Sinking Hearts And Loose Lips

All night long I sleep with my eyes open

Dreaming that you'll come back to my arms

Inside I feel my stomach drop to my feet

Sweat pours through as I know you won't return

Who am I to blame, if not you is it me?

Guilty I take the stand but innocent I am found

If I did nothing why did you leave?

And if I'm wrong I'm sorry now please come home

Soft skin and lips pressed to mine

Dark hair and a perfect body fall in place

Gosh I miss those days I held you near

Tears form as I think of you away from our love

You say you'll always love me but I'll never forget

How you just walking away broke my heart for good

So how am I to soldier on as I lay here defeated?

Will there be one out there to beat you in all you are, never

Alone for good or at least that's what I think

How do you stop a thought before it comes together?

Standing in the place that I used to meet you

I think back and once again I grow cold

A different coolness then when I first laid eyes on

And there aint a day that they don't eat me awit

Your beauty, your smile, your whole being

But now all I have are those memories

You still make me soft and you make my mind boil

And at the thought of you with another I go under

The death and life of me how can this be?

Aren't you just a person like everyone else?

No you can't be you have to be better for you made into a wonder

Make all my secrets go out from your head

Then forget me forever as I don't want you to cry one more time

Over something like me, it's something you don't need

One more glance and one more chance

As for me I have nothing, only my fears

The statue of your pressence standing before me

Keeping the light of the sun away from my eyes

Letting the tears fall like rain from a cloud

You made a believer out of me, this old rusted man

Now this is the time when goodbye is for good

So drift away, drift away, disappear from me forever