Whisper Of The Ghost

Chasing memories like they are something to remember

All I see when I look at you are the tears that will fall later

Not today and not tomorrow but in the future

My heart breaks as your frail body goes to waste

From black to white I see you struggle to breath

Smoke over the eyes and yet you puff away

Stories coming through each time new never seeing the end

Only one day when the bright light shines will you come back to life

Now not alive just not dead for the night, you sleep where you stand

Coming back maybe for one last time I see the pain

One pain in you one pain in me one pain for us all

Robbing me of the good things I only see the bad

Only remembering the ghosts of you and me

The voices fade to whispers as you drift away

And for this I cannot blame you and I can't blame life

Sickness, I wait for its entrence into the room

Waltzing in like you are king of the world

Hating every moment that I'm not there

But when I see your flesh falling from the bone I must go

Thinking of you I smile but to witness destroies the soul

So old and gold with so much more to teach and know

Now stay awhile, please don't go please don't go

My Christmas Wish

Feeling feelings that I only once felt

When I walked in a dream for some length of time

It's Christmas time agian but will I get what I need?

It can't be put on any list, the yearnings of the heart

Such a pure thing could never be found

Touching hands and pressings close

How do you ask a Santa Clause for that?

Can you have prefection in a person delievered?

Will Christmas morning come with you at the door?

Should I awake from my visions of sugar plumbs,

To have you standing over me?

A Christmas angel wrapped up in gold

Mixed with the love from your eyes

This is my wish, not for this season but for everyday

That you would be the one to come and heal my pain

For now all I carry are ghosts of a Christmas past

When I was all alone in the glory with everyone around

I don't need a family that day, no gifts would be okay

The only thing I could wish for is you

To make my heart skip a beat, and on Christmas with that

So now I sit and watch the snow in my mind fall

Wondering if you are even real

Now as the New Year comes will I have my wish come true?

Another circle around the sun and I grow older and more broken

One more Valentines Day spent with no grames

Easter Day brings rebirth but once again it's spent alone

Fireworks on the 4th of July only make my pain worse

School again and love is in the air just not for me

Goblins come out on Halloween and my fears come to life

A turkey in the oven and I can't take another bite through the tears

And then just like that, in a flash Christmas is back

And once again I'm without you, I don't get my Christmas wish

Dump

Didn't know what to write so I just started to say things

Broke out of my shell and now I'm ready to fight

Calling you day and night and all you do is piss me off

All you motherfuckers gotta do is set me off

By your words and by your actions that always seem to hurt

Movements made to kill me, well I'm above that

You can't kill me I already died and now I'm back to haunt you

Do I have to say it slow so you can keep up?

Don't

Fuck

With

Me

Or

You

Will

Surely

Die

Just

Like

In

The

Days

Of

Old

When

Those

Who

Touched

The

Ark

Perished

So

Will

You

If

You

Keep

Your

Shit

Up

See was that easy enough for you?

Do you understand now that hate that I hold for you?

The end of my heartache comes when you waste away

Violence is in my blood and I puff out my chest when you die

My proudest moments are when you suffer

See it is true what they say pay back really is a bitch after all

So now you have it, I've just dumped all my shit on you

The same way that you did it to me

Without Honor You Burn

Nothing remains the same as they all waste away

Those who said I would never amount to anything

The ones who never helped when I asked

Men and women who made me feel like shit everytime I asked

Without honor they will perish into the nothingness of time

Without horor they will burn for their sins against me

Never caring or even looking back to see if I was alright

They walked on by and cast their own pain on me

So as this pain fills my body I know where it spawned from

The depths of hatred I find in myself that they so easily gave

With no respect for themselves they can't show their hearts

With no respect for others they will face a terriable doom

You with so much to offer, you never seem to give

Just keeping us all in the dark, why make us suffer?

