Hate Returns Round 2

Goddamn you in the way that you think

You fight it out with me

Then act like it never took place

How dare you talk to me like that

How dare you treat my mother like shit

Keeping us under with the weight of your words

I'm so fucking tired of your crap I'm gonna freakout

Killing you here and killing you there

You die over and over inside of my head

Picturing the death that you just won't die

No tears are shed in this land for this land is mine

Cutting you open again and again

The black blood of evil comes and flows forever out

Let the world see the shit that runs in your veins

Now they will understand the storm in my heart

Caused by you and your wickedness

Fuck you asshole you can't treat people like that

Yearning to not be your son

Wishing I could erase the part of you that's within my blood

Pain and anguish I wish upon you

Bitterness and defeat you forced on my back

No more fucker no more

You will not hold me back you won't hold me down

I will fucking end you and bring you back for round two

A poet in my anger you become the satan of my soul

The snake in my garden you ruin all life

Motherfucking ass sucker why won't you just fucking die

Wishing and hoping I dream of your demise

Hatred has come with it's fullness once again

And the aim is locked on you I set the trigger and pull

Bullets fill your worthless body and you fall dead

No more worry and no more pain

Just the end of a fucking useless life

Never saying you love only how much you hate

Will now it's my turn bitch how do you like it now?

Them apples of hate have been shoved down my throat

Now as I pull them out and give them back I retort back

"Hey fucker how 'bout them apples!"

Never having you around wouldn't be a bad thing

Praise would then escape from my lips

I hate you today and I hate you tomorrow

Forever I hate you for it will never cease

No sleep and waiting on this beast, my hate

As my hope dies everyday that your fucking heart beats

So many love you that don't even know

But I love you not because I never knew you at all

Just a cold old man prepare your grave the night has come

Longer then the first I come again with a flurry of rage

Knocking you out and away for good

Just die you fucking bitch just fucking die the father I hate

Hate Returns

Fucking me over time and again

I ask a question and you smack it down

When I raise my hand

It doesn't mean I'm raising my hand to you

Just to ask one fucking thing

You make the world out of it and strike my heart

Scaring forms before my eyes

As the respect I have for you goes out the window

Motherfucker you piss me off so much

You don't even see me as your son

Fuck it dad why the hell are you this way?

I hate the shit that you put me through

You've screwed me over for what seems like eternity

Bastard I hope you burn in hell for this shirt

Two faced fucker why can't you leave me be

Answer me when I ask you

I never try to disrespect you I just want the truth

Give me an answer to hold to and not your bullshit

Getting rid of my hate day in and day out

You bring it back about so quick

Well fuck you bitch my hate is given back to you

Start something again and you will face my wrath

I'm gentle with you old man but which my demons come about

To rip up in half, to spew on you revenge

With white hot fire I'll rip your heart out

This is the man that you've made me to be

Full of misery and hate

And for this you will be judged

I will fucking kill you if it's the last thing I do

Assume The Position

So many times I hear the words

How could you or why would you

When I do nothing at all

You point out something that no one can find

In the times I am actually nice
You think I'm taking advantage

Well what if I took advantage of you bitch?

Calling me a friend yet treating me like a foe

What the fuck is wrong with you?

Anytime a women comes around

You think the first thought on my mind is wrong

Dirty and perverted, you see me as a freak

You think the thoughts out for me

So the titles belong to you

Assuming that I can't control myself

That every thought I hold is lustful and haughty

In so many ways you are wrong

Causing me to stumble and fall

Just because I gave her a fucking hug

Doesn't mean I want to fuck her later

Can't I be a different man, can't I think my own thoughts?

Can't I have my own voice without you speaking my words?

When I hold the one having a hard time

You think that my sympothy is due to impurity

Well you're wrong, all you ever are is wrong

Calling me something that I never was or am to be

How can you still look at me and say we're friends?

Assume the position of submission in your heart

Get under me and listen to what your master commands

I am right and you are wrong

For thinking me a freak I now make you one

My death at your hands, the creation of your words

I held you in such a high place

But now I see your maturity keeps you away

Away from truth away from life away from relationships

Think before you speak judgement

Or you will face the fate that you sent for others

When your phrophecies of doom backfire on you

Mystery Babylon

Discovering the mysterious that come up

How is it that my mind is so high above

Everything I see is so pity and beneath me

Not that I'm so great

But that the world is so weak

Trying to make something out of nothing

Don't they see that it's all just hopeless?

