So Many Things
There are times when I wake up
Tongue tied and lost for words
Wounded by all that is within me
Pitty and worry that takes an eternal toll
Paying the price just to live another day
My heart beats harder as the day goes on
Patience runs out as soon as I see
That no one really cares
That we are all really alone in this world
Grabing hold of something now but it's without matter
Lifeless and void, it turns to ash in my hands
So many things that I want to say
But the words avoid me, evading my very mind
Fixing something that I know is broken
Though I am still not sure what part is really leaking
Falling through the cracks of life I slip away
Without perfection I soon will disappear
Now looking at something that is part way great
And part way broken
Dusk and summer collide in the ocean and I can't remember Christmas
Time goes so fast, running quicker from my sight
I don't know where I am or what I am
Understanding only a part of a much bigger story
Looking in the mirror and not knowing who that man is
So hard and rough with sad eyes that make children ask why
All the while trying to recapture a memory that was never there
Kind words fail to come back now
As they were never there to begin with
Brought to life by something within me that just had to live
And anyone other then me will never understand all of this
Jumbled pieces and mixed up meanings join to make beauty
Laughing now as beauty is the thing that brings me here
Part in me and part in others
Deafened by the looks that I get or lack there of
Trying to make sense of it all I don't know why
It's all a trick now and it is just a worthless lie
So don't speak unless you mean it
Don't look unless you act upon it
Just a few of so many things that I try to say
That just don't come out right
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