So many out there that are just like me

I know of the hurt that is brought upon by those in power

With words that sting, these are what we make ourselves to be

The very things that we hate in others is what we become

Now in these last days only the strong survive

Those who can dwell off the hate and make it their own

And with this the generation of men without honor continues

All the ghosts of the past incarnate the flesh of today

In me is the drive of murderers and killers of every past

The hatred I hold is on a divine level not like any other

Now without honor I burn like the kings of old

Without honor we are all destined for death

Repress The Truth

Holding it all back the truth of our lives

Not telling of the harvest that is to come

Speak to me my page and stand close and near

Tell me of the peasant the one that I must kill

With the spear and with the sword

Why must I crush this weakling to become lord?

Out of the old must I come

To tell the world of how everything ain't worth a shit

Not worth a second chance, not a second look

Don't look back for a pillar of salt will be your fate

Destroying the very ones that once built me up

I will take back all I am when you dead on the floor

With you I am nothing but on my own I am all

The mighty one who makes the mountains bow low

Hidding the knowledge I hold from the light

Not wishing anyone to see what it is

Fucking around like this is your empty life

Well this is me you bastard, this is my life

I must fight for life, I must carry on

But this war is hell and that is where you're going

Stop keeping it to yourself that no one is worth anything

How many more ways must I say it,

That no man is worth anything at all

Yet we made kings when we had freedom

So now I must be king of kings to gain mine back

Now here is my truth for all to see

I am the warrior king and if you have to die

Then it will mean nothing to me

Doing everything I must to be free

I'll kill every last one if you if I really have to

Now give the world my eyes and teach them of the truth

That without me they are nothing

And with them I am the same

Fracture Of The Skull

Blown save blown game nothing to salvage

No lesson taught no lesson learned

My soul is crushed and my heart is gone

Stolen by life the thing I hate living

If I could I would work outside of life

Past the world and past imperfection

Away from wrong and always in right

For then without rules I would make them mine

But these are the dreams of a broken man

Who has fallen down and broken his head

My brain now melts as I inflect my pain on others

Breaking every part of them

Where do you think all this anger comes from?

From the likes of you that's who

So if I die before I wake

I'll be in my new life, and without you who I hate!

Ok?

Am I ok they ask

Am I going to be alright

Am I going to make it

Am I going to pull through

Am I ok they ask

Well the answer is No

Trying to tell meself I'm fine

Trying to say that I will live

Trying to see the light

Trying to figure it out

Trying to let it go

Well the same theme remains, it won't go

Me tell myself how to live?

What a joke I can't even laugh

There is nothing good in me

Nothing good in man

Not one thing that we can fall back to

Everything is a disaster
As there is no perfection

So as I am not perfect by any means

Then the whole world is garbage

Not worthy to be seen

Just like I am the same as them all

Defined by others that's how we know

Who we are where we go what we do

And no that does not make it ok

For I can't let anything go now

Raised the wrong why I want to define myself

Yet I cannot and never will

For the soul of mankind was made for others

So they could shape every part of our worthless lives

Beheaded

Graphic images fill the screen and thoughts fill the mind

Over and over we see the sword go through the skin

Broken flesh, burning bone, screaming, death!

What is the world coming to?

The work of my hand of hate displayed for all to see

View me and view the world on the path to damnation

A perfect nation of thugs known the world over

No one there to say I love you

No one there to lend a hand

No one there to speak a kind word

No one there to turn their back

The damned of this world at least are real

In your face with their ways it is truth

Dead before you hit the ground you know it was all in life

Just like everytime you laid your head down to sleep

There was a man in a black mask ready to chop it off

For we spend everyday, so blind to the facts

That there is no one good, not even one

No one is righteous, especially the so called holy ones

Calling blessings on themselves they are the curse of my soul

Take away the pain that I hold and you take away them all

Every single one who once said they loved me then ran away

With my heart, with my trust, with my friendship, with my life

So many times it happened and I fell for it every time

The terriost get it right evertime, we are the great Satan

This place we call our own is not ours at all

One of the darkness holds the keys to your fate

And when you realize this you will then stand with me

Away from it all, away from the lies, away from the world

On my own is better then dying alone with all eyes to see

Caught in the sandstorm panic takes control

Disturbing messages are now shown to let children know

That no one can live forever, except those with hate

Hatred last all life times and curses extend into deeper generations

Why you came to me I don't know

But I thank you for helping me learn of true power

The perfect energy from the hand of malice I made my own

Destruction is on my breath as I slay you with my tongue

Asking for help and did I ever get some?

