Breaking Hearts Never Learn And Never Forget

I write all these letters and throw them away

Thinking that they will never be good enough

I've messed up big this time

And gotten rid of something that was susposed to last

That love that was gonna push me through

Making it so I could live just a little more

Past the hardtimes with all my shame

I'm stuck on you and now you've gone forever

Kicking myself and wondering why it had to be

That I threw away the best thing I ever had

Trying to close my eyes so that you will come back

Waltzing in my dreams and memories

I smile when I smell you in my mind

And when I remember what your perfect touch was like

Terrors now come to me in the night where you once laid

Holding my hand and resting your head on my chest

The worst of all men, I ruined something so good

Broken it lays like glass, shattered in the road

Run over by a thousand lies and suspesions that were never true

So be good to yourself blessed among women

Walk on to something better, that thing I know awaits you

That man that will treat you right and love you well

Putting you at the top of the list where you belong

Making it so I will never forget

I mark this scare deep into my chest and across my heart

Yet I know again one day, maybe very soon

That I'll end another something beautiful, but not as good as you

I'm lost with your endless eyes staring into mine

And this is the day when everything hope had in me died

You're never coming back and to that I say good for you

Please forgive me for all the wrongs I've given you

With the tears that came and went and came again

Be good to yourself and be safe in this world

I'll see you in my dreams sweetheart, and yet I'll never learn