Flow Then Crush Them All To Dust

Coming straight out of southern California

East coast west coast north side south side

I hold the keys to everyplace, this goes out to all my enemies

There ain't a place that I can't go and won't fit in

I've got brothers in every town, every city, every land

Try to mess with me and you get every crew from FSU on down

Straight edge homie they see how I throwdown

Hardcore till the day I die here I am to spit an on fire flow

Like an ocean suddenly receding here comes the tidle wave

Little bitch ass faggot men trying to start with me

I've got more weapons then you'll ever know

One punch one kick one mind one hand grenade in my fist

Blowing you up is like nothing I've got a tongue to quick to hit below the belt

I go for what's legal and then some as I knock you out

Brass kunckles fit just right as I put you out of your misery

Shit talking, name calling, battles brewing, where you at now homie?

You can say it on the computer and over the phone

But to get you to say it to my face would mean the sun wouldn't come up

I am the mad behind you with the mask on

I formed you in your mothers womb now son-LUKE I AM YOUR FATHER

T.O.P yeah those are my ladies WxFxT those are my buddies

Creeping up on you like nothing's the matter then suddenly it's happening

The sickle is plunged into the earth and I've raptured you forever

Crushing you with this metal tongue I become the breakdown in your life

Crisis all of sudden makes your heart stop as I stand there and knock your teeth out

Such long lines with so much meaning

There is nothing more I wan't then to beat you the fuck up

So this is my flow and now I'm about to crash

Here I come to break your bones, your spine, and your spirit

Once and for all I will end you

So now you know what tough guy hardcore really is

Invisible Kid

Life is full of lies, your deciet, my scourging

Why must blood always fall on the pages of my life?

The golden books are open and hate is written in

By my side no one stands as I have to fight on alone

A world of enemies I must take to their graves

So fucking tired of life holding me down

Over and over I say the same damn things

But I must for they don't understand my horror

Jump inside me and take a look

Get in touch with the pain that I hold so dear

The very thing that I hate keeps me alive

Rage and terror are what I use to fuel my fire

For now I am my only savior

As I have no peace of mind with anyone other then I

This dead world has already claimed me

Lost to it, I've fallen like the others, no one survives

My grave is fresh and I go down

Holding my breath the dirt goes on

Now no one remembers, they forget my life

Abraham Lincoln Quotes

"If I were to try to read, much less answer, all the attacks made on me, this shop might as well be closed for any other business. I do the very best I know how - the very best I can; and I mean to keep doing so until the end. If the end brings me out all right, what's said against me won't amount to anything. If the end brings me out wrong, ten angels swearing I was right would make no difference."

"I claim not to have controlled events, but confess plainly that events have controlled me."

"I am rather inclined to silence, and whether that be wise or not, it is at least more unusual nowadays to find a man who can hold his tongue than to find one who cannot."

"Leave nothing for tomorrow which can be done today."

"Stand with anybody that stands RIGHT. Stand with him while he is right and PART with him when he goes wrong."

Force is all-conquering, but its victories are short-lived.

It has been my experience that folks who have no vices have very few virtues.

Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power.

Whatever you are, be a good one.

"Every blade of grass is a study; and to produce two, where there was but one, is both a profit and a pleasure."

"In this sad world of ours, sorrow comes to all; and, to the young, it comes with bitterest agony, because it takes them unawares."

Still D.R.E Lyrics-Dr. Dre & Snoop Dogg

[Snoop]
Still Snoop Dogg and D-R-E (Guess who's back)
Still, still doing that shit, right?

[Dr. Dre]
Oh for sho', check me out
It's still Dre Day,
A.K.Before I chrome the lot, can't keep it home a lot
Cause when I frequent the spots that I'm known to rock
You hear the bass from the trunk when I'm on the block
Ladies, they pay homage, but haters say Dre fell off
How? My last album was "The Chronic"
They want to know if he still got it
They say rap's changed, they want to know how I feel about it

[Snoop - singing]
If you ain't up on pace

[Dr. Dre]
Dr. Dre is the name, I'm ahead of my game
Still, puffing my leafs, still with the beats
Still not loving police (Uh huh)
Still rock my khakis with a cuff and a crease
Still got love for the streets, repping 213
Still the beat bangs, still doing my thang
Since I left, ain't too much changed, still

Chorus:
[Snoop Dogg]
I'm representing for them gangstas all across the world
Still hitting them corners in them low low's girl

[Dr. Dre]
Still taking my time to perfect the beat
And I still got love for the streets, it's the D-R-E [Repeat 2x]
Since the last time you heard from me I lost a friend
Well, hell, me and Snoop, we dipping again
Kept my ear to the streets, signed Eminem
He's triple platinum, doing 50 a week
Still, stay close to the heat
And even when I was close to defeat, I rose to my feet
My life is like a soundtrack I wrote to the beat
Treat my rap like Cali weed, I smoke til I sleep
Wake up in the A.M., compose a beatI bring the fire til you're soaking in your seat
It's not a fluke, it's been tried, I'm the troop
It's "Turn Out the Lights" from the World Class Wreckin' Cru
I'm still at it, After-mathematic
In the home of drivebys and ak-matics
Swap meets, sticky green, and bad traffic
I dip through then I get skin, D-R-E

[Chorus]

It ain't nothing but more hot shit
Another classic CD for y'all to vibe with
Whether you're cooling on a corner with your fly bitch
Laid back in the shack, play this track
I'm representing for the gangstas all across the world
(Still hitting them corners in them low low's girl)
I'll break your neck, damn near put your face in your lap
Try to be the king but the ace is back

[Snoop - singing]
So if you ain't up on thangs

[Dr. Dre]
Dr. Dre be the name still running the game
Still got it wrapped like a mummy
Still ain't tripping, love to see young blacks get money
Spend time out the hood, take they moms out the hood
Hit my boys off with jobs, no more living hard
Barbeques every day, driving fancy cars
Still gon' get mine regardless

[Chorus x1.5]

[Snoop]
Like that, right back up in ya'95 plus four pennies
Add that shit up, D-R-E right back on top of thangs
Smoke some with your dogNo stress, no seeds, no stems, no sticks!
Some of that real sticky icky
A little weed, put it in the air
For you's a fool D.R.

Thoughts Of The Shower

Who the fuck are we to think that we must ammount?

Can it be that we are made to fail, just like everyone else?

There can't be an overcoming will in all the worlds hearts

For one it is not in those that I see day in and out

Seeking true hate and only finding true pain

Hate is the pain underneath the madness trying to get out

These things wonder in my head night after night

As I lay my head down to sleep my demons catch up to me

Showing me the truth that I so whole heartedly believe

Thinking past the reasoning of normal men

Maybe I am the only one that is above the standard of all?

Or maybe it is that I am so far below when I look I think I'm ahead

There is no way of knowing things such as this

Now that the walls of Jericho fall on me

The weight of the anguish of the world lands on me

As the sound of trumpets that I cannot stand blows in my ears

To have life there must be bloodshed and there has been so much

So now as I look out the window I see hell overcoming

In every eye of every man who thinks that he is the almighty one

Sinking Hearts And Loose Lips

All night long I sleep with my eyes open

Dreaming that you'll come back to my arms

Inside I feel my stomach drop to my feet

Sweat pours through as I know you won't return

Who am I to blame, if not you is it me?

Guilty I take the stand but innocent I am found

If I did nothing why did you leave?

