So meet me where you will and it's gonna fucking go down
Like your head of the concrete you will be below me

Either bow down or be broken down in a puddle of tears and blood

Fighting like Mike Tyson before he got involved with Don King

First round knockout here I am to fucking knuckle-up

A brass fist and an iron foot, a tongue of fire and the heart of a lion

I was a born killer and a man made murderer

Wondering why I turned out this way

It was all your fault you bastard, you made me like this

Sometimes the need to just go and kill is so overwhelming

Let me see you fallen and swallown, beaten and battared

Motherfucker, you think that you could handle this

I'll steal all you own and then bury you where no one knows

Born from the ashes of depression and hatred mixed together

I'm back from the dead to chop off your fucking heads

I am the executioner, but without the mask over my face

Look into my eyes right before you die and know the reason why

This is all because of you and now you must go

Walking away from reality and into the battlefield of the spiritual

Here I am you fuckers, come and get me

Runith You Over

Something slowly creeping up on me

Like a demon on the ground

It's coming after me

Here it comes in all its force to bring me down

To tear me up and devour what's inside

BUT NOW THE TIME TO KILL HAS COME

WHEN I COME OUT SWINGING WITH MIGHT
TO BREAK ALL THE MOTHERFUCKERS LIKE YOU

THOSE THAT I HATE WITH AN UNHEARD OF RAGE

THAT THING THAT WE ALL TRY TO LOCK AWAY

I'VE LET IT OUT TO RUN WILD OVER THE WORLD

DESTROYING ALL THAT I SEE WHICH DESERVES TO DIE

SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS LIFE AND DEATH

I NOW HOLD IN MY SELFRIGHTEOUS HANDS

CRAVING LOVE AND FINALLY FINDING IT

NOW FOR ALL OF YOU WHO SAID IT WOULD NEVER COME

THAT MADE IT SO MY HEART BROKE AFTER YOU

FALLING ON MY FACE JUST TO HAVE YOUR ATTENTION

THOSE DAYS ARE GONE AND THE MADMAN COMES OUT

BRUTALY ATTACKING ALL THOSE WHO EVER STOOD AGAINST ME

MAKING THIS WORLD MY OWN AND BURNING THE WEAK DOWN

CAST FOR ME IN THE FIRE ANOTHER ONE OF MY ENEMIES

TO KEEP ME WARM AND TO REMEMBER THE FACT

THAT IS WAS FUCKING BASTARDS LIKE YOU WHO MADE ME THIS WAY

WHO TOOK THE LITTLE BOY IN ME AND FORCED HIM TO DO SOMETHING NEW

TO CREATE A BEAST OUT OF HIS OWN WORST NIGHTMARES

OUT OF THE AIR AND OUT OF THE SEA

A SACRIFICE OF BLOOD WAS MADE TO BRING THIS CREATURE TO LIFE

NOW MY CUP IT OVERFLOWS WITH THE LUST FOR POWER

WITH YOUR LIFE IN MY GRASP THAT IS THE ULTIMATE POWER

THE SKIES ARE NOW FILLED WITH ETERNAL HELL FIRE

AS I AM THE PUNISHER THAT HAS BEEN MADE CHIEF OVER EVILS DOMINION

BRACE YOURSELF NOW MOTHERFUCKERS BECAUSE HERE I COME

TIME TO DIE YOU FUCKING SCUM, BREATH YOUR LAST BREATH

Over and over I speak these words of hate

Yet you still don't hear and still won't know

That there is something deeper in all of this

Greater the life and bigger then death

A game that a crazied mind as mine must play

Suffokate-I Own You (Hoods Cover)

What's up motherfuckers
In this time of hatred I choose loneliness
And this pain I feel inside makes me want to kill you
I OWN YOU (3x)
The pain you've given me
All the years of torture
Years of abuse
I cant think straight
I just want to kill you
All the pain you've given me
All the years of torture
Years of abuse
And when you see me coming
I've got something for you
I want to watch you die (2x)
I OWN YOU (4x)

