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Enough said

I Dare You

How dare you speak my name

Or that of my love

You are nothing

Unloved and broken like so many before

I know your kind

Blaming me because of your mistakes

She doesn't want you

And it breaks your heart

Just because I'm better then you

Doesn't mean you have to be mad about it

But try anything and I will end you

Start the fight and I will finish it

Make my baby cry and I'll rip out your eyes

Do what you gotta do but don't you dare hurt her

Spew your crap on me and I'll knock you out

Nothing to me and nothing to her

Stay away for this is your last warning

I dare you to try

I dare you to start something

You won't last in this game of life and death

Beating down the best of the best

I am the one who gave me heart to beauty

She will not have you and neither will I

Breaking your heart will be on your own part

But breaking the rest of you will be of me

Edwin, you are at the top of my hit list now

Cutter

Blood drips from the sky

Off of the ceiling

Down to the tile

Thoughts of suicide linger

Into the nights eyes

Far from the places of safety

Cutting it open

Your arms that once were so strong

Tear fall down with the crimson water

Mixing the memories return

Of a better time

A better place were you were alive

Seeing your face now

You don't even recognize yourself

Just walk away

Put down the knife

What does it gain if you leave now?

They will never know your hurting

They will never understand the pain

Strike fear and sorrow

Into the hearts of all those who cursed you

Use your life as an example

Of the things that are made by our mouths

By choice and the workings of others

Beasts are breed out of the wickedness

That comes from those who hate

Now don't hate yourself

Hate those who cast you into this place

Take the weapon and turn it around

Depression is a cry for help

Never make it your death sentence

Use what is yours to torture the weak

Pick up the anger and slay the meek

Stop cutting away at the life inside

Destory those that hurt you the same way as I

Unleash the fury of a mind fully awake

Take back the life that they all took

Kill them all and stuff them away

Attack at the heart no more Russian roulette

No more sinking no more going to the depths

Turn the red rocks of anguish into your army

Stoning the enemies of you assaulted mind

Turning them back to the ash of which they came

And no matter what happens

I will always be there to help in your battles

But don't end it all now

There is still so much pain to inflict

Kill the memories and destroy all the lives

Of all those who once held you down

Cutter look into my eyes and know

You are not the only one

Who has scars locked to their soul

Pull

Set the sights and pull back the hammer

Squeeze the trigger and let it happen

Pulling on your life like a bag full of anvels

Sucked dry by the maggots of wasted lives

Those who do not speak

Are more likely to go through with it

Seeking no help but their own

Blood and fire will not bring rest to weary souls

But only by a makeshift solution will they survive

Eyes that once saw see not of the days to come

Breaking under the preasure

The explosion is seen deep into the sky

Filling the night air with the gas of the abyss

Lost souls and heartless demons roam the land

Seeking those to devour

A lion from the mouth of the cave enters the picture

And those with no life are sent to fight the battle

Picking up the pieces of their broken exsistence

They must struggle with meanings of life and death

Having nothing not even their own minds

Forced to create war with the devil himself

Pull on the trigger now and end it

For your own sake and the sakes of us all

Now if you won't you will be forced to fight

Suffocating under the flames of a hated past

Come to the conclusion before it gets you

Spread your wings of tattered lifelines and fly

Go home and pick up the smoking gun

Take the sword from the sheth and slay with might

Destroy all those who stood in your way

And who put you on the path of the damned in life

Control is yours now use it with skill

For I have given you the tools

It is up to you to use them right

Fire back at this world made of enemies

Higher and higher you will go straight to eternity

So take me with you and lets be brothers there

Just Another Star, Just Another Tear

Tears line my face
With the markings of undying ink
One tear for every soul lost
A mark for ever man I've killed
Marked for my sins
They will be seen until the end of time
Making them my own scaring my soul