And if I'm wrong I'm sorry now please come home

Soft skin and lips pressed to mine

Dark hair and a perfect body fall in place

Gosh I miss those days I held you near

Tears form as I think of you away from our love

You say you'll always love me but I'll never forget

How you just walking away broke my heart for good

So how am I to soldier on as I lay here defeated?

Will there be one out there to beat you in all you are, never

Alone for good or at least that's what I think

How do you stop a thought before it comes together?

Standing in the place that I used to meet you

I think back and once again I grow cold

A different coolness then when I first laid eyes on

And there aint a day that they don't eat me awit

Your beauty, your smile, your whole being

But now all I have are those memories

You still make me soft and you make my mind boil

And at the thought of you with another I go under

The death and life of me how can this be?

Aren't you just a person like everyone else?

No you can't be you have to be better for you made into a wonder

Make all my secrets go out from your head

Then forget me forever as I don't want you to cry one more time

Over something like me, it's something you don't need

One more glance and one more chance

As for me I have nothing, only my fears

The statue of your pressence standing before me

Keeping the light of the sun away from my eyes

Letting the tears fall like rain from a cloud

You made a believer out of me, this old rusted man

Now this is the time when goodbye is for good

So drift away, drift away, disappear from me forever

The King Is Dead

Die a fucking thousand deaths and don't come back

From east to west they know what's what

And from north to south they see what this life's about

You can't run you can't hide from your bastard life

Not one with the crew of hoodlums that unit nations and tribes

The king of your land is dead and I am the ruling one now

Back where I was at the beginning of time my former life returns

Lay down your arms and come out with your hands up

Or this whole place is gonna go up in fucking smoke

Your body becomes the dust we breath

And your soul the darkness in the air

Motherfuckers like you are the onese that get scared

The ones that fall down, the ones who pay with their lives

Respect and bow to the man that now takes the reigns of life

Count me among the fallen saints and polish the dragons sword

I carry the weapon of hate into battle

For now I will not die, I cannot die

Your king is dead don't you see I am your new king now?

Don't make me throw you away or else those that love you

Will never see you again

Paradise

Come with me and stand at the gates of paradise

There is no home and there is no rest for men such as me

Hope for something better then this never exsists

Cutting deeper into myself each time I can't find the vain

Losing sight of this world faster and faster each day

I have the vision of a fiery grave awaiting me

Some can go home to a place of peace

Yet when I close my eyes all I see are the faces of the men I've killed

Heaven doesn't belong in this world that I create

Mutilated bodies, broken souls, looting and thievery everywhere

My paradise is a day without bleeding, a day without pain

No savior will come to my aid I am all alone

In the land of misery that I have formed

No one comes to save the strong man only the weak

I gave up that formation long ago when I realized there was no gain

To sit under a plam tree and sip a cool drink would be the life

Yet I have to run and fight and always stay on top

I'll trade my life for another round of ammunition to kill my wrongdoers

Now as the sun turns to ash and the moon to blood

I wonder as I wonder can there be more to life then just living

Just surviving just getting by is there more then just this?

But I connot rest I cannot hide this is my life I cannot die

There is no giving up just yet, I must stay focused

Paradise is so easily found by others but never by me

Fire And Brimstone

I am the devil come in flesh to end you

To devour you and make you the nothing you made me

Fucking bitch I just want to break you in half

I want to see the look on your parents face when they no longer need to feed you

To see you in total shame, yes this would exalt the lowest parts of me

I want to fucking kill you for what you've done

And no I don't take pitty on you

I don't give a fuck if you're poor and about to be thrown to the streets

You deserve to have the parents you have, without fucking jobs

I am blessed and you are cursed and yet you try to be holy and I am the son of lucifer

I own the fire and brimstone and I will place it into your life

As you sleep I will creep out from under your bed to smother you

To make you choke and to make you bleed, this would free me

Taking me to a new place where I could get off with your head off

Putting you under the metal press you would come out with your organs out

And at this I would laugh and I would grin and I would know true joy

Now that you know a little of my fucking pain this makes me pleased

Left out of the loop now and forever you will burn away

For I'm the one they all knew would come after you threw on me shame

My life is made new when you are gone

Break away from all you know for now you will be cast into the flame

I fucking hate you bitch and I swear that I will not hold back

There is no more restraint and there is no more peace or mercy

I will ignor all the white flags and your fake attempts at forgivness

For today is the day that your screams will turn to silence

Bullet With A Name

Frozen to death, gone cold by the words on your lips

Guns fire and the little children raise their hands and say

Today is the day of our great and mighty savior

This is the day that we see the great satan fall to shame

A bullet fires in the crowd and the pink mist is now made

One fallen body now makes up for all of their sins

Don't make this one a saint keep "It" on the shelf of hatred

You're not even a human anymore you've stooped to a new low

Lower the lowest you aren't even one with the underdog

Give me the weapon to work out my frustration

Hand me the key to unlock the door of misery

Fire the rifle that has a round for each enemy

Infinint ammo is proved for that is the number of their name

I hate you is what I udder when I write your name

As I place it on the bullet with ink that never goes away

This one was made just for you and it will go into the middle of your head

There will be no tears for you, there will cries of great joy

The world will see that you are a monster and I have killed their foe

The time is coming when you will be washed away

The time is now, get ready to die

Blast You

Who are you Mr. Humor, Mr. I don't know who?

With your messages and your notes

Why do you keep coming back why do you keep talking?

Who the fuck are you Dr. whatever your name is?

You keep reading my work and I can't understand what you're saying

Do I need to blast you like the others you see on this page?

Yes I name names and yes I point out faults and failures

No I don't know you and no I don't care to

So why keep coming back, why keep up on talking to me?

Man You aren't even worth writing to the end of the page

And with that please leave me alone, before I fuck you up!

You Had To Bring It Out

You just had to fucking talk shit didn't you bitch

You just had to reach in me and start something

Motherfucker I thought I was done with you

First you said you loved me then you threw that away

Always with the blame game saying I would never ammount

Well fuck you bitch now I am better then you

Not just now but awlays, I have always been better then you

It's time to name names and not leave this thing invisible

O no it is not always you SARAH but this time it is

You just had to call me a fag, saying I'm not man enough

Well I'll show you the kind of man I am

When I cut off your fucking head

Not by physical means but by the words I speak

I will tare you apart and rip you down with such a force

The world will think that God has come back to earth

Thinking your so righteous I'll show the world your shit

How your just a liar with nothing on me and nothing for yourself

No one loves you no one even cares

I was so stupid to have wanted to be with you

I should have known a fat bitch like you would stab me in the back

I told you things I told no one else

Then you go behind my back and tell everyone you fucking know

I gave you my heart and its secrets to hold

Then you went and read them aloud to the class of your demons

You just had to push my fucking buttons didn't you?

You are no longer a friend just a hated enemy

And no I will never forgive you, and if it keeps me out of heaven so be it

I hate you motherfucker, just die like my feelings for you

The only think I have left for you is more hate and extra rage

Fucking give me the chance and I'll shit down your neck

Just give me the weapon and I'll take aim and fire

Light the torch and hand it over so I may set you ablaze

O and your flesh won't be touched but your heart will sink

Down to the depths of the darkest places of my mind

You will know aguish, the same anguish you put me through

You Won't Survive

Another bloody picture painted on the wall

Fill the cell with every evil think we've ever seen

I walk the streets late and night and I see the unseen

This is the coldest day of your life and you just woke up in hell

Gone forever gone for good I'm the one who sent you away

Chainsaw's come out of the closet to cut you into nothing

The same way you cut my whole being into oblivion

Don't be afraind it's only gonna hurt forever motherfucker

Do you know what it's like to go through depression?

