Complain

What would you do if you hated yourself?

If every time you looked in the mirror you spit vommit?

What would you do if you were your own worst enemy?

If with every passing minute you became less and less in your own mind?

What would you do what would you be what would you say?

All I can do is sit and spit of the war in my mind

Complaining gets me no where yet I have to let it out somehow

Try to kill me try to end me try to put a stop to it all

There is no rest for this disease it has taken over me

So after all the lies and after all the pain here I am

Taken away but brought back better to face the same defeat

I will complain until the end of days have come to take me away

What would you do if you walked a day in my shoes?

If you knew that everything was going to waste away?

What would you do if you knew you had already past away?

If everything you used to love stabbed you in the back?

Would you complain or what you let it be?

Answer me in my mind answer me answer me answer me!

Fire And Raindrops Of Blood

One warrior to another

It's time to face the day

Take the sun out of my eyes

Give me a swarming darkness

Hand me your hatred so I can make it my own

Stop wasting your breath

I fight to the death

And no matter how hard you try

You will be brought down in the end

This war is hell and I have been there before

So soldier up brother it's time for battle

Choose your weapon for mine is already in hand

I need no club or axe I fight with fists of fury

Nothing can hold me back for I have faced death

Eye to eye and it was the first one to blink

I stared him down and he can never return

My soul was stolen once and nevermore

So with my rage a fire now burns through your heart

And as I throw your remains into the wind

A heavy rain fall upon me of all that you were

Bloody water turned black by the creature of your spirit

Now look at me and try to tell me who I am

You know nothing of me and less of yourself

But I know the truth behind all the madness

We are both dead men but unlike you I came back through hate

Resurrected to destroy all who stand against me

Do you want to be the next victim of my wrath?

Death Wish Come True

For so long I stood in the dark with a knife to my neck

Waiting to squeeze the drigger on my life I had given up

I sat alone as a sad little boy in my dark room for long enough

Never knowing what the voices wanted I was never good to start with

Hatred grew to sadness and sadness into a hole

A hole I fell in and never could climb out myself because I didn't care

So many came with emtpy words that I love you became a lie

I knew that they were all against me and that I was alone

And as my chest rose up for one final breath the sun came out

A miracle came out from behind the cloud that hoverd over my life

Darkness turned to light and I began to see the joy in life

Now I still walk with the remnant of this life on me

But unlike before I have the tools to run what I once thought was lost

So my death wish came true as the old me is now dead and buried

Now all that's left is for the drive to be shown behind this new life

Read about it in Let It Out and you might understand the verse above

Love Or Something Better

So close to you I can feel your heart beat

Matched in so many ways my pulse has doubled

Once in my veins and once in yours

There is no reason why this is so perfect

Yet without effort it is

Love is an understatment of how I feel

So unexplainable love has become the understudy of this emotion

Invisible in form it manifests itself in our touch

One embrace brings down the walls

And one kiss leaves all the world behind

With you there are only tears of joy

And heaven comes alive whenever you come around

For as long as I live I will honor my pledge to adore you

So now I pronounce us together forever

Amen to us amen into the everlasting delight

<3<3<3

Let It Out

Here I am a thought crusader pondering hate

Do you hate all that is me or all that is yourself?

Answer me with the back of your hand and you will fall

For whoever lives by the sword will surely die by the same

Wearing that mask I can't stand how you stare at me with it

I don't even know who you are

Yet you so badly want to control my life

Striking you down with heavenly lightning you will burn

Hell was made for sinners and you are the chief among them

In me is this desire to live forever and an urge to die so quick

Marked for death I stand with you sharing the crosshires

Step into the line of fire and see the outcome

Anger rage malice and woe form into a new breed of sadness

As the eyes of the ones you slayed look back

And with one voice and one mind and one heart they shout for joy

Try to take this life when so many lives departed now support

Walk for a day in the shadow realm of my life and see

When you fire the gun the bullet goes right back to the beginning

Now is the time when I will come against you with all I have

I'm letting it out the only way I know through violence and bloodshed

Born as a medaphore I place your head on the chopping block of my mind

So with that you learn of true pain and true remorse only it's too late

After all that wanting to kill me you ended up killing yourself

For I walk the path of the dead as I have passed away

Now get away get away rot away and never come back

Out of my mouth comes a tongue turned to sharpened blade

With every breath you die and with every word you are ended

Anger is my drive so if you want to throwdown you better be prepared

For what dwells within me is not of this world

Part angelic part demonic my righteous vengeance falls upon you

Perish into the nothing that you tried to make me become