Stars fall from the sky to take me home

Lining the path I roam

Burning with anger that I make my own

A star for all I've sent away

To show that I am the ruler of space and time

The time came for them to go

And you will be the next

If you keep on in your game of lies

One more mark won't make a difference

For my face is covered in markings

Created by the blood of my victims

Now I won't cry

Now I won't waste away

Don't try to get me

Or I will kill you

Something Good

Finally I am above you

By the makings of my own mind

Now you cower

In the same holes that I used to

Everyday I made my soul sink

Due to the hatred that you spewed

Then that part of me died

Numb to all emotions I wasted away

Awaking in a pit of fire I had to learn

How to love myself and make this life mine

To be the king of my destiny

To act as the ruler of my own mind

So something good could come of me

That I may lend a hand to those in need

Showing the path I lived so they will not go

Down to the depths that I went

Where I was forced to live by my choice

The choice to be nothing

Well those days are done and now I am something

This broken heart has been healed

Now I will show to the world what I have gained

Slapping them back for their foul words

Did you think you could hold me back forever?

Free to do all things my first act will be revenge

Striking you in the heart like you did to me

Something good came from that darkened time

I gained something beautiful that will never die

Into eternity it will go and only get better

And you will know of my struggle

Putting it on your back and making it your own

A burden so heavy that you will perish

The same way I did

Now nothing good will come from you

For I will be your oppressor with a smile on my face

With an angel on my arm

I will send demons into your soul

So die now you worthless nothing

And watch as I rise above the world to become king

Of a life I should have lived long ago

Turn Red

Once I turned the color of war

Hatred consumed me

There was no light only a red dawn

Where blood dripped down

On the faces of the angels I destroied

Pulling out my hair

My face was the color of vengence

Regret and rage where my only options

Kill or be killed is what I lived by

As the crimson liquid covered my hands

Holding my broken heart and anothers

I ripped theirs out and tried to make them my own

But now that time is over

And my heart is once again mine

Freedom returned and the anger subsides

Those eyes which once held tears gave way

So I let a new better one inside

She is the one

And for etenity I could write this

Everyday I sing a love song for you

Made out of everything I hold

Holding to the memories of the goodtimes now

No more bad only good seeps through

Loving you more each day

You are the light in the darkness of my soul

Now you turn red as I look to you

Embracing you I look back to you and your eyes

Keeping that gaze forever and a day

Now I have someone who I can turn to

Beautiful is an understatement of what you are

Bringing me joy each time I get to see you

So when you turn red I know it's only love

And I love when you turn red

The color of something so great

Please let me hold your hand

So we can turn red together

Forever lets be the color of blood

For by blood we are both saved

And I would give all I am to save you

My one and only precious one

You turned the tied on my broken life

When I was so ready to give it all up

So now you turn red and my heart goes to sleep

Inside your beautiful hands

I've Been Waiting For This Day

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Here I go

Coming at you like a hurricane

Bearing down on you with unseen force

Ready to kill you at a moments notice

You made me cry for the very last time

I tried to save you, to bring you home

But no you didn't want it

Now you share the things we had with another man

Well fuck you bitch I've got better

A women so much better it's fucking insane

Finding love in all the wrong places

I've never done anything that's been more right

This is the time where I will shine

Taking hold of everything I ever wanted

And making it mine

For good and forever

Just a hopless bitch why did I even care

You never loved me you just wanted to see me in pain

So the rest of the world I will save

Except for you

When you reach out your broken hand

I will swat it away and leave you to bleed

Nothing to me now

Holy Shit it feels good to get rid of you

This day was coming to me

When I knew I would be free

As the sun rose my worries went away

For now the blame is on your head

All because I did nothing and you did everything

Everything wrong and heartless that you could find

Well what the fuck you soulless bitch

Was it not enough that you broke my heart

Letting your promises fade into the blackness of the night

I see you mother now looking down in shame

Knowing that she sees you, does that make it hurt

She knows what you do and what you say

Fucking your life up like there's no other days

No more mornings to wake up to find

Tears fall from the dead now as they roll in their grave

For you sold your soul for sex and gin

Isn't that what you said fucker, isn't that what you said!