Giving up before I began I saw the failure

Lost now to the locks of time

Never going forward or back just stuck in the muck

So much needs to be said but no one will speak

Afraid to lift their voice up

In an hour where there is no free speech

Someone's always got an agenda

Or feelings that are so frail anything can break them apart

I extol the man that will stand up for what is right

The difference that he has made in his heart

To be above the wickedness of this place

Drunk with power and cursed with lust

Does no one see this placing returning to dust?

No one wants to wake up they wanna stay in the matrix

Lost to the hand of computerized wizerds

The mystery is in life and the fact no one can find it

Aimlessly walking about the truth never comes out

Searching and scratching through shit for billions of years

So many tried that they rest fall apart

Giving up so quickly the power of thought drove them out

Not able to see past what was in sight

Nothing can be acomplished without will and these people are without

A dim future waits in the shadows of decay for us

Carry us through now someone before all the light goes out

This world around us is closing in fast

How do we get out is forgotten and the people clam up

But I will speak up and I will stand out

Thrusting truth into the heart of weakness

Showing the world and all in it that I am the one

King of my destiny now you must create your own crowns

As the divine walk the earth everything is made right

But no one wants to stand up no one wants to try

Held up in the web of terror no cries ring out

No shouts for help no yearnings to be free

So I walk alone ruler of everything and nothing

All at once I take the reigns of my once broken mind

With the ability to see out of the darkness and straight past the night

Daylight creeps where the monsters once sat and ate

And I wish you all could see me succeeding

But you're blind to it all and now you'll die in your sleep

Finding A New Way To Die

Each day the circle continues

Around again back the same

Never ending the completion is made

Fading away with each winding day

My heart looks back in misery

Over and over the pain returns

With a thought, with a smile

With the beat in my chest

The tears fall again like a cold rain

Salted by the earth and the moon

For one day I dig a grave

And the next I'm on top of the world

Back and forth there is no stop to the motion

An endless dance that will not cease

Each day I try to start anew

Trying to find a new way to live

And at the same time a new way to die

Nothing of the old works in this new world

I have to discover how to sheed blood again

It is so hard to wipe away the memories

To kill the dreams that reappear

Just the shadows and darkness of the former remain

But the ghost of the past find me as they pass

Wishing to take it all back

To never have lived through those times

I wish I could fall asleep and wake up new

Maybe somewhere between dead and alive

To see the world in a new way

For I have seen both life and death

And there is nothing great about the two worlds

What lays between the extremes of the universe?

Wishing to know what must I do to obtain the key

In finding this new way I see something

Without the words to describe it

I am lost once again and I see the failure return

Cut me open now and send my soul abroad

Let me wonder the earth to find a new start

With new eyes to see things all over bright and true

To be a new person but to remember the cursed

A former me with blackened knees from kneeling down in sorrow

Now I must go to find a me that I can be

In death comes life and in life comes death

No escaping the inevitable torture to come

This place I'm caught in forever

Thoughts of places that are not real

The reality of my mind

Silence

Sitting in the darkness of silence

I want to know how I know you

Wondering how I see your face

Over and over in my mind

Tempting and righteous all in one

Like fire caught in ice

Only thoughts are left now

The ponderings of our exsistence

Writing out a love song tear by tear

Remembering the bad times with the good

Mark by mark the pen touches the pad

Leaving a trail of blood from past failures

Healed by the medicine of new life

Living in the arms of another

Nothing gets better then this

Now in silence I look back while I'm looking forward

Holding you in one hand and in the other hand the past

Hitting my ears like an unseen arrow

Striking the mark dead on this silence is divine

For in the whispers of its dead wind I hear all things

The yearnings of a heart and the cries of a soul

Calling out I can hear them for the first time

Welcome to the land of the living and the dead

Where the two are one and so different in every way

Finally able to feel what I was missing

I know that I am safe with you

When I'm the one protecting your everything

So with this golden silence my life is complete

Cherishing you in my heart you take the empty place

The place I vowed to never open again

Nursed back to life by the quiet ways

In your presence I now understand

What the silence is all about

I Need You Like I Need A Hole In The Head

Broken down everytime I remember back

Back to the times when I was lost

When I lived a life that just wouldn't get lost

Everyday was a nightmare

And every night was when the dead came to me

Causing me to forget who I was

I could only dwell on what was before me

Blood and fire thrown into an unending pit

Falling forever I could not be stopped

And with your fucking memories

I could not stop vomiting your picture from my head

Your touch drove me to the grave and back

For in my torment even death could not hold me back

There was nothing to stop me

Ending myself in a new way was all that was left

And even now as the pain has passed

You passing from me will never go away

So when I lay in sleepless rest

I wonder how it is you can break the promise of the dead

For I did this with the help of your worthless hand

Only adding to the weight I carried from times gone past

I thought you were different but I guess I was wrong

Just the same old bitch in a different flesh

How do I survive in a world where everyone is the same?

