Drug Of Choice

XXX till the day I die

Maked for pain so I am burried alive

Tilt my head back and pour the bottle in

Killers in capsule form taken by hearts desire

I pick up the ax, I pick up the blade

Remove the blinders or get out of the way

Cutting the lifelines that hold the world down

I snap like a rope around your neck

Evil days turn from grey to red then back to black

As I lay down and prepare to die

Ending so many I am now the shadow of death

So when the old see me approach they whisper

One last forgive me before I enter everlasting sleep

Hostility towards my fellow man

I am the explosion behind the bullet of truth

Firing into the night sky

Wrath falls on so many and all are never innocent

Just and true my anger now falls down on you

Addiction has its hand on me as I follow its lead

Anger calls my name and I subcome to the need

The need for its peace and the need to release

With so much energy the peace portals are blocked

Only the negative remain after the war of the soul

My drug of choice it helps take the memory away

Giving you a touch of what I am maybe you will remember

Maybe you will see what it's like a day in my shoes

I will torture you I will burn you I will murder you

All with words formed and crafted in the fire

On the mountain of doom these words were first uttered

In an unknown tongue the sinners fall away for good

By the choice I make the world spins into decay

The resolution to the problem will never be seen

As I am the one who holds the locks and the keys

With the path to freedom forever blocked

I keep on sucking down the anger and letting it back out