I Need You Like I Need A Hole In The Head

Broken down everytime I remember back

Back to the times when I was lost

When I lived a life that just wouldn't get lost

Everyday was a nightmare

And every night was when the dead came to me

Causing me to forget who I was

I could only dwell on what was before me

Blood and fire thrown into an unending pit

Falling forever I could not be stopped

And with your fucking memories

I could not stop vomiting your picture from my head

Your touch drove me to the grave and back

For in my torment even death could not hold me back

There was nothing to stop me

Ending myself in a new way was all that was left

And even now as the pain has passed

You passing from me will never go away

So when I lay in sleepless rest

I wonder how it is you can break the promise of the dead

For I did this with the help of your worthless hand

Only adding to the weight I carried from times gone past

I thought you were different but I guess I was wrong

Just the same old bitch in a different flesh

How do I survive in a world where everyone is the same?

Fucking me over time and time again

You're not even here anymore and yet I still see you

In my dreams you come back and strike me dead

But not this time, for this day I hold the keys

The weapons of mass destruction are in my hands now

Killing you with the sword of my tonuge

And by the hammers of my fist

Crushing you where you stand

Though your blood covers me now you still remain

So I wish to rip out my fucking mind

Erasing you forever and never taking you back

Never wishing for a moment to do it again

You ruined me and you weren't the first one

Now as I write out my hatred it goes out to many

All those who thought they could control me

A place that no one but I can go now

Looking back over the past I see I can never go back

And for this I am glad for if I could no one would make it out alive

Killing you all off one by one or all at once

Scream for me now you cowards

Once the job is done you don't stick around to watch me die

Motherfuckers you are all the same

The same breed of witchery locked behind different faces

Crying for it all to end no one came to my rescure

Yet I was always there for you

But now the tide has turned and I have all the power

The power to kill or the power to heal

And a pride I have never felt for the life of me

You are gone and my heart can be somewhat at rest

Though you remain I will now molest you in my mind

Ravaging you over and over and over again

I am the slain one who came back from the dead for revenge

Looking through the staring glass of hell

Your blood will be on my eternal hands never to be cleaned

Never will I wash it away

As I stare at it forever, licking it and remembering when

When I cut off your fucking head and pulled you limb from limb

The weapons you used against me I now use on you

Fucking bitch, this is your last fucking day

I needed you like I needed a hole in the head

Never gaining a fucking thing from any of you

So many of you have come

Who has sent you to destroy me?

Give me a name and give me the reason why

So I can cut out the tongue of your master

In order that I may be the one to rule my own universe

Spoken word is now the dominent law of all

As I am in control of all concerning my life

Now go and never come back you fucking maggots of death

Never again will I open myself to the likes of you

I will never be the subject of posession that I was to you

To anyone, for anyone, by anyone

Just fucking die and let me live in peace

Killing you one more time now will this do the trick?

Finally rot away you piece of shit

Don't even think about trying to start your crap with me

Last line now last verse and with that I say,

Fuck you!