Getting Inside My Own Head

Breaking the lock and run on in

Here is the time when the fun begins

Walking into a fortress where no one lives

All these walls built up with something to product

A diamond in the rough but it makes no sense

Is it truth or is it who I really am?

Can you be something that isn't even really real?

Holding all these lines in your head

And then erasing them like they were never even there

How is it that I live doing the difficult things

Doing what I don't want and not doing what I need

Yet in the end it all works out and I feel good

Working towards rewards in both ways

One instant and one in the missing future

Trying to say I love you in everyway I know how

Failing each time to really grap hold of the meaning

The truth behind the tears I cry and the words I speak

Angered to the point of no return

And somehow I end up standing outside your very door

Unlatch the bar that keeps emotion shut

Is it really something important or is it based on something else?

So many question go forth and they have no answers

For the float in the air forever never to be really heard

I do what I can to fit inside of my own head

Oversized and yet too small to figure the simple things out

So lets take a break and look at what we've discovered

We are both sinners but does all that really matter?

Does it make who we are or does that belong in another catagory?

Try now and understand that what I do say is true

But a lot of what we do must go away and change for good

Lets break down the walls of our hearts together

And truely truely be as one