Death Wish Come True

For so long I stood in the dark with a knife to my neck

Waiting to squeeze the drigger on my life I had given up

I sat alone as a sad little boy in my dark room for long enough

Never knowing what the voices wanted I was never good to start with

Hatred grew to sadness and sadness into a hole

A hole I fell in and never could climb out myself because I didn't care

So many came with emtpy words that I love you became a lie

I knew that they were all against me and that I was alone

And as my chest rose up for one final breath the sun came out

A miracle came out from behind the cloud that hoverd over my life

Darkness turned to light and I began to see the joy in life

Now I still walk with the remnant of this life on me

But unlike before I have the tools to run what I once thought was lost

So my death wish came true as the old me is now dead and buried

Now all that's left is for the drive to be shown behind this new life

Read about it in Let It Out and you might understand the verse above