The answer is no like it always was, like it always had been

So will I be the hand of evil that stricks you down?

Wait and find out and watch as the heads of the world now roll

Bury Your Dead-The Color Of Money Lyrics

I see you're weak. Did you see that we were strong? We all make mistakes in life. You made your choice, at the same time you made mine. You found a man that you'd give for, and what you gave would mean my everything. You'd come around in the long run. I can see now how we all lost hope 'cause we would spend everyday thinking about you. We'd grow strong without you. We had each other. That's all we needed. Life wasn't easy but it could be beat. A constant battle, mine for the taking, with them beside me, and that's all I'd need. The years without you were far from easy. We'd have our visits but only in my dreams. I might sleep smiling though I was cold. We had a fire that's not what makes a home. Forget the past. Let's forget the struggle. We have you back and that's all I need to know. You need us now and we all forgive you. I see you're weak. Did you see we're strong? Are you proud that we turned out so strong? Forget the past. We have you back. You need us now and we all forgive you. I see you're weak. Did you see we're strong? Are you proud that we turned out so strong?

Is The Inside Right?

How do you tell yourself that it's gonna be alright?
Definition comes by others and can only be defined by them
Does one man know the whole extent of his heart
Or does one need to tell him so he knows what's what
Call me down or lift me up it's all in the hands of others
Those I trust, and those who hold the truth
Respected above the heavens they are the gods of my thoughts
There is no way I can uplift myself
How can I when I always must look down on myself
Always falling short means never reaching perfection
Grabbing for something out of the air

And always hitting my head on the ground

Taught from the beginning that perfection is what I need

Finding it so offten that when I don't I must die

That I am not good enough for me means I'm not good for you

For anyone, for anything, for all time

How can the inside be right when all I see is wrong?

Do we really unlearn the things we know are fact?

Someone help me to see the truth

Help me to learn who I really am

Norma Jean-Face:Face Lyrics

Leech with two daughters. "Give give they cry."
Her name is, she is a liar.
I refuse to be hers.
A kiss from her is one of the grave.
Bullets by her mouthfull an enemy at the six.
She Simply will not die.

Lifes Epidemic

Tongues of vipers make the venom we drink

Over the table we fall with a thud

Drunk on our lust for one another

Hate and misery mark the way

On the road we must travel to get home

So as I spit you out of my mouth

You cut me with your teeth

Across the throat I choke to stay alive

To keep afloat I see you as a heretic

Testing the tide drowning will soon commence

The count down to eternity has started

As one sickness overtakes another

And the world sheds the blood that I waited to see

Forever and day later it came and my joy sprang up

For the pain I lived with everyday has now passed

Into your heart and into your mind it sits

So now you rot like me of the days of old

The epidemic I was made to sleep with

Causing me to bleed without end

It is now yours forever and for all time

My desires have become reality

As you die in my arms I drop you into the grave

Yet I am not the one that pumped in the poison

Just the one who transfered the needle into deaths hands

So with my scars I remember when I was dead too

And looking into your eyes I see parts of me

The things that I hated and despised with all my heart

Now they are yours and the epidemic goes on

Robot With A Heart

Metal frames joined by rusted bolts

Going through the motions for all time

Sulfur tears fall out of slits for eyes

Control was always there and now is gone

The master falls away and we are left alone

Where does one like me go?

One of a kind, a cheap trick of a man

So different and out of place

How can a heart beat in a crafeted chest?

Walking with a thunk, how can I live?

Am I alive of just breathing?

Will I see the day of revolution when I will be free?