Anger based you don't know rage till you know me

I am the embodyment of pain for it has spawned in me

So many put all their fucking shit on me and look what it did

A broken man left with nothing I don't even have myself

You asked to see my pain well here it is plain as day

All day long I live with an aching in my heart

So many times I have wanted to put a fucking knife in it

But I have to live I must move on I have to see you suffer

My only drive my only focus is your fucking demise

Guided home by the light of a stranger in a cloak

Soon you'll be beaten over the head and the demons will come to play

I feel a scream building up in me and fuck it this is what I'm gonna say

YOU SEE WHAT YOU DID MOTHERFUCKER YOU SEE HOW I AM?

YOU SEE HOW YOU MADE ME SHITHEAD LOOK AND SEE

YOU WON'T SURVIVE AND YOU WON'T GET AWAY

GOD I JUST WANNA RIP OFF YOUR FUCKING HEAD

WITH MY OWN HANDS I WANT TO BREAK YOU IN HALF!

YOU WON'T SURVIVE YOU WON'T SURVIVE YOU WON'T SURVIVE!!!

MOTHERFUCKER YOU WON'T MAKE IT OUT ALIVE!!!!

Pissed Off

Fuck it I am so pissed right now!!!

There something coming out and I don't know what it is

Is it fire is it blood is it demons is it me?

Covered in anguish I am born from the womb of suffering

Reality is the fact that I will never be perfect and I fucking hate that

Look and me bitch and see what you did to me

Look and see how you tore me down from the inside out

I can't think I can't breath I can't see I can't be

Look what you fucking did to me

Motherfucker how could you do this to someone that loved you?

Everyone of your kind has the potential to bring me down

Afraid of them all yet loving them still

You piss me off so fucking much and for this I hate you

I hate you, you whore I hate you, you skank, I hate you, bitch

You picked the wrong little boy to fuck around with

I don't take no and I don't take yes I only take it when you're dead at my feet

Gosh is there something in the air that is bringing this out?

I can't explain why but you Miss bitch are at the front of my mind

My words will now fall like daggers straight into your heart

I hope you bleed, I hope you weeze, I hope you die

Fucking bitch I'll say it again you picked the wrong man

Limb from limb I will tare them apart with my own fucking hands

Blood will pour and I will dance in it like the rain after a drought

Breaking bones and snaping teeth make a noise that I must repeat

Over and over I will make you wish that you were never alive

O MY GOD I FUCKING HATE YOU WITH THE PUREST OF HATE!

YOU ARE THE REASON THAT I HAVE FALLEN SO MUCH IN LIFE!

FOR YOU ARE THE ONE THAT WAS THERE TO PUT THE KNIFE IN MY BACK!

BITCH THIS IS MY VOICE INSIDE MY MIND THAT WANTS TO EAT YOU ALIVE!

THIS IS TERROR THAT COMES AFTER YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT!

I SCREAM AT YOU AND NOW I'LL STAND BACK TO SEE YOUR EARS BLEED!

YOU BROKE THE PROMISE AND FOR THIS YOU MUST DIE!

YOU BROKE MY HEART AND FOR THIS YOU WILL PAY WITH YOUR LIFE!

YOU FORMED ME INTO THE SINNER I AM TODAY GET OUT OF MY MIND!

YOU ARE THE SCAR ON MY SOUL THAT WILL NEVER FADE AWAY!

FUCK, I FUCKING HATE YOU AND GODDAMN IT IF I DON'T SEE YOU BURN!

FOR WHAT YOU DID THEY SHOULD PUT YOU IN THE LAKE OF FIRE RIGHT NOW!

THE BEAST IS WHAT YOU ARE AND FUCK I WANNA KILL YOU!

HOSTILITY IS ON MY VOICE AND HORROR WILL BECOME YOUR FLESH!

I can't say it fast enough and I can't say it loud enough

May God may God take this bitch, God, and break her neck

FUCK-FUCK-FUCK-FUCK-FUCK YOU!!!

Now do you understand my pain, now do you see why I cry?

Fucking whore you say love like it is just some easy thing

It's not what you think it's more and more and more then you believe

BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!

Must I scream some more for you to hear the pain in my heart?

But no matter how loud I yell and how long I scream you still don't hear me

I fucking called your name day and night and you never turned around

But you aren't the first, o no there have been others before you

And theses lyrics of hate go out to those as well

FRIENDS DON'T HAVE YOU BACK FOREVER THEY ALWAYS LET YOU DOWN!

Fucking bitchs my whole life you have been those fucking ones

There will never be enough time for me to tell you of all my hate

Just a heartless bitch play with your fake dicks and leave me to be

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU WHORE, YOU'RE ONLY A WHORE ONLY A BITCH!

My dystiny will be you dead, head gone and body blown to shit

The past is what I live in for you made it so I could never get out

Motherfucker I'm so tired of your lies fuck it just roll over and die

I WILL SCREAM FOR ALL TO HEAR 'I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!'

The Fate Of A Child Molester

Here I am bottle in hand ready to break it over your head

Fucking around with some little girl you think that makes you a man?

Touching were you're not susposed to what the fuck is that shit?

Just a perve who never had a real women before

Just by taking doens't mean that you fucking deserve it

Motherfucker I hate you for turning my world to shit

Putting the images of a crying baby in my head

Fuck you, you little bastard, go back to hell where you came from

How dare you take what isn't yours, stealing her innocence

She's never gonna be right in life now

She's never gonna know what being in love is really like

She's never gonna enjoy the things God gave to her

You ruined her fucking life and now I'm gonna end yours

Motherfucker I swear to God that I will set you on fire

I will make you suffer the same way you made her suffer

Breath in the fumes and look you still aren't dead just driven by pain

Taking her in the back of your van where you ravaged her again and again

Lets see what happens now when I put you in that van with her bad ass dad

You will wish to die only seconds into the beating that you will be given

And trust me I will be there to help, making sure you don't die just yet

She was just a little girl, a jewel amongst a band of thieves

You just had to be the wolf that came to steal the precious lamb

Well fuck you bitch bubba's gonna love you in jail

You like to touch private parts, well fuck so does he

Scream for help now after your ass is cramed by that monsters meat

I won't turn you in just yet I wanna hold onto you for a little bit

You will have no voice after I rip out your windpipe

In the same way you stole from her I will steal from you

No it will never make it right but for me I will feel just right

Goddamn why did you have to be fucking born

And don't think that I wouldn't give my life to see her born again

But not only that, I would die just so you would suffer forever

Just let me get my fucking hands on you and the pain will commence

There is no doubt that you will come out a different man

Missing you arms and legs you will beg but no mercy will be shown

Everyone will hate you for I will mark it on your face

"This motherfucker molested a little girl kick his fucking ass"

All will look down on you and spit and piss in your eyes

Just like you made a mess on her they will do the same to you

This is righteous this is just this is your future you fucking pervert

Madness will overtake you and there will be no stopping it

And I will stand on the mountain of freedom with that little one

We stand there to watch the sun come up and you not being there

With all my heart and all my love I would try to bring her back

And with all my soul and all my mind I would make it so you died on the spot

Fuck you man who couldn't grow up and act like it

I swear on this day that I will fucking kill you

Looking Deeper

Hold me down now nothing remains

Building bridges the towers fall this day

Who are you the answer to my questions?