Beating you now with the purest of hate

What do you think of me now you fucking bitch

Turning me into a bastard child of waste

Goddamn it feels good to be me today

So full of hate and love at the same time

Hate for you and love for those that care

Who never turned away and stabbed me in the fucking back

Now I don't want you back

I wish to erase your memory from my mind

Something better waits for me now

And I know her name

A name that is above all names on this earth

Something so great that you'll never get to touch

As she touches my heart with every smile

The energy pours back into me to get you back

To repay you for all the stunts you pulled

For all the shit that you spit at me

Tears of fire now come streaming from my face

The summer is over now here comes the cold

Now the fierce winds of your injustice will blow

Knocking you down knocking you out

Forever and ever now you will fucking rot

O my goodness it feels good to be alive

Here to see you having such a hardtime

Faking a smile everywhere you go

I smile because I know that you're so fucking hurt

Just like I was, just the way you made me

Everything comes back to bite you in the end

Motherfucker you did this to yourself

Now fall asleep and go to your grave

And fuck yourself over again and again

Today is the day that hell runith over

So that the lost parts of me will return

To murder you not in your sleep but while your awake

Watch me as I slit your fucking throat

Gosh what a bitch I should have seen this coming

But now your dead so what the fuck does it matter!

Don't Speak

Ha Ha Ha

Laughing in your face

You start to wonder why

The jokes on you now man

Now you have to deal

With all the things I used to

Fighting the good fight

Here I stand I will always remain

Don't speak don't talk

It took me years to relize that I am dope

I got ladies on my arm

And thoughts leaving my head so quick

They slay all that rise up in get in their way

Don't even look at me bitch

You are so far from my mind

I got something better now don't you see

That I am so far away from you

Your words don't affect me on this day

The day that I pick up my sword and ride away

For so long all it was, was hate

But now I'm back and I don't care if you're fucking sorry

So do you have anything to say for youself?

Well I don't give a shit

Now I'll just sit back and simmer in your anguish

Ha Ha Ha

I always knew I would have the last laugh

I Got War On The Brain

Game told Spider Loc

That he was gonna give him a dirt nap

In wooden pajamas

But every blood and crip on the street

Doesn't stand a chance against me

I'll take you out and bring you back

Resurrected to face it again

Then I step up once again and throw you down

From death to life and back to death

Facing Hell twice, man that is some kind of crazy torture

And this is what I live for

To see you in pain for what you did to me

Broken hearts heal with new steel parts

I got war on this mind of mine now

All due to you and the hatred that you had to spew

You draw a knife and I draw a gun

You through a grenade and I launch a missle

Take out some nerve gas and I drop the atomic bomb

Dead so many times no one will recognize

That you were the one who used to be in charge

Now I'm the one that makes the decisions

Killing you means nothing and everything to me

Just a person like all the rest

It takes away some of the pain but some still remains

West coast east coast south side north side

I am here to create an army out every tribe tongue and nation

So who would of thought that a sad little boy would be this

A new breed of Hitler in this new millennium

Putting you in the gas chamber just to watch you suffer

Who are you to say that I won't get you

Don't even look at me for you will turn to stone

And when you get hard off to jail I'll crush you

Known on the inside as evils very name

Darkness comes and puts you in a glass coffin

Every eye will see and every heart will know

That you don't mess with a man like me

The beginning and ending of all things

Alpha and omega over everything

I have the first and last say in this world of heavy lyrics

So I will have my battle and start my war

Here is the line drawn in the sand now pick your side

Take the winning side or that of the walking dead

Come back and face the quick and the dead horsemen of the apocolypse

A rider on a black stallion that is me with my 12 gauge blowing bitchs away

Dancing with the devil now even he is afraid

I'm done but stick around for me boys and girls

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Bang bang boom

Shoots ring out and they know who showed up

Let the party begin the king of death is here

The war to end all wars has just begun

Did you pick your side like I told you too?

There are no innocents in this place now

Everyone only has two options

Live or die that's all that's left in this life

Here I come everybody

GET READY TO DIE ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS

HAHAHA damn I'm crazy

Who Are You To Judge

Not by what I do or what I say

Not by how I look or what I see

Not by my acts or by my scars

You judge not by color or creed

But only by your hatred for me

For who I am and how I stand

Above you and your wicked world

Because you remember the times I was like you

When I held your hand in everything

Time and time again you made me into nothing

Keeping me under, away even from the shadows

But now I fight back and you hate it

I know your weakness and you cower

You liar, you killer, you whore, you coward

Come and fight me with all that is in your heart

Are you so blind to that world that you don't see me?

