Trust, Not Bitting The Hand That Feeds

Go down in infamy and live a life of loss

There is nothing else for you to know

I reach and try and this is what I get in return

Well fuck you bitch, this is the last fucking time

Saying you trust when you really don't

Seeing through the lines I know how it is you feel

Sick everytime you hear her name mentioned

My best friend, and you want her gone forever

Then you go behind my back and try to justify the fact

That you are worse off then I fucking am

But you smear the day of one mistake in my face

Fuck you, there is more to life then this

I don't need to be stuck in this

Knowing that your trust for me isn't worth shit

Creating something for you to see now

Look in your heart and you will see now

That darkness has come and taken it all over

Screaming for you to stop so that things will be right

You won't stop and just take a look

Taking charge of every fucking thing

A relationship where you make all the rules and set up the law

So like every law it was meant to be broken

Just like my heart that you shattered on the floor

I've now broken what you set up to be righteous

Never really loving me because if you did you would listen

What the fuck is wrong with you? Just fucking anwer me!

More time is not the answer to the questions that we carry

It's do or die in this place where the anger heats to boiling

Suffer under my hand now just as I suffered under yours

I make the rules now, I set up the game

So tired of the bullshit this is the last fucking straw

Trust means that you don't fight back when I say something

Take it as fact if you really do love me

But I will never trust you because you leave nothing to be seen

Hidding it all in the back of your mind

These are the days I wish I could open up your fucking head

Let me in to see the carnage that one day awaits me

Cutting off my hands as I try to hold you

Fixing things the only way I can, you destroy my soul

No more tears fall from my eyes only angry words from my lips

Bitch there is no more anything with us so just fucking give it up

It was you who ruined all of this

Nothing that I ever did caused it to be like this

I don't give a fuck about you anymore and your fucking shit

Goodbye to me, you will never know my fucking grace

Only a grave where I will never be placed

Let the realization sink in that I now hate you

You've ruined me for long enough and yes it's you I blame

Be afraid of your own shadow, that casting vessel of fear

I'm gone for good now bitch, so fuck you!