Fucking me over time and time again

You're not even here anymore and yet I still see you

In my dreams you come back and strike me dead

But not this time, for this day I hold the keys

The weapons of mass destruction are in my hands now

Killing you with the sword of my tonuge

And by the hammers of my fist

Crushing you where you stand

Though your blood covers me now you still remain

So I wish to rip out my fucking mind

Erasing you forever and never taking you back

Never wishing for a moment to do it again

You ruined me and you weren't the first one

Now as I write out my hatred it goes out to many

All those who thought they could control me

A place that no one but I can go now

Looking back over the past I see I can never go back

And for this I am glad for if I could no one would make it out alive

Killing you all off one by one or all at once

Scream for me now you cowards

Once the job is done you don't stick around to watch me die

Motherfuckers you are all the same

The same breed of witchery locked behind different faces

Crying for it all to end no one came to my rescure

Yet I was always there for you

But now the tide has turned and I have all the power

The power to kill or the power to heal

And a pride I have never felt for the life of me

You are gone and my heart can be somewhat at rest

Though you remain I will now molest you in my mind

Ravaging you over and over and over again

I am the slain one who came back from the dead for revenge

Looking through the staring glass of hell

Your blood will be on my eternal hands never to be cleaned

Never will I wash it away

As I stare at it forever, licking it and remembering when

When I cut off your fucking head and pulled you limb from limb

The weapons you used against me I now use on you

Fucking bitch, this is your last fucking day

I needed you like I needed a hole in the head

Never gaining a fucking thing from any of you

So many of you have come

Who has sent you to destroy me?

Give me a name and give me the reason why

So I can cut out the tongue of your master

In order that I may be the one to rule my own universe

Spoken word is now the dominent law of all

As I am in control of all concerning my life

Now go and never come back you fucking maggots of death

Never again will I open myself to the likes of you

I will never be the subject of posession that I was to you

To anyone, for anyone, by anyone

Just fucking die and let me live in peace

Killing you one more time now will this do the trick?

Finally rot away you piece of shit

Don't even think about trying to start your crap with me

Last line now last verse and with that I say,

Fuck you!

I've Got Blood In My Eyes

Choking you was the best thing I ever did

Showing you that you're just a fuck up

The worst of any man to have walked the earth

One of many decendents of Cain

Now as I stand over you and look down

I notice that you are no longer breathing

And the rush takes me and I fly above

Above your sickness and your madness

For hurting the one that I hold dear

How many times does she have to say get away

Before I come and slit your fucking throat?

Bastard you stay away from her do you hear me?

I swear on my life that I will take you the fuck out

Motherfucker you better listen up this time

If you want to go about your life take heed to my words

This hatred that you see is nothing compared to the truth

The truth of the matter that I am crazier then you are

Protecting all that I love and cherish

Try to touch her you fucker and I will kill you

Spilling your blood along the road of righteous killings

There will be no field of battle

Just me with my bare hands ripping you to shreads

Sending you to an early man made hell before the actual

Know now that I am the one they warned you about

Motherfucker just give me the chance and I'll take it

To rip out your fucking heart while your still awake

How dare you make accusations before you know

Thinking that there is still a chance between you two

It's over for you monkey fucker there is nothing for you
Just fucking die bitch and waste away like good little boys do

For if you don't you will face me and I show no mercy

No forgiveness has ever come from me towards my enemies

I will slay you like the dragons of old

But with a new fire that has been burning in my heart for ages

Wrath is my name and I will speak with a sharpened tongue

Cutting you off from life for good and forever

Fuck you asshole this is my time and not yours

Piece of shit stay away from the one I call my own

I'm tired of getting blood in my eyes from assholes like you

When I stand and devour their souls before their eyes

You will be the next motherfucker so you better back off

One more thing out of you and you will know true vengence

Skinning you alive and pouring salt on your wounds

I piss in your mouth as you try to ecsape from my wrath

Pulling out your eyes and replacing them with hot coals

This is only the first act of my aggression towards you

EDWIN you little fucking bitch

If you say her name ever again I will cut your fucking legs off

Don't even try don't even call don't even come near

Don't even breath the same air as the one I love

Or I will kill you

And from death there is no return

Then all the world would smile when you are forever no more

Looking For What I Found

Did I ever find what really matters?