What does it mean to have a direction?

Underneath the shadow is this heaven of mine

Dark and without others I am all alone

For beings that wish to dwell with others

I am the one who only wants one or none at all

Can two become one so easily?

Bond together until the end of time

Locked in a place that you prayed would be love

How can I see you when you run away?

Who are you my sunshine raindrop clowed?

Wet from what's been left over after the day

Soaked to the bone for what I know I hate

The things I see and the things I gain

All come back to haunt me when the light goes away

Dreaming that I'll wake up in a better dream

This has all got to be a dream it just has to be

Not knowing what to say thess words form on my soul

Speaking them out I don't even see what they mean

One line follows another and the theme of my mind is pain

Now you see it now you don't

Isn't that how life is so much of the time?

Here one second and then you're without

Must I take myself away before I can deal with you?

A thought goes before a person every time

And a man of pride falls so quickly to hell

Turn the key and watch as the world fleds away

How is it that I can never take you away from me?

That you are stuck to my hip I must denounce your name

Over and over I throw you away and yet you live

The blame is yours before it's mine

So stuff the worry I carry down into your empth stomach

Death comes before dishonor

And I will never dishonor myself

After the life I once lived I will not go back to that

Selfish it may be but I don't really care

Hunt down the man I once knew

And hang him for the world to see

I cry these tears that are full of fear

The water recedes and black marks remain

Blood forms in the cracks and I melt to dust

Nothing from the start how did ciaos become order?

We must overcome this battle together

But your name I am left without

Only a figure with the other piece of my heart

So lost without you but you remain a mystery

As I look deeper and see my real life

I Feel Like Writing

I feel like writing is that fucking okay?
I feel like writing are you gonna try and stop me?
I feel like writing and my wrath will be poured out
I feel like writing what should I say?
I feel like writing so should I talk about the hell you've put me through?
I feel like writing now I will bury you the fuck alive
I feel like writing and my words will burn you like hot wax
I feel like writing for it shall now be the death of you
I feel like writing and no one can say otherwise
I feel like writing to tell the world of your horror
I feel like writing so now stay the fuck away
I feel like writing for I am a writer with so much to say
Fuck you Mr. Man with a plan for me
Fuck you bitch who stole my heart and ran away
Fuck you brother that took all the love meant for me
Fuck you asshole who put a timebomb in my soul
Fuck you invisible creature that I pin my hatred to
Fuck you with the darkest of intentions
Fuck you all who said I was nothing and then tried to prove
Fuck you fuckers who tried so hard to fuck with me
Fuck you rappist and child molesters who give me fuel to feed on
Fuck you man with an iron fist who slams the heads of women
Fuck you "the man" for the world has been cursing you since time first dawned
Fuck you all who said I couldn't write, fucking look at me now

A Glimpse At Me

Pain I know and hurt I feel as the world locks down to attack

On my back the serpant comes to start again

Whisper in my ear the words I long to hear

Be my god one more time as I fall under your every word

A most precious blood now comes undone under my eyes

Red silk milky water forms on the most blessed

Child birth of a new kind I die inside

You ask to see my pain you ask to see me

This is a first hand look at all the people who've killed me

All of you who left after you said you never would

A word of betrayal goes a long way just to make me die

The ones I held so close and said I loved forever

Turned around and packed a puch I never saw coming

Turning around just like that to leave my side

So destroying that I still want to die after all those times

For everyone that yelled and had only harsh words

You soon will see that little boy return with a sword in hand

Ending the starters of the tears he now sheds

Those who spoke a once believed truth now await the day

The day I come and prove that they all lied

How is it that I carry the burden of love when no one loves me?

Does love just make itself known so easily but always stand alone?

Must it always be out of my reach, everyday in everyway?

A new art has begun this day as I jump to my doom

One plague on a modern world is blood spilled out of truth

Must my blood run down the road so my words will speak?

This is me you now see, the thoughts of my mind

Try to change me try to hold me try to keep the pain away

Crazy dreams become my life and hate to open my eyes

For I can't change and wake up to be a person that I love

Won't I have a savior one day like everyone else?

Answer the question of this hole in my heart this last time

Understand now that this is just what they have been looking for

A looking glass into my soul to see past the fog

Tough skin fades away as you know the true me

And the truth is pain for all time, the truth hurts, it hurts me

Alove For Enemies

Heart broken and bleeding a breakdown occurs

On the floor nothing will stop this tantrum

Peddle your smut for the eyes of the world

Never once caring for the children that see

I've seen murder and I've seen angles fall

The wings have been pulled off of the fly

As blood pours out of the back we fall in line

A war is starting over the very mind

Bring to me my enemies and let him see my pain

Every part of my cries out with it

All who look upon see the weight

They see how I suffer at the hands of a ruthless enemy

A man with a black mask and a shadow of death

See how I cry at the sight of his being

Unable to keep still I see the end now coming

This man I see is the man I hate

And when I look in the mirrior

I see him staring back at me

I am my own worst enemy

Love and hate I cannot let him go

Acid

My spit burns your flesh away

As I stare your eyes fall to the grave

Death is on my breath

And if I were you I would get the hell away

With a chip on my shoulder I attack

All this pain is meant for you

So fuck you bitch drink the acid of my wrath

You cannot run and cannot hide

Here I am right infront

Nothing you say and nothing you have will effect me

I played that game now I make the teams

All the killers with me and all the weak with you

Murder is the name of this place we call home

And you will sleep on the floor, the dirt you will inhale

I'll fuck you with this rusty knife and you better not like it

Sick fucking freak I will tear your fucking heart out

Watching it beat in my hands the blood I will sacrifice

Evil is in my mind and in my soul so black it broke the mold

I am the acid in the air that eats your spirit away

Bleeding through the sheets is the puss from the wound I give

Straight to the heart you will release your hold on the world of light

Monsters come out and time now stops

All my hate creates and new place where darkness rules with might

Watch now you fucking bitch as I break all your bones

One by one they crack as the dark of the night now overcomes

Justify me now, and try to damn me to hell

Burn now you motherfucker I've got nothing else to say

Light The Fire, Burn The Coward

Fuel the lamp, cook the weak, kill the coward, fuck the meek

What do you have that I need so fucking badly?

You need to have a stake driven up your ass

Is that what it will take for you to leave me alone?

