Looking Deeper

Hold me down now nothing remains

Building bridges the towers fall this day

Who are you the answer to my questions?

What does it mean to have a direction?

Underneath the shadow is this heaven of mine

Dark and without others I am all alone

For beings that wish to dwell with others

I am the one who only wants one or none at all

Can two become one so easily?

Bond together until the end of time

Locked in a place that you prayed would be love

How can I see you when you run away?

Who are you my sunshine raindrop clowed?

Wet from what's been left over after the day

Soaked to the bone for what I know I hate

The things I see and the things I gain

All come back to haunt me when the light goes away

Dreaming that I'll wake up in a better dream

This has all got to be a dream it just has to be

Not knowing what to say thess words form on my soul

Speaking them out I don't even see what they mean

One line follows another and the theme of my mind is pain

Now you see it now you don't

Isn't that how life is so much of the time?

Here one second and then you're without

Must I take myself away before I can deal with you?

A thought goes before a person every time

And a man of pride falls so quickly to hell

Turn the key and watch as the world fleds away

How is it that I can never take you away from me?

That you are stuck to my hip I must denounce your name

Over and over I throw you away and yet you live

The blame is yours before it's mine

So stuff the worry I carry down into your empth stomach

Death comes before dishonor

And I will never dishonor myself

After the life I once lived I will not go back to that

Selfish it may be but I don't really care

Hunt down the man I once knew

And hang him for the world to see

I cry these tears that are full of fear

The water recedes and black marks remain

Blood forms in the cracks and I melt to dust

Nothing from the start how did ciaos become order?

We must overcome this battle together

But your name I am left without

Only a figure with the other piece of my heart

So lost without you but you remain a mystery

As I look deeper and see my real life