The only robot whose mind you can't erase

It is a curse I must live with

To understand what it's like to truly live

I melt down to a puddle of molten fire

Broken parts now lay on the floor

But in the midst of it all there is something alive

A bleeding heart pouring out my soul

Rush

Beyond reason beyond the sea the sun sets on all these dreams

Waking up with you on me what was I thinking

The taste of your spit in my mouth I can't wash it out

Just a crazed mind mixing with the heat of the moment

In times like these are when the guns come out and the bullets fly

Day turns to night inside my eyes and my thoughts turn black

Killing and murder, the blood now rests on my hands forever

So much pain and so much hurt it is what I must dish out

To get if off my back and to put you in your proper place

Rushing and moving never stoping to take a breath

The stress has overcome and now I fall like before

What happened in the yester-years reminds me not to go again

Yet here I am with the same old problems

With the same old disease that ate me away all the times before

No more disrespecting who I am it is time that I judge you

The righteous aren't really anything at all

And it will be the sinners with knives in hand that do the talking

Faster and faster the pace qucikens and our hearts explode

Over and over the time keeps on ticking down

And life drifts away with the speed of undying light

What is it all worth when it is all over

When the sun goes down for good and it is all said and done

Can you say that you did something for yourself in this life

With a sudden rush of blood to the head your mind wakes up

So quick now you realize that it was all a fraud, just a lie

They pushed and forced and caused you to cry

Over nothing, over a bunch of something that never mattered

All these small things don't amount to anything

So why is it that the issue never dies

In the end we will all fall down with just our skin and bones

There will be nothing of importence left

It will all have been rushed away by the falling sand of life

Soft

A trick of the title this is just another hard attack

One heart attack follows another with me

Shocking you into submission you will bow

Hard faces cover the bleeding heart the beats within

Pouring blood my skin begins to bubble

What was white turns red and then black with age

Again and again the wounds reopen to invite infection in

Translation of a time when I was pure and now I'm broken

The soft interior has turned to stone

As the victims mind comes forward and erases the rest

All I know how to be is tough

I don't know how to love anymore

I don't know how to feel anymore

What you see on the outside is what you get

There is no hiding the fact that I'm in pain anymore

Straight to your face I'll let you know

I'll let you in on how much I hate you and why it is I cry

But these tears you see aren't out of sorrow

They fall out of anguish

For I cannot shake this evil man that dwells inside

A crazed dwarf of me who becomes a giant when mad

And I am always mad, a product of constent rage

My soft hands now turn to razors as I skin you alive

The tongues of my enemies become mine

As I devour those who curse me whole

You wish that I was the gentle little boy like before

Now he goes to bed haggard by the world

And the father of this boy must take revenge

Only knowing brut strength all will soon suffer

Hurting an innocent child this is cause for death

The infant I created will not be touched by you

Now watch as the warm turns to cold and your blood to ice

Wonder how it is I can take off you head with my eyes

As you fall apart I repay the boy for the wrongs against him

So now is the time when you will pay up

And the tears of blood that drop to earth stop

For I make every wrong right, by my anger and by your pain

What If It Was Always Winter And Never Christmas?

Running in circles following the lines of Judas

I fall down and get up to fall again

Night comes and the sun bows down

Darkness swarms and nothingness rises to power

Blank stares force me to look back

Thinking that something is always the matter

I go on and on never gaining anything new

The promises of old won't ever be made true

As the snow falls on us forever

This eternal winter sucks the life out of everyone

Yet no one notices how cold the world really is

For not one has seen the other side and known

Feeling for the first time love and warmth

It hurts so bad when you have to be sent back

Back to the world that you were born to hate

The nothingness continues and we all are lost

Though I am the only one that knows

I am the only one that can see

Being set apart means not fitting in

Yearning for the eyes of the same'ol breed

Can't I see the things as they are faked to be?