Arisen from the ashes of defeat I now conquer all

The biggest thing in the land is me now

How is it you don't see me being victories over you?

Just a nothing like I used to be it makes you afraid

Afraid that I will expose you to every eye

How can you honestly think that you could judge me?

You are nothing but a stupid little bitch

And for far too long I made my view point your's

Well forget that now those days are done

Now I hold the gavel and pass the verdicts on my life

So in the anger I once had for vengence

I will use it to save the lost breed just like me

Battle Cry

This is the sound of hell coming out to get you

To rip out your throat and to throw you down

Spilling your guts you hang like a wanna-be me

Killing yourself over and over again

Does that make you think that you will be something?

Nobody wants a nobody and right now you're a nobody

This is my battle cry against the whole world

Picking up my axe and slaying all who rise against me

Do you think it's smart to challenge me?

To come at the man who swallows the souls of dead men

It isn't smart to do what you do so knock it off

Everybody knows that I'm not the person I used to be

I left the little boy behind and went off to war

Putting the paint on my face I come to face the day

With a heart so black the night turns away
The anger that I carry is sharper then any weapon

And anything formed against me will fail

For I am the wrath of every man that never had his way

So stand in line and wait to be taken

Taken to the depths of pain and torture forever

Because today is the day that I won't just sit and let it go by

You were the one that broke my soul

So now I will break yours and you will never get it back

Take out a pen and write this down

"I don't forgive you so waste away"

Know that you will go down in history as a nothing

Erased from the minds of every living one

No one will remember the days you walked in the world

So die here on this day and never come back

The Others

Everybody tells me that there's something wrong

Sick in the head and I'll never get away

Broken for the last time my regrets set sail

Seeing into the world of the lost boys and girls

I see so many like me lost and afraid

The others walking amongst a bleeding jungle

Calls from the beasts break the nights silence

Searching for blood man and beast are one

Touching the red sky with forks tongues

And on their lips rests lie after lie

Taking it like they think it will make a difference

I know that feeling like you're being pulled under

Under the gun under the knife under the weight of the world

Chocking on everyone and their wicked ways

Hiding beneath the shadows I have the eyes to see you there

Mortal treason has been made against me

Just like me in my hour of need

And it breaks my heart to see you crying for me

There is a way out of this life that you hate

A place in the world where you can be yourself

Overcome your enemies and be there

Lift yourself up and wipe away the tears

Pick up the pieces that fell for so long

Live life and use your anger

Kill those who ignored you for your whole life

Make them remember the pain they cause

And judge yourself not on their words but your own

Just like me in so many ways

I see the hurt behind your blackened eyes

Reach out to me I'm coming for you

Here I am to hold your hand and to see you through

Rise

Now is the time to fight back

To stand up for what you believe

You think you know the truth

Well you don't know shit

These fuckers are out to get you

And you let them right the fuck in

What's the matter with you?

Do you not see the gun pointed at your head?

One with your enemies

You do a waltz of trust with everyone of them

You're here for a reason and for a purpose

And the matter of the fact is that we need you

To pick up the weapons you hold inside your soul

And wage war on all the motherfuckers who spew hate

Down for the core and down for the cause

Here I am to tell you the truth

I came from the world where they made you hold your breath

Watching how long it would take before your eyes popped out

Well those days are done, I rise up for myself

Sharpening the loose edges of my mind

I'm back for the kill and I'll show you how to do

How to live and to work how to kill and to steal

To make everyday the best that it is

By redding the world of the bastards that we face

I see how you are I see into your soul

I see that you're alone and afraid

Well you don't have to be that anymore

I'm here to set you free

So you can either listen and live or not and die

This world is out to tear you down

To take everything you ever called your own

Now it's time to rise up and spill some blood

Watch it fall from those who carry hatred

But hatred without strength is useless

I have a reason to fight on

To stand up for the righteous ways of life

The focus of my attack is for me

For no one else will I strike but for me alone

To protect myself and to make good on my promise

That I will not go back to how I used to be

Just a little prick without a fucking life

Never more will I go

I'll rise above