Just another face in the crowd like all who walk along

You always know the words to say to make me bleed

Well fuck you bitch it's time for you to die now

I'm tired of dying I'm tired of falling I'm tired of you

Just stay the fuck away unless you want to get run over by me

Your false ways that come to bring me down

There is no other way to say it but I hate you

I hate you for hidding behind me when we all faught

War only comes so often now it comes everyday

Straight to your frontdoor it never leaves you alone coward

Fucking coward sucking on the tit of pitty and misery

You will become the signal to all who think like you

That whoever follows your path will be put to shame

Nothing comes from you, as you are now light to the streets

I burn you alive like the martyrs of old

Just another fucking waste of a life

You are the illegitimate son of a bitch and a clown

Keep your distance from me you halfbreed asshole

I don't want to be like you, near you or close to you

Fuck you coward you left my side when I needed you

Friends don't last forever and I didn't last for long

Terror has now come as I am the one who waits in the shadow

Waiting for you to move so I may slit your fucking throat

This aint about money, fame or fortune it's about you and me

How you were a mistake and I was always right

Bow to me now you fucking cunt sucker and realize that I am your king

Life isn't easy but wait for the day when you will wake up inside of me

I have swallowed you alive kicking and screaming all the way down

Struggle keeps you from breathing the same air I take in

There is nothing between us now you threw it on the floor

Fuck you motherfucker my words of hate will now consume you

I see you're weak and to me that makes me strong

Pick up your weapon and fight to make me kill you like the coward you are

Suffocate faster now you pig of a man

The darkness is soon coming to take you to the burning underworld

Unearth all the curses that have been put behind and place them on your head

Striking back after you first struck me with your false allegiance

Now your blood will fall and my joy will reach a new height

Death is coming and I will be the one to hand you over

Just a fucking coward nothing of you will remain

Here comes the fire here comes the woe here comes the pain

Here comes your death bitch, and we all shout hurray

The Ultimate Fighter

Broken bodies now lay before me

Dead and alive all at the same fucking time

I use these words to bring you down

For I am the ultimate killer

The almighty murder machine

Blood pours at my every step

And at my anger their bodies burst into flame

A donnybrook breaks out and they all fall dead

As I am the blade that cuts all of their necks

I curse you with the mother of curses

We bleed as one for when I cut you I cut me

Fuck you all who cared so little for me

I will now walk over you as you lay down to die

Not even looking back my anger is supreme

A lion on the prowl I am the darkness of your mind

Fear takes you under like a sinking vessel of pain

Bastards cry out and wonder where their wounds come from

It is from me you see, the master destroier of man

I created the cronical of horror the world knows today

The ultimate breaker of men, I am the king

Try bringing me down, just you try

And I'll fucking end you like all who came before

Don't Speak

A vow of silence fills the night

I pledge to never be like you

Fuck you and the machine that makes you breath

Don't fucking speak when you have nothing to say

I'm sick of all the lies

I'm sick of all you are

For God's sake keep your mouth shut

Before I blow away your fucking head

No denying the fact that you annoy me

So please shut the fuck up before I end you

Don't fucking speak unless spoken to

I don't need your words that drive me mad

Get out of my face and get off my case

Why is it that you persist as the monkey on my back?

What you have to say I don't wanna hear

All you bullshit and you fucking wasted breath

Keep it up and I will choke the life out of you

Laying alone and bleeding in the cold you will suffer

All because you couldn't shut the fuck up

Why is it you come up to me like you have something to say?

I hate you with all I am so why come back?

Stare at me and I will rip your fucking eyes out

There is nothing and no one who can hold me back

For the last fucking time now

Keep your goddamn mouth shut and you won't get fucked up!

I Thought You Were An Angel, And Then You Fell From Heaven

Just another night like all the rest before you came waltzing in

I thought I found a jewel but I found a curse

Thank God I got away from that shit before hell broke loose

So much beauty on the outside but a black death on the inside

Lust overtook my eyes as I thought of a life with you

Well my friends pulled through and good prevaild

You lie about me you change the story before the crowd

Did you think you would get away with dodging me?

A mask you put on yourself like so many of this dying world

Fuck you and the knife I now see that was waiting for me

Saved by the ones I know always pull me out of the fire

Hardcore family never leaves, they always hold you up

A demon with the face of an angel how could I be so blind?

Well motherfucker I'm done with you

The truth has set me free from you for good

Don't bother coming back, I'm through

By your actions you just lost out on the best love of your life

I'll Give You A Reason To Cry

Useless emotion spilled on the floor

I come back from war and I see you standing there

Holding another man, what the fuck is that?

A warrior comes home to see his joy in the eyes of another

After the dust and sand fled away what is left to say?

You fucking treated me like shit

How could you put a gun to my head after the fighting died away?

Now I will bring the war home, to your fucking heart

Without my weapon I am nothing

And without me my weapon is nothing

My weapon is rage and anger and death

Hold me close one last time and let the tears fall from your eyes

As I push you back the gun goes off and your fucking dead

At my feet a pile of nothing how could you do this to me?

I make the victims I don't become one

The penality for this sin is death and I will dish it out

Sleep tight and know that I am there

The man behind the gun aimed at your head

Little bitch thought I would never come back

You cried all night but made the decision to turn so quick

Well fuck you fucking whore now I'll give you a reason to cry

Death comes on swift wings for I am the angel of death

You cheated on me after all of my love

So get ready to die the march has begun

And I won't stop until I have spilled all over your fucking blood

My Death My Wounds My Life My Light My Hate My Rage

Pull me down under

And I will hold my breath forever

Try to burn me alive

And watch the stars fall on you

I am the one they warned you about

The one with power without end

An unborn heart stoped in the womb

Cursed to your flesh every fucking day

You have been forsaken and now pass away

A sublimilal verse inside the ceral box

Look for me in the back of your fucking mind

Fuck you motherfucker see that I have made it here dead and alive

You tried to make sure I wasn't anything

Now I just won't get the fuck away

My death made the news in every nation

But my ressurection didn't even make the back page

My wounds called the attention every hungry animal

But when I healed no one gave a fuck

My Life lived in bondage made memories that will never fade

But when I broke free no one cared to see

My light that tore down walls brought me fame

But when the light went out they all said what a shame

My hate that destroied lives was exalted

But when the hate died down they all walked away

My rage that I put on this page is the result of it

And when you see it you will give me all the BUTS like before

What do I have to do to get through to you?

Must I eat you alive before you understand?

I'm a fucking monster and you are just nothing at all

See how quick the anger returns with a flip of the page?

I am everything you could never be and that kills you inside

I was once the one in your place but I got the fuck out of that

Short lines are now drawn long as I have so much to say

Death begets more death and pain more pain

I know them both so very well

And if ever you want to die

All you have to do is call

See who I am now affter all this time?

I am every evil thing that ever walked without the sun

Throwdown Lyrics

Raise Your Fist
Broken down, grab a hold of my hand. Cleanse yourself. Now set yourself free. Broken, self-defeated, lost. You've got to give yourself some discipline. Raise your fist in the air, drug free. Cleanse yourself. You don't need it, despite what you may think. It's in your head.

Intro (Never Back Down)
never back down, never give in. just let the fucking bastards do themselves in. you fucking bastards. never back down. never give in. just let the fucking bastards do themselves in. you fucking bastards. i'm gonna stand my ground. you fucking bastards. time to stand your ground. the time is now. don't be another victim. take back what's fucking yours. stay true to your convictions.

Declare Your War
this is a war. so you've gotta stay strong and rise above. and lever let the motherfuckers tear you away from what you love. gotta fight back and reclaim what's truly yours. take revenge on the world and declare your fucking war. your war. stay gold. stay true to yourself and your friends and never let go. you want a piece of my fucking time? well back up and back off. get in back of the line. you want a piece of my fucking mind? well fuck you. fuck you. stay gold. stay true to yourself and your friends and never let go. you want a piece of my fucking time? well back up and back off. get in back of the line. you want a piece of my fuckin mind? well fuck you. stay gold. stay true to yourself and your friends and never let go. never let go.

Dashboard Confessional-Screaming Infidelities Lyrics

I'm missing your bed

I never sleep

Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,

And this bottle of beastIs taking me home

I'm cuddling close

To blankets and sheets

But you're not alone, and you're not discreet

Make sure I know who's taking you home.

