Digging Through My Past To Find My Future

The fury of your maker's hand reaches out in haste

Trying to grab something, trying to hold on tight

This is going to be a bumpy road and it's only the start

Looking back over my shoulder ever other secound

The end of the line is so far off that it is never seen

But this is about something else as I go along the journey

It's about how you never gave a fuck if I made it or not

If I ever succeeded or if I fell off the face of the earth

Locked away in a cage made of your hate

Just leaving me to rot I never gave up even in defeat

Why is it you are the way you are, how did it come about?

Leaving your own son out in the cold and not giving a fuck

Now I'm forced to look through this shit to find myself

To see a broken mirror that only distortes the truth

What the fuck is this all about?

A killer who found a heart and won't let his rage out?

The story of a new character forms as the play unfolds

One face without features looks past the shadow realm

Crawling on his belly like a worm he is yet to be evolved

Arching his back and standing on golden legs

The boy and the beast greet this new man to the club

Shaking hands with the king an invisible form is all that's left

After all the thinking and all the pondering

This creature of the darkness knows he is somehow better then the rest

All the name calling and all the put down's

It's time to give back some of what those motherfuckers put out

Knock out the light and shed the darkness into the night

No time left to run you all must stand and fight

And this man will not die for he is the creation of so many deaths

Finally one amongst us that knows his place and lot in life

No past to fall on only a future is in store for this mental giant

The future of the place inside the ghost sheets of my mind is grand

Death and blood, filled to the brim with lost souls of the norm

All those bastards that stole so much from me

This is payback and the avenger comes on swift wings

For what was once formless and void only holding feeling

Has become the God that failed in so many areas over the years

My past will not dictate my future for the diety has spoken so

The controller of myself he is the ace even over the king

3 souls in one he is the trinity of the new age of reliving

Life looks good on the mountian-top of doom

Now look me in the eye as I strike you down and make the avenger proud

Leave a bloody handprint on the locked door for no one comes in now

Only those I choose, those who are fit for such an exercise

I've left all those motherfuckers behind who tried so hard to let me die

Hold back the day for the night has taken over the land

My dark past breeds an even darker future and at my hand

For this is what I want and what I've called about

Here comes the fire, take no prisoners, kill everyone

No innocents live amongst the sinners of this world

And now I seal your future in the stone of my unending spirit

You will die and you will burn and I will make it so

Been Gone Awhile But Now I'm Back

Long time no see and now I see so much more

Listen now to the story as I bring it to light

I found love but I still hold hate

Going through the motions but at least it's not fake

Bleeding from the ground up I drown in confussion

So much has changed while so much stays the same

Left behind, my past and moved on through

Darkness falls at my feet and now I must pick it up

To sing on this day a new song of bitter defeat

Retelling the history of my broken life

And all those fuckers who put me on the judgement seat

No more holding me back I'm here to blaze a new path

Months went by as I sat in the wait

Ready to return when the moment was right

And just like I knew it would be

This would be the time when I would make history

Seen some funny shit and some shit that made me cry

Wrath holds true in my heart but with a new roommate

True love has found a home in a part of this dark night

Every crisis faced is another soul left dead

For my vengence is still hot and my revenge like the sun

So get ready for the characters and the themes to return

Put on your armor and load the gun

Don't try to the numb the pain because you know it won't matter

Because I am here to stay and I'm ready to play

Now is the time for a new era to shine

Embracing the old and showing something new

Throw out the ace because the KING is back

Here I come everybody

Are you ready for this?