Nail The Coffin Shut, I'm Going To Hell

Motherfuckers with some much fucking attitude

There is nothing left now that I have become them

The very ones I hate, I see with my own eyes

Starring back at me in the fucking mirror

I wish to watch myself die, blood falling to the floor

Cut open and slashed deep, the hatred has come about

Full circle the pain has started and will never stop

How do you forgive yourself for something like this

Hate is all that comes to mind and it consumes me

I want to die like nothing else

To be erased from the face of the earth for all time

I must face my actions, the workings of my hands

The sin the I forced out on another, hurting two at once

Killing three birds with one stone

My lover my friend and myself

Breaking all the laws that I set up to govern myself

Going to the deepths now, the very pits of the earth

Where the graven and the pitty go, every unclean thing
I have become the very thing that I hate so now I must go

Scars rip open and puss pours out of me

So nail this motherfucking coffin shut and seal it up tight

I'm going down to where the worst of the lot go

Returning to my homeland to restart what I once lost

A soul tied up in the riches of fire and hate

The man I once was has returned and the beast has been unleased

That little boy in me is dead now, shot in the motherfucking head

Burried alive and without even a marker to show where he was from

But I know the places that we have all come to fear

And it is in that land where that little boy came to be

Now after all the struggle and all the pain that little one is no more

Dead and gone, forever lost to the ground where he was placed

Smashed and destroied and never loved again

This is the lot for a sinner such as I

A motherfucking beast that has nothing left to do but die himself

Killing off every fucking thing that has light in his heart

Just a waste of a goddamn life, when can I begin to rot?

Holding only one true thing close to my whole fucking life

But I threw that away and yet you still wanna stay?

Stop the joke and end the charade

This is fucking hell we are talking about, nothing good is from here

I fucking hate this and I fucking hate me, there is nothing else fucking left to say