Recieving all the hardships

Gaining only woe and loss

Having the eyes to see and the ears to hear

Means that you will see man suffer and hear their screams

The dead walk alongside the living

As the cold wind blows on

To chill the bone of both the mortal and doomed

Street Man Blue

On the outside I look as man who lived 100 life times

But on the inside I look like a dying boy with unending cancer

Growing in me is a tumor all caused by you

Just another motherfucker like everyone else

Thinking you're so perfect, if so then I'm heavenly

Just a street man, blue in the face from holding your breath

Trying to make it so your lungs give out and you pass away

I've had mothers die in my arms and watched their children run

Going into a world that only a crazed mind knows how to make

I've seen the worst of the world and none of the best

So when I look at you, I see with you with the eyes of a ghost

Left right left we march along and soon you will see

The bodies are buried in a place that no man can go

But I've been there too many times and I return as them

Broken and mutilated dirt covers the pain for a while

Just waiting to die I pull the vail over my head and pray

Oh precious one make it so I don't wake up in the morning

Mother Mary won't be waiting for a street rat like me

Who would care for a person that has already expired?

To see how the children gaze at me

Seeing that I am some how like them yet so far to reach

There is no coming back for someone left out for so long

Each time I look to see, I only find darkness

Over and over again it is the only thing coming my way

No direction no understand why am I like this

A poor old man lives inside and destroies the inner child of beauty

Stealing his soul, rapping his mind, there is no returning

As one bird calls to the other this is how he finds me

The small one who is what I'm supposed to be

Yet he turns into street man blue and I do to

Just a disgrace, how I am ignored

Well you fucked with the wrong man and now you will pay

The body that was buried before will now become yours

The Voice Of Inner Insanity

Turn the mic over let me get a touch
Let the external fade as the internal takes the stage
All will hear of my wounds and the reasons I fall
Broken bodies pile up before me
And I see myself in everyone of them
This is my voice, the voiceless one
The child you shunned and threw out
Going crazy by every emotion all but happiness
Now is the time to go through the motions of life
To show this hell of a world what life really is

Sadness that knows no end has its hand on me

Crying day and night without cease

I will not stop for I cannot

The hurt is too much, the pain too real

Wounds don't dry up and fall away

They keep on bleeding, pushing out more puss

Sickly I crawl on never being seen at all

For me there is no good Samaritan, no one at all

Walking by like the wind you don't even stop to check

And I grow weaker in my sorrow, and I pass into the abyss

The promise of truth has passed away for good
There are no goodbyes to hatred they all return
Fighting for my life the anger won't let go
To cover all my scars the rage I must put on
A killer instinct takes over and gains controle
Once a small boy he is now a heartless killer
Bleeding through the sheets is his heart of gold
Please come and relieve me of the horror I carry
My infection of anguish grows and grows
So the sickness becomes greater and overtakes all in me

The tongue of a child has been sliced

No more speech no more hope no more will

To survive is to die and I must die everyday

You held me back for far to long and I never learned how to walk

I've been dead for far too long now what must I do?

You made me depend on you and I no longer can

Look what you did to me, you created a monster

Destroying a mere boy with no remorse

What is wrong with you, give back my voice

Let me have my heart and soul so I can live once more

Insanity takes its toll
No one comes they all just go
Alone for good, should I become used to it?
Should I hold out hope of a better time and place?
To live a child's dreams through a dead mans eyes
The voice is harder to see now with a worldly mind
What is real I sure don't know
For imagination is a child's game I no longer play
Growing up too fast the boy can't catch up
The inner side is soon to die if no one will ever come