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What Does It Gain A Man To Complain

Stop all the yelling and the words of hardship

Take hold of the things you can make your own

No more of this complaining and your ways of woe

Anguish gets you no where and that is where you go

Around in circles and under the waves of a broken life

Driven down deeper into the deepths of the sea that hates

Turmoil and pain seep through your eyes as you die

With so much life to live and so much left to gain

You feel as though there is nothing

Your fears have become your phobias

And you are stuck in the middle between a rock and a hard place

Breaking down in all the wisdom I speak to you
Yet you still don't take it to heart, you still to realize

This world takes faith to go on

But living for yourself and your own desires

The path to nowhere fast is this road without hope

Now stop with the whinning and all this pitty talk

Look at where you've been and where you are

So much better off and yet you still complain

Live by the words that I have now put in your mouth

I have come past so much that you will never see

The fear of your unknown is what's keeping you here

Walk on and walk on by leaving this all behind

Take charge and move along

What does it gain a man to complain if he still loses his soul

Goodnight to you now my fair maiden

Rest and wake up a new creation, the one you already are

No More Tears

Why do you worrie, why is it you cry?

There is nothing to shead tears over

I am the one you've been waiting for

How could I throw something like that away?

I'm not like that other boy you were with

Without a spine and a cruel mind

I love you to a point with no end

And he never cared or ever showed emotion

Only what he could get his hands on

Was all he cared about

But I am not that person, I am me

The one you call your angel

Set apart and high above all the rest

So there is no need for you to cry

You need to trust me and see that I'm right

Walk the path that you know in the end will prevail

With me at your side and no one even close behind

Past all the clouds in the sky we are a special mix

Built on a love that will never give up and never die

I will stick to you forever like eternal strength glue

You are my shinning star and no one compares

There will never be a day when I will break your heart

For I am yours forever and I will never leave

You must see it yourself

That I am the man you were destined for

My heart beats and the sound of your voice

And at your touch my soul leaps for joy

So no more tears baby, I'm never gonna let you go

Mothers And Their Boyfriends

Small little girls, half eaten away, come crawling out

Into my arms of safety they let it all out

Bottling it all up inside they must release the pain

Sunken eyes stare into an even more blank world

Looking for the answers to questions a child should not be asking

Letting this man into your life like he's your new love

He fucking hates you and all he wants is control

All he wants is another beer and the dinner you make on bended knees

Unthankful fucking swine

Just another reason your daughter will have a hard life

Seeing you suffer under the weight of his tongue

Now when she grows up she'll get one just like him

Look at the example, look at the life you live before them

Children so tender have now been doomed for failure

I see their cries and their frozen tears

As fears consumes them night and day everytime he walks in

With more words of hate, more cursing and more sorrow

Now look as they go to the arms of another

Away from their mother who they know doesn't give a care

Spilling it all like the food that is thrown at them

Nothing is sacred in a house where this man dwells

Caught up in one thing, himself and that is all

You think he loves you, that he even gives a shit?

Well you are in-fucking-sane if you believe that

Abuse comes from those who do things that he does

And if it costs my life I will see him gone

Just to have her smile again and be able to be a child

Without worry and without anguish in her heart

I see the parts that you miss

Unable to see past the swallon eyes he delivers every night

Fuck this man who sets himself up as king of that house

There is no home there for no love exsists in its midst

Mothers and their boyfriends, what the fuck is wrong with this place?

Put the ring on her finger first and learn to be a father

Doing all you can to satisfy your fucking weak flesh

It serves no purpose what so ever

Giving in to ever desire and never knowing the word no

You've ruined the lives of so many and I will be the one to stop you

Motherfucking bastard I will be there on the day you fucking die

Standing over your grave filling it all in

Covered in dirt and rolled over with cement

You will never get out of this death pit

Forever burning in the flames of torment, you now cry

Now you feel the pain that you inflected on this child of mine

So mom wake up and get a clue, you're ruining your fucking kids too