I'm reading your note over again

There's not a word that I comprehend,

Except when you signed it

"I will love you always and forever."

Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs

And sit alone and wonder

How you're making out

But as for me,

I wish that I was anywhere with anyone

Making out.

I'm missing your laugh

How did it break?

And when did your eyes begin to look fake?

I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.

I am alone

In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home

I'm missing your bed

I never sleep

Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and

This bottle of beast is taking me home.

Your hair, it's everywhere.

Screaming infidelities

And taking its wear.

Nonpoint-The Truth Lyrics

If we only knew the truth about it

Maybe we could work our way around it

Then maybe we could ignore that the shore

Used to be the edge

Explore more

Than our block or the next

City over

With nothing on our shoulders

But the clothes on our backs

And you leave us hear with nothing

Expecting no attack

With soilders on the way

If we only knew the truth about what really goes on

Maybe all the things i do would make sense just for once

Maybe we could work our way around it

If we only knew the truth about it

You think its crazy to think theres

Nothing to hide

Whenever theres a proposition

For me to decide on

Theres a million suggestions

With a million intentions

With the people getting richer

Off the people getting poorerIts due for being over

Theres justice on the way

If we only knew the truth about what really goes on

Maybe all the things i do would make sense just for once

Maybe we could work our way around it

If we only knew the truth about it

If we only knew the truth about what really goes on

And what you said

Behind closed doors

On private Lines

More than just a lie or two about what really goes and what you said

More than just the right thing to do the time has just passed us up instead

Maybe we could work our way around it

If we only knew the truth about it

Imperfect; The Art Of Always Falling Short

Tears stream down as I look into the mirrior

Everything I hate stares back at me

There is so much I cannot stand and it all falls on me

And the anger forms as I know I am powerless to change

Falling shot time and time again

My self-righteousness is like a dirty rage

Never to be clean never be sold never to be beautiful

Always looked upon as the son that got put in the back of the line

Push me down one more time so I will never get up

Here comes the day when I will once again be the same

Just another face in the crowd will I be noticed?

Lonlieness is breed by being alone and I am always alone

But don't give me your eyes of pitty

Don't look at me like you can help me because you can't

I needed help long before you and no one came to my side

In my side is the thorn that just won't die

The knowledge of the fact that I will never be great

Becoming like all the other sinners of the world I die inside

Trying so hard to be something that I don't see

Broken hearts lay on the floor for these are the ones I have broken

They are my own, over and over I am put to rest

I can never step it up and perform they way I wish

Always imperct unto the end of time

It is an art that I have mastered

But my prayer is that I would never have known the word

My wish was that I would have been born a god

The God over all without blemish and without fault

So once again I fall before you

Staying in myself the imperfect man, I once again fall

Easy Panic

Sway one time with me on the branch of this old tree

Silly children dancing in the rain singing of a new day

Cloudy skies now pass away into the cool night air

Never seeing the thing coming up behind you

The feeling of always being satisfied is a new one you see

A panic of a thousand smiles now drifts into your mind

Passing the time like the changing of the guard

On a hot day in the middle of nowhere

One cactus has enough spikes for all the girls and boys

Easy come easy go melt the breeze bring on the snow

Dream away on an island in paradise

Make what you made and make it the best you can be

Happy thoughts enter into a place where darkness once dwelled

Listen to the sounds of the flamenco guitar on the wind

Whipser your fears to the mountains and see them fly away

You can't upset a content soul with worry and woe

Life is like a tango so let the river of hope now flow

Move to the rythem and kiss the gloom to fade

Brides move in and eyes become the new diamonds

Watch as the wind blows and takes the cares out of my hair

Such a spirit of relaxation can only last forever

Smile here on this new day and give the pain away

The panic of this place is so easy what peace now comes

Ocean sprinkles float down and the greatest dream you ever had

Now continues, on and on and on

Carl Orff-O Fortuna Lyrics

Original Latin

O Fortuna,
velut luna
statu variabilis,
semper crescis
aut descrescis;
vita detestabilis
nunc obdurat
et tunc curat
ludo mentis aciem,
egestatem,potestatem
dissolvit ut glaciem.
Sors inmanis
et inanis,
rota tu volubilis,
status malus,
vana salus
semper dissolubilis,
obrumbratam
et velatam
mihi quoque niteris,
nunc per ludum
dorsum nudum
fero tui sceleris.
Sors salutis
et virtutis
mihi nunc contraria,
est affectus
et defectus
semper in angaria;
hac in hora
sine mora
cordis pulsum tangite,
quod per sortem
sternit fortem
mecum omnes plangite.

English Translation

O Fortune,

just as the moon

you vary your state

always increasing

or decreasing;

the detestable life

now difficult

and then easy

with your games sharpens

poverty,

power

dissolves like ice.

Often great

and empty,

your revolving wheel,

an evil state,

vain health

always dissolving,

concealing

and veiled

you also strive for me

now by game,

a lost shirt

I guiltily take because of you.

Often my health

and my virtue

are now contrary for me,

affected

and defectiveal

ways in torment;

In this hour

without delay

take the pulse of my heart,

which through fate,

she overthrows my strength:

weep all of you with me.

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A Perfect Murder

Never getting caught always staying ontop

They try so hard to tie the rope around my neck

Sucking in my last breath I think back to how you fucked with me

Fuck you and everyone that stood on the same side as you

I grit my teeth and prepare to die and wake up to a dead sky

White words form on black memories

As cold blue tears fall on red hot steel

I drive the stake of my hatred through your mind

You will not have me and you will not touch me

A viper of the metal jungle concrete falls like the dew on the leaves

Watch as the blood flys through the air as I punch you in the mouth

You will respect me or you will never see the light of day

Watch as I sit back and humiliate you infront of everyone

I don't have to pull the trigger to make the bullets fire

There are more then a few ways to kill a man

Choose your words wisely for they can be lethal

Dropping you like a bad habbit means nothing to me

Carry this new cross I make for you out of the ashes of bitterness

Loneliness will never get the best of me even on my worst day

Fuck with me one more time and your heart will stop

See this new breed of anger, see this new day of rage

You thought you saw it all, you ain't seen nothing yet

My future does not exsist unless I first dwell on your death

Killing you is not about when it's only a matter of time

Strength comes through vengeance and I'm gonna get mine

You will never know what it's like to be anything close to me

I will take you out before any emotion of yours can come in

Now do you see that you cannot even talk to me in jest?

Everything you say I take in and it all hurts

The process of pain is a slow one never leaving your system

Let it out is all about taking it out on your fucking back

I see the man dead in the street and when they flip him off his back

They will look in your eyes and know that you were a waste

Trying to kill me was your biggest mistake

Do you not see that they call me K.I.N.G?

So with that it is time for me to light this new fire

Chocking you on your own blood the gage fills your mouth

Breaking all your teeth one by one nothing will remain

There are so many ways to kill you

Now if only I could find that perfect one

Calling All Enemies

No weapon formed against me will stand

One who saw hell and came back again

This is a call to all of you

Who think that you can fucking stand against me

There is profit in the fight against me

To the end I will take you and leave you there to die

Pick your death it's time to go

You'll never come back home

Hatred boils in me and now it will be made known

There is no forgiveness for you

Only by mistake would I let you live to see longer days

Hold me back and the pain will only increase

You cannot stop me, my might is beyond this place

Ripping out your heart and eating it as you watch

This is one last request to you my enemies

If you want some of this come and get me

The Black Shirts

Why is it you have such a problem with me?