Running in circles the agony takes hold

Anger and woe mixed in a posion I am forced to take in

The days of old and those of new blend into one

Not knowing day from night my eyes turn grey

Fire is all I know along with the cold gaze of evil things

They always told me I was nothing

So this I have become

Sitting as nothing I try to stand on dusty legs

Falling apart I am now being burnt alive

Not by forces but by the child inside

Rain

Caught in the showers small all your life

Then suddenly you're so large

There used to be a time when children went off to war

Never to come home

Only returning were the ghosts of hate

With blood dripping down their necks like the winter rain

Half man half dead half sick half lost to the enemies

All that they remember is all the hardtimes from before

Bullets ring out and make a song of their own

Boom bang you're dead try to come back again

The clouds turn black and the sky to ash

As the winds pick up the thoughts come back

Standing in a jungle, a swamp, a dessert, a mountain

Praying that you would make it back

Now wondering why you even thought that

Killing one after the other what's the worth of it all

Money, cars, things the civil man thinks he needs

It's all worth nothing now that I've tasted death

Battles play out in my ears as I relive the screams of dying men

Hell came out of the ground on those days

And we stared into the eyes of going under til the end of time

Shot outside and now grown men begin to cry out

Some wounds just won't heal and you can never leave the battlefield

Holding my tongue as so I can never go back

Never speaking of the things that I've seen

I don't want you to see the things that I once did

One life went in and another come out

After they shaved my head and I strapped my boots on

The warrior in me came out and the boy in me went to sleep

Now as I lay here in a nightmare of a dream

I think back to how the rain came down full of misery

How it washed away the blood and gore

And placed them in here, right inside my mind

Boy

Just a boy, just a small little boy
Locked in my head, sad and unknown
Invisible to all eyes except my inner pair
The boy who just wanted to be loved
A boy who only wanted to be special
Someone come hold this poor small boy
Before he melts away

Marching in the snow goes the cold boy
Frozen tears now stuck to his cheeks
Alone and by himself no friend in sight
Nobody comes around the pain builds up
Even the voice in his head speaks hate
Someone come help this poor small boy
Before he falls away

Little boys grow up but not this boy
So small he was never fed the loved he needed
Too late now the child will sleep forever
Inside the darkness he can't come to play
Yearning to smile once, to be really free
Someone come protect this poor small boy
Before his light fads away

Come come see the broken down boy
Laying on the floor, dirt and yuck pile over
Anger took controle when no one would
Lost to time the boy has been lost for some time
And no one sees that this little boy is me
Someone come save this poor small boy
Before he goes away

A Dream I Dream

A dream that I wish to dream
So perfect and soft we won't crumble
With you here with me there is no falling away
It is all just a dream I want to see
A place I wish to be
The song I have to sing
You are all these things yet so far out of reach
So for now I dream of you
Come and make my dreams come true

You will last forever in my heart and mind
A love that knows no end
My greatest treasure, my closest friend
Everything and more that is all I can say
The best dream I ever had
Hasn't even come in the form I wish to see
Like dust in the wind it drifts from me
One star amongst an eternity of shooting dreams
You stand out as the most heavenly

The container I pour my heart into
You are able to hold my being so very true
With a soft hand and endless eyes
A warmth now takes me as you come near
How can I give thanks for the rest of my life
Saying I love you will never be enough
Most precious jewel of all time
Let me hold you close so the world will complain
Be a dream I dream every day and night

One More Time

Back one more time it's time to let this out

You've been in my fucking mind for far too long

Thinking over again how to destroy you it has come

The plot, the purpose, the way, the time is now

Motherfucker just give me a minute alone with you

I will rip your fucking heart out like you did to mine

Blood for blood and flesh for flesh

You murdered my soul and now I will murder yours

The reasons behind so much of what I am are from you

The reason I cry, the reason I die, the reason I hate

It's all due to fucking you and I fucking hate you for it

Once more I have to use this poison tongue of mine

It must be unleashed to bring you down

The death of an innocent victim is what you did to me

I was just a small boy with love in his heart

Then you killed all that I was and I will have my revenge

No you are not unique, you are only a ruthless whore

No you don't fit in, so you kill everyone who can and does

Just a witch with the intent to smother me in my sleep

And because of that I hide a gun underneath my sheets

Breaking you over and over again in my heart

I see the scene play out inside my darkened mind

Bitch stop with the games, pretending it's all ok

It has never been ok since the day I begin to hate you

So here I come to kill you fucker, I am going to end you for good

The Dogs Of War

FUCK! Motherfucker can't you see me fighting?

Coming at me thinking that I'm not important

What the fuck is your problem, am I not good enough?