How back in the day I had so much pain

And today how I still hold tight

Taking that old life and making it right

Slashing the wrists of regret and watching it bleed

Falling to the floor I don't know what's happening

Lost to all time and space

Memories of the places I used to be come running back

How is it that sometimes I'm right and other times I'm out?

Anger and rage where my only friends

Now as I'm surrounded by friends I still feel alone

As my heart reaches out for something to gain

The feeling of satisfaction never comes in at full force

I should be out like all the others yet I locked myself away

Just another lost child walking through never neverland

Boys and girls looking at eachother knowing that somehow

All those things they had will never go back

Time does not return it only turns out ugly

Full of misery and distress and all that after her dress slid down her legs

Crippled and deformed since birth all I knew was how to sweet talk

And just like all the fellas in the pin

I could kill, steal, rape, pillage, destroy with the best of'um

But how is it these things don't come out of me?

Making it so I stay on a path that I don't fully understand

Rollin' up I keep on looking around and only finding the old

Tired of the same old thing over and over

I need this life of mine to finally take off

Jumping off a building was all that used to consume me

Now thoughts of not knowing anything abuse me

The evil man inside comes out with his ink pointed lead

So life come on and find me

Make me see something different from this black and white scene

Think Before You Speak

Once again I'm back from the dead

Rising up with the darkness of nightmares

Coming to get you for the things you say

Trying to start a something you don't understand

You don't know what you're getting into

Just because you think you know me

That automaticly means you can beat me

The king of all things and most of all war and hate

Then bring it BOY what can you do

Bark without a bite you're weak

I've seen it all before

But today is a different day

Instead of waiting I'm gonna strike back

This is for the times when you said she didn't love me

For everytime that you thought you knew her heart

Saying that my love for her was fake

Well if that's the case then emotions are dead

So obviously you don't have any so you must not be breathing

Just because you can't feel doesn't mean I can't

This is for the times when you said it wasn't real

For everytime that you made the one I love cry

Standing before you the tears ran down her cheeks

Lucky for you I wasn't there because then the blood would of flowed

Out of your lips, eyes, ears whatever I could get to bleed would

Laying dead at my feet this would have been the outcome

Not thinking before you begin speaking

This is trouble when you deal with someone as cunning as I am

Striking fear into the hearts of all who know me

You don't know me but I already see that installing the fear will be easy

All I have to do is give you one look

Just a glance, a shot in the dark, back behind any back alley

I am a soldier of hatred and I don't even fully hate you yet

But keep on pushing and I'll be bound to get there

So next time you wanna start a fight

Don't come to me or those who I call my own

For this will add a curse to your head

Worse then the ones you've carried since birth

Enough of you now, I'm tired of this

Left For Dead

Passing by without a second look

No thoughts of the what could have been's

Terror reigns deep in your soul

As the throne where I sit is engulfed in flames

All by your hatred and by your bloodlust

Well after all the tears had to time to fall

I began to fight back

Ripping you apart and never looking back

Sound fimilar, well it should

This man is you

An ancicent prophecy revealed to the eyes of youth

The verdict you choose was death

And you called it down on yourself

Now left for dead hardley a scrap of me remains

Only a soul mixed with flesh and the spirit

Undying and unending I go on

Left to rot I pick up the pieces to trott on

You made me this demon now your lot will be cast with me

Forever I will follow you and choke you to death

Never leaving I am the curse you cast on yourself

So next time you think of leaving one man for dead

Remember that his blood cries out forever

And the bounty on your head becomes torture for eternity

Forgive

Back on your knees

Just like so many who came before

I told you, you would be sorry

That you hurt the one I love

I knew that you would back down

When you learned of the beast inside

Now your eating yourself alive

From the inside out you blood pours about your feet

Waisting breath just give it up

No more tears and you pointless mutilation

There is no need for me to wip you

You've already done it enough to yourself

Now I have what I've always wanted

And you are left with nothing

Bringing a smile to my face

My enemies always get whats coming to them

I never stop for I never surrender

You ask for forgiveness so I will make you wait

In my heart you mean nothing to me

And the faults will wash away

Never to be remembered

Banished to the end of time

But you will never see the words leave my mouth

My tongue will be locked in place to you

For love sits with me now

And you are only left with your stupidity

So let your guilt break you down to dust

I've already forgotten your name

Return to your forsaken ash

You are nothing like I've always said

And now its come about