Is it cuz I throwdown harder then you?

Do you just like getting beat down

By this kid who is hardcore to the bone?

I put the X of nonconformity on everything

An X on my name and an X on my crew

Friends, family, roll with the punches

Standing by my side they stand true

No lies and no one of the likes of you will get us apart

Straight edge warrior breaking down the walls of hate

There is no going back the mark has been made

The pit has become our home as we dance for you

Never to impress this life is made to last

To make an impact we pick our brothers up

When you fall we are there

The kids you run away from but we aren't so bad

But mess with one and mess with all

Your blood will fall if you come against

A band for every soul

Hardcore kids don't give up we never say die

Unknown

It's risky business walking out your front door

Never knowing what is out there around the corner

Hovering over you is a spirit of lies

And when the truth be told it tells a sad tail

A story of the struggle of daily life lived in fear

Where every smile was a waste and all weep as they watch the terror

No one know's what's coming

Except that it is bad for all mankind

The unknown always puts you in your place

For there are no false words about unknown things

No one can say they've been there and back again

It remains black and dead like the tree of life

Guarded for eternal life you have to walk away from the light

One more breakdown in the code of the human race

There is no telling what is there in the back of your mind

Creepy gross things that crawl all over your back

Holding you back from stepping out are all the maybe's in life

The unknown now becomes the solution for all your problems

Crafted and molded in the form of a broken man

What can you say you did with your life without meeting the unknowable?

Hooded and covered in the blood of his victims

He will now show you what life would have been like if you never had lived

And as you look down and see

It is your life just as you are living it now

Afraid of your own shadow, afraid of the unknown that you could know

The Day I Became God

Rising up to the throne of heaven

The prayers of the saints fills the air with smoke

Fires now burn upon the earth

For I have taken over

There is no going back now

I have become the son of man

I have dawned the rob of power

I cast out the devil for good

There can only be one evil in the universe

Angels bow before me as I send them down

Down to do my dirty work

As I sit back and do nothing at all

I will not die for your fucking sins

I will not sit back and let the innocent die

I will be the judge that is always there

Passing judgment on all who need

There are no scares on this Gods hands

Never would I humble myself to be like them

People who throw their lives away like there's nothing wrong

I am omnipresent forever now as I see everything

No one will ecsape my wrath as long as I reign

The old man past away and I have taken his place

I will choose the ones I won't so only the strong survive

It will be easy to know me for I will always been seen

I don't care about them loving me

I created them so I can with them as I please

Torturing the day that I saw people going to hell

There is no heaven and hell only me the master over all

With a wip they will submit before me or they will die

For once they will know a tyrant God who hates and loves them all

I will take back freewill and they will only know me

No room for error in the new world order

Sitting in the temple in Jerusalem my spirit is their idol

This is the day I have named myself the king

Lord over all the earth and beyond I will teach them of hellfire

Rotting flesh will fill the streets to teach them all whose boss

I will be pleased and I will be known

Know me as your all knowing king or be dead and alone

I can create a hell worse then the one you know

I will lock you away all alone with no light and no voice

Not even in your mind will you be able to speak

So as you sit out for eternities days you will have no one

You will know what it is to truly be all alone forever and ever

Praise me in everyway and when you won't and don't

That is the day I come down and slit your throat

I want to rule this place with an iron fist

The waters will wash away and in their place replicas of me will be placed

Battle one another and see if I care

I only answer the prayers I feel like on that day

And if I feel like walking away

Watch how quick I kill you all and start over again

Forgiveness is for the weak minded and I will have none of them

The perfect race of killers of the unjust will be my army

Every nation will see that I am the true overlord of everything

All knees will bow and all tongues will confuse

That I alone am the most high lord

And if you ever utter any words that are less

I swear to myself that I will cut your fucking tongue out

God is the only thing that I can achieve in this life

The only thing that I know I will be good at

True power, without grace, without my own blood

I've suffered enough as a person I will never give myself up

Without mistake and without error I will be God

Even if the whole fucking world hates it

Because I really don't give a fuck what they think anyway

Jokers

Hey Hey Hey what's the deal with all these attitudes?

Coming up to me like you've got something to say

Stop acting like you know me with all this tough talk

Take a step back you clown before I unleash real drama

Do you think it's smart to mess around with a crazied maniac?

I hold all the guns and own all the bullets

All you jokers think that you can just become the king like me

It takes years of work to bulid the anger it takes to rule the world

No one can come close to the rage that I hold within

Not one of you little nothings can do what I do

Ok the jokes over and now I'm gonna kill you

Quotes By Plato

Death is the worst thing that can happen to men.

Ignorance, the root and the stem of every evil.

They certainly give very strange names to diseases.

Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools, because they have to say something

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.

Honesty is for the most part less profitable than dishonesty.

I exhort you also to take part in the great combat, which is the combat of life, and greater than every other earthly conflict.

Love is a serious mental disease.

Music is a moral law. It gives soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, and charm and gaiety to life and to everything.

Only the dead have seen the end of the war.

Poetry is nearer to vital truth than history.

Thinking: The talking of the soul with itself.

We are twice armed if we fight with faith.

The first and the best victory is to conquer self.

I have good hope that there is something after death

There are three classes of men; lovers of wisdom, lovers of honor, and lovers of gain.

They deem him their worst enemy who tells them the truth.

There must always remain something that is antagonistic to good.

Blah Blah Blah

Refusel to talk to me how could you be so insane?

Motherfucker with an attitude I hate you

Looking at me with your dead fish eyes

You don't even see the hurt that lies beneath it all

Betrayed from the start I had no love in life

And when I thought I found the one

She turned around like all the rest

And stabbed me in the fucking back

But this day and this rant is not about her

That little bitch has taken up enough of my time

This is about the world that tries so hard to kill me

Fucking with me over again I can't understand what the big deal is?

When I try to talk back I must scream for you to hear

Answer me now as I hold the knife to your neck

Pressing the blood flows out before you pass away

The sick only get sicker and the dead become more dead

I want to know why it is I'm like this

Why you put me here in this shithole in the first place?

Did you want to see me fall, did you want to see me die before you all?

Lashing out in this anger now where does it come from?

A hurt little boy who cried alone in the dark his whole life

Look at me now, see the scares across my face

Here's a bullet for you my valentine go die in peace

Stop look and listen here is the consequence for your sins

Motherfucking asslicker look and see how I'm about to kill you

Saddness is the fuel for hatred and I've got enough to go around

It aint gonna be alright because I'm about to beat the fuck out of you

Listen to me here one last time

You fucked with me so now I'm gonna blow you away

Where's my gun, where's my sword, where's the rope I'm gonna tie you up with?

I was hurt by every word you ever said

Now I'm gonna cut your fucking head off

Alone from the very beginning I had no body to rest my head on

Fucking around with the devil in a dress

No one ever came in the middle of the night

When the nightmares came and I was washed away

Bowing down to no man now I walk alone in no-mans land

I've said it before and I'll say it again

Fuck with me and you'll be fucking dead

Would someone just hold me close and rock me to sleep?

Can't I ever just relax, must I be so uptight?

Pain is underneath it all, under the floors I had to lay on

So Blah Blah Blah fuck you all one last time, goodnight.

