Broken And Put Together, I Am The Master

How many times do I have to walk away

Beautification that always falls to misery

You are nothing without me

For I am the stone that holds it all together

But at the same time

I am the capestone the builders rejected

Thrown into the fire with the rest of the branches

That bore no fruit under your evil name

Taste the tears as they fall amongst the dead

Ripped to pieces and not looking back

The past is behind so don't turn away

Suffering causes you to grieve but don't grieve in this

Rejoice in the fact that everything you have is mine

For I built it for you out of the ashes of my pain

All knowledge is mine, all knowing is mine

Your eyes decieve you, the time has now come

When I will be lifted up on high to the highest heights

Abolishing all that you carried as your own

I am the one that makes you move

I am the one who makes the daylight die

Turning everything to darkness

My wounds are opened wide for all to see

Gaze in at my broken heart and feel the blood

Simple acts of kindness lead to a quick demise

As this world will always take advantage of a willing martyr

Shackle my ankles and follow me down to the depths

Hell awaits with the arms of sorrow wide open

Waiting for the embrace that brings a slow death

The slain walk with heads held so high

They don't see what awaits them on the other side

Yet I have been there and gone into the fire

Saddness of another type sleeps there for etenity

Taking down all the inhabitants to suffocate in flames

This body of mine has been cast in the unforgiving fire

My spirit has come from the battle of angels and devils

Born to set so many free, heed my voice as I call

I know what waits to take your soul

Follow me if you want to live

I am the voice of one calling in the wilderness

Come to me and you will be set free

Live a life that no one can reach

The way I bring can save you from yourself

Tonights the night, make way the path of whole restoration

Breath deep my child, hope comes on doves wings

Let the anger take control and pull on through

Redemption awaits you on the other side of the tunnel

Take the hand of the master and be made free, forever

Moderate This Anger; Fake False Failed

My fears return in the cloak of your demise

I see how you fall so easily to your old ways

Over and over again the words come true

Seeing that I am right so many times over

Motherfucker why can't you just answer me!

I feel that you still hate me and the trick to it all,

Was that you never loved me in the first place

And you hatred consumes me

Breaking me over the back of disobedience

But I was right I was right I was right!

Still everything remains the same

After all these years it never changes

Everything that you say is a lie

So now I catch myself saying 'I wish you would die'

The most truth you will know this day

Is when I stand over you grave with a heart full of loss

You will know then on that judgement day

That you were always wrong, even from the beginning

This pain I hold tells me I am still alive

Pinching, bitting, scratching, gnawing

You fucks are the reason why I'm so fucked up!

But I must make my own life now

And this anger of mine will never die

Holding true until the day I rest in the deaths arms

Fake and false from the start, you failed at making me your son

Sting me with you bullshit and you will know the backlash

I know the end you both will face

Death by the blade of hatred, falling from my hand

You will get what you deserve!

The Furry of my hand!

Hope Returns

Wishy washy emotions turned to back stabbing embraces
Crawling on the floor trying to find this thing called air
No life survives in the fire and even less in the water after
Puddles of blood remain when all has dried to resemble dead bodies
Hope returns when a kiss comes from the sky
Dropping down to heal the wounds that have been placed over time
Giving in to so many of their lies and believing them all
Once upon a time ago I was so alone and afraid
But you came to me in a whirl wind of anxious furry
Like the best day of your life lived so many times in my head
I remember the night when I slept with a smile on my face
And the beast was put to rest with the little boy in his arms
The warrior lays down his sword and the invisible man turns black
Finally able to see him in the light of this new found world
Love has come where evil once held ground
Keeping the child in my heart and bringing out the man I am
Everything within me is at peace now that you are here
And when you came for the very first time
Hope returned to the place it never lived