Soft

A trick of the title this is just another hard attack

One heart attack follows another with me

Shocking you into submission you will bow

Hard faces cover the bleeding heart the beats within

Pouring blood my skin begins to bubble

What was white turns red and then black with age

Again and again the wounds reopen to invite infection in

Translation of a time when I was pure and now I'm broken

The soft interior has turned to stone

As the victims mind comes forward and erases the rest

All I know how to be is tough

I don't know how to love anymore

I don't know how to feel anymore

What you see on the outside is what you get

There is no hiding the fact that I'm in pain anymore

Straight to your face I'll let you know

I'll let you in on how much I hate you and why it is I cry

But these tears you see aren't out of sorrow

They fall out of anguish

For I cannot shake this evil man that dwells inside

A crazed dwarf of me who becomes a giant when mad

And I am always mad, a product of constent rage

My soft hands now turn to razors as I skin you alive

The tongues of my enemies become mine

As I devour those who curse me whole

You wish that I was the gentle little boy like before

Now he goes to bed haggard by the world

And the father of this boy must take revenge

Only knowing brut strength all will soon suffer

Hurting an innocent child this is cause for death

The infant I created will not be touched by you

Now watch as the warm turns to cold and your blood to ice

Wonder how it is I can take off you head with my eyes

As you fall apart I repay the boy for the wrongs against him

So now is the time when you will pay up

And the tears of blood that drop to earth stop

For I make every wrong right, by my anger and by your pain