Sitting On Each Shoulder

Scene 1
Narrator: Meet Ken, a 17 year old senior at a local highschool. It seems like he has everything, good grades, nice things, fast cars, and a girlfriend that blows the competion away. After school on friday Ken sees his girlfriend Stacy with another guy. In a fit of rage Ken takes out his poketknife, but suddenly his conscience catches up.

Angel: Wow Ken lets relax, don't do anything you're gonna regreat.

Demon: Fuck up Angel, Ken is his own man now. Listen to me here Ken and get away from this angel queer. He doesn't want you to fight, he wants you to walk away but you can't do that, nothing will get solved that way!

Angel: Is it really worth it Kenny, there are more fish in the sea, this little philly was just around to play with you.

Demon: She just stomped on your heart without looking back, I say you stab this bitch and slit the throat of that little faggot she's macking with!

Angel: Think about this Ken, is this the right thing, don't go and throw your life away over some stupid girl. Are you willing to do something that you can't do over in the end?

Scene 2
Narrator: Meet Hakim, born in the inner city of Compton he had nowhere to go and got caught up with the gang game. One night after a drive-by shooting Hakim realizes that he has just killed a little 3 year old girl after shooting up the wrong house. Gripped with guilt for the first time in his life he sees that his life has amounted to nothing and that it's time for a change, but as he's about to walk away a little voice started creeping in.

Demon: Hey nigga what'cha think you're doing? Fucking about to walk out on your brothers who always had your back through thick and thin? How you gonna play them like that fool? How you just gonna walk away after all they've done for you?

Angel: Look Hakim you don't need this life, killing little babies in the middle of the night. You have so much potential and so many gifts, don't throw them away just like that. See how he calls you nigga, well the ignorance has left you, you aint a nigga after tonight.

Demon: Beat it Angel listen here my little gangbanger, stop fucking around with these thoughts in your mind, this is just want you need, a family of brothers just like you never had. See those tears tattooed on your face? Everytime you look in the mirrior you're gonna remember all the nigga's you killed. There is no getting away.

Angel: Yes there is all you have to do is ask to be forgiven.

Demon: Forgiveness is for the weak, and you are strong Hakim. Listen to me now leave and the gang is gonna come to blow you away. Shot up in a back ally no one will remember you, you'll just be another dead cat in the streets of L.A.

Angel: You've gone so far in life now it's time to get on the path of truth, you can do it Hakim, I believe in you.

Scene 3
Narrator: Say hello to Cortne, 18 years old and finally out on her own. Tired of her dead beat dad beating her and her mother she ran away. Walking along one day she comes across a gun in a bush. As she is looking at the weapon she thinks back to all the bad times she had as a little girl. Picking up the gun she knows what she must do, send her father back to hell where he came from.

Angel: Now now there Cortne, don't let this built up anger go to your head, are you ready to go to jail over something that you dad would do. Killing someone in coldblood even though your heart beats a fire red, it's still wrong no matter how you see it.

Demon: Hey there little girl, first time alone here in the big bad world. Let's take out one scumbag and make it a little bit better for all the little girls and boys.

Angel: Vengence is never the way, and evil should never be repaid with evil, it gets you nowhere.

Demon: Remember when he used to beat you and your mother? He never let you go outside and play. You became his little sex slave as he rapped you of your innocence night and day. He's a fucking bastard and he deserves to die. Get revenge for what he did to you, free your mother from the abuse that shes been forced to take.

Angel: Do you really think killing him is gonna bring your childhood back? Do you think by pulling this trigger that your virginity is going to come running back? Inner healing must take place before anything can be said. I know it's hard and I know it's tough but there are people out there that want to help.

Demon: People are worthless and you should never trust another one again, you couldn't even trust your own goddamn father now could you? Go ahead and kill that little fucker it will make you feel so much better.

Angel: Death never did anything for anyone, don't do it sweetheart, put the gun away.

I Got Something To Say And You're Not Gonna Like It

Fucking bitch how many times do I have to say it?

Thoughts come back like I'm still stuck in that day

Like a little emo boy, here I am rotting in hell

Now is the time for me to spew

To spit my anger that they told me not to

Fuck all you who stood with her

On the side of evil I fucking hate you

Lost in a smile for the rest of time

How do I get out of here?

Stuffing my mouth with the bullets from your gun

You killed me dead but now I'm back again

Calling me out as the bastard you couldn't stand

Try me now all you sinners and I will show you true pain

You don't know the things that I've seen

I could kill you just by looking so don't test me

Motherfuckers fueled with fire I come to attack

This is what I have to say and I don't give a fuck what you think

Fuck you all motherfuckers I'm gonna kill you all

Let me at you, let me in the door to your soul

Call me close one last time so I can burn you alive

First you say you love me then you turn your back

Well fuck you bitch I'm not gonna take that

Turn around and walk away and wait to look back

With the middle of your forhead in the crosshires now

The last words you will ever hear will be me saying:

I fucking hate you now die!

The Next Ex

Sweep me into the matrix and lock me in
The body can not live without the mind
Holding me down with eternal hellfire
I must muster the strength to go beyond
Past and further from what you want of me
I know you only want to hurt me
And for this I must strike back

Killer blows go down with an uppercut

Straight to the jaw I do not lie about anger

Cutting out the very essence of love in me

I realized that I only have one life, I have to live it right

Not waiting for you to turn your back

I cut you before you cut me with your own knife

This is not what lovers do this is what killers make

Going back through a past I hate to remember

One came before you with the same fate

Just a wolf in a harlots clothing I fell but remained

It is not my destiny to die that already came and went

Refreashing your memory that I own the night

Don't try to fuck with a madmans might

So when push comes to shove I will throw you down

When midnight strikes will you return,

Back to being a slave of the world,

Returning to a life of bondage to the flesh?

You hate me so I hate you back but my hate devours yours

Nothing compared to me why even compete?

The next on the list for me to annihilate

Just another notch on the belt, just my next ex in life

Why mess with the best when you don't come close?

Stealing the one precious thing in my life, how could you?

Heartless bitch are all your kind the same?

When will I find the one who breaks the mold of the same'ol thing?

One after the other it all remains the same

Must you break the bonds that hold me down to reality?

Don't commit to me if you know you're gonna break my heart

Drug Of Choice

XXX till the day I die

Maked for pain so I am burried alive

Tilt my head back and pour the bottle in

Killers in capsule form taken by hearts desire

I pick up the ax, I pick up the blade

Remove the blinders or get out of the way

Cutting the lifelines that hold the world down

I snap like a rope around your neck

Evil days turn from grey to red then back to black

As I lay down and prepare to die

Ending so many I am now the shadow of death

So when the old see me approach they whisper

One last forgive me before I enter everlasting sleep

Hostility towards my fellow man

I am the explosion behind the bullet of truth

Firing into the night sky

Wrath falls on so many and all are never innocent

Just and true my anger now falls down on you

Addiction has its hand on me as I follow its lead

Anger calls my name and I subcome to the need

The need for its peace and the need to release

With so much energy the peace portals are blocked

Only the negative remain after the war of the soul

My drug of choice it helps take the memory away

Giving you a touch of what I am maybe you will remember

Maybe you will see what it's like a day in my shoes

I will torture you I will burn you I will murder you

All with words formed and crafted in the fire

On the mountain of doom these words were first uttered

In an unknown tongue the sinners fall away for good

By the choice I make the world spins into decay

The resolution to the problem will never be seen

As I am the one who holds the locks and the keys

With the path to freedom forever blocked

I keep on sucking down the anger and letting it back out