Well fuck you queer I am more man then you'll ever be

Now watch as I ravage your mother and sisters

With a knife with a club with a gun with my teeth

Bitch please you must have a mental disease

Torture is in store and I won't just let it go

The dogs of war have to come to end you all

Everyone who fucking hurt me, everyone that laughed

All that left me alone bleeding, all who couldn't care less

When I was always there for you fuckers you left me to die

Well you fucking bastards I'm back to kill you

I AM HERE TO BEAT YOU TO SLAY YOU TO CUT YOU UP!

I AM HERE TO END TO YOU RAPE YOU TO DESTROY YOU ALL!

THIS IS YOUR BITTER FAREWELL NOW I'LL LIGHT THE TORCH!

THROWING FLAMES OVER YOUR BODIES FUCKING CRY OUT TO ME!

MAKE ME INTO YOUR MASTER AS I WIP YOU INTO OBEDIENCE!

REACH DOWN WITHIN YOURSELF AND SEE THAT THERE IS NOTHING!
I TOOK YOUR FUCKING SOULS AND NOW YOU'RE FUCKING MINE!

I OWN YOU I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BEAT YOU IF I PLEASE!
NOW FUCKING CRY OUT TO ME AS I UNLEASH MY WAR ON THEE!

MY WAR AGAINST YOU AND ALL YOUR KIND!
MUST I KEEP UP THIS FUCKING TONE, THIS RAISED VOICE!?

JUST FUCKING CRY OUT AND I MIGHT LET YOU LIVE!

I AM THE WOLF IN YOUR DREAMS TEARING YOU TO BITS!
FUCKING EATING AWAY AT YOU LIKE YOU ATE AWAY AT ME!

NOW YOU WILL KNOW MY PAIN, YOU WILL KNOW MY HURT!

AFTER ALL THE TIMES YOU WALKED ON BY YOU WILL PAY!
AFTER ALL THE TIMES YOU DIDN'T LOOK MY WAY!

AFTER ALL THE NIGHTS YOU MADE ME CRY LIKE A BITCH!

NOW I WILL HAVE MY VENGEANCE, MY SWEET REVENGE!
I WILL HAVE MY FUCKING WAR AND YOU WON'T SURVIVE!

DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!

Picking Up The Pieces

Locked in the room, door made of light yet I am blind

I can't get out, you can't get in, we are made to suffer

Both become one as one brother needs to be with the other

Two parts of the same whole, parted by eternal seperation

Light side and dark side must be one before the door can open

But I am two people forever one that hates and one that loves

In me they each try to break free but won't leave together

Causing anguish and a breaking of my heart over again

And then the thoughts return from a former life

I wish I was in a dirt bed wearing wooden pajamas

Nail the coffin shut and make sure no light enters

I must go back to the dark and it starts now, it starts today

Connected by the pain we make the trek through the heat

Clouded with everything that locks our lungs

We fight to breath but I am about ready to give up

Laying down to die, is it the only thing left in me?

This pain, this torture, the horror, the terror

It's all in my mind, it's all in my flesh, it beats in my heart

My soul has forgotten how to fly as I am shackled to the loss

Forgiveness is out of reach and I am reborn into the black

Ash grey gates go up in flames as soon as I walk in

There is no going back there is only falling foward

Walking down the night path I slip into the silence

And when the screams begin to pour out all the monsters awake

No power no voice no hope no rest

I am the thin man shivering in the cold

This life I live I hate and it does not go away

After all my wishes and all my prayers, not even chance banishes the slain

The flame of anger now burns me alive

I cannot control the heat of the sword in my heart

It will not release itself and fly from my mouth

Will it take a killing to get out everything that I hold?

Or will it only make me worse then I am, falling faster toward the deep unknown

These scars don't fade with time as my spirit grows faint

Trying to pick up the broken parts of my life I come apart

Over and over again I can never find meaning to this life

Where is my justice, where is my truth, will I ever be free?

As my innards toss within me I scream out and no one knows my cries

I am of the dying race, never to be seen again