Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Tough Act To Follow

Time to drop a prophecy like bombs on my enemies
One mean dog against a more then equal adversary
Top of the ladder you're gonna fall, hit, splatter
Grab your weapons and battle on your knees
The only way to win is if you pray to God that you'll make it
Bloodshed and violence begin to fill these streets
Hold tight to that bassball bat because tonight, out come the goollies
How do you change sight when you can't pull your eyes out?
Random acts of heartache spew onto the floor
Spill the beans and push the botton and watch what happens
Pull that trigger and watch as mischeif reaches its peak
Nobody knows hatred like I know hatred
And no one knows like rage like I know rage
You people don't realize the power you hold in your hands
Nothing about this has to be pure or good
Who said that because I live free I'll let the rest go?
Harboring for the first time in my chest true forgiveness
Rememeber back in the day when I told you the story,
Of when I was a small boy battling demons all night long?
Yet today when I see you struggling and I offer an answer
You call me a begot and let me know I don't understand
Sour tastes fill my mouth as I hold back vengence
Pressing hard agasint the handle of that gun behind my stone cold corpse
Rest in peace sucka as I blast you into oblivion
But maybe, just maybe I could just smile and take the walk back
Holding it all in and storing it up to use on another day
It's a tough act buddy, trying to follow a guy who holds your fate in his hands
You want the power and the respect
Laughing at the bitch because I know that I need neither
For I'm the one who keeps your life and you don't even know it

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Leave None Behind

I have waited in the water many nights
Crashing waves fall on my head
But I have made a pact
That I will not die alone
Falling down on my knees
Unable to breath
My life is nothing as hands come to me
Sacrifice all that is within thee
Leave none to suffer
Leave none to wither
Leave none behind
Just like I was before the glory came
Captain take me aboard
So I may dry by your fire
Don't leave me to drown in black iniquity
Terror shows on my face
Please take a moment to ask yourself
'Could you save someone without the potential for innosence?'
Failing all I knew, give me the chance
And that if you need a favor, I will give it freely
Demons lurk and angels sing
My life comes full circle
Reaching the maximum potential
Death from life and dead in life
O my sweet captain don't leave me to this sea
A water swarms beneath me so dark
That the light from all ages past can't illuminate
Friend take hold of what ability I have left
I promise a life that is worthy
For I will survive to bring you help
But pull me out quick before it's too late
Leave none to suffer
Leave none to wither
Leave none behind
Just like I was before the glory came
So even as beelzeebub comes to take me
I have already lived my life
Even if it was without breathing

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Broken And Put Together, I Am The Master

How many times do I have to walk away
Beautification that always falls to misery
You are nothing without me
For I am the stone that holds it all together
But at the same time
I am the capestone the builders rejected
Thrown into the fire with the rest of the branches
That bore no fruit under your evil name
Taste the tears as they fall amongst the dead
Ripped to pieces and not looking back
The past is behind so don't turn away
Suffering causes you to grieve but don't grieve in this
Rejoice in the fact that everything you have is mine
For I built it for you out of the ashes of my pain
All knowledge is mine, all knowing is mine
Your eyes decieve you, the time has now come
When I will be lifted up on high to the highest heights
Abolishing all that you carried as your own
I am the one that makes you move
I am the one who makes the daylight die
Turning everything to darkness
My wounds are opened wide for all to see
Gaze in at my broken heart and feel the blood
Simple acts of kindness lead to a quick demise
As this world will always take advantage of a willing martyr
Shackle my ankles and follow me down to the depths
Hell awaits with the arms of sorrow wide open
Waiting for the embrace that brings a slow death
The slain walk with heads held so high
They don't see what awaits them on the other side
Yet I have been there and gone into the fire
Saddness of another type sleeps there for etenity
Taking down all the inhabitants to suffocate in flames
This body of mine has been cast in the unforgiving fire
My spirit has come from the battle of angels and devils
Born to set so many free, heed my voice as I call
I know what waits to take your soul
Follow me if you want to live
I am the voice of one calling in the wilderness
Come to me and you will be set free
Live a life that no one can reach
The way I bring can save you from yourself
Tonights the night, make way the path of whole restoration
Breath deep my child, hope comes on doves wings
Let the anger take control and pull on through
Redemption awaits you on the other side of the tunnel
Take the hand of the master and be made free, forever

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Moderate This Anger; Fake False Failed

My fears return in the cloak of your demise
I see how you fall so easily to your old ways
Over and over again the words come true
Seeing that I am right so many times over
Motherfucker why can't you just answer me!
I feel that you still hate me and the trick to it all,
Was that you never loved me in the first place
And you hatred consumes me
Breaking me over the back of disobedience
But I was right I was right I was right!
Still everything remains the same
After all these years it never changes
Everything that you say is a lie
So now I catch myself saying 'I wish you would die'
The most truth you will know this day
Is when I stand over you grave with a heart full of loss
You will know then on that judgement day
That you were always wrong, even from the beginning
This pain I hold tells me I am still alive
Pinching, bitting, scratching, gnawing
You fucks are the reason why I'm so fucked up!
But I must make my own life now
And this anger of mine will never die
Holding true until the day I rest in the deaths arms
Fake and false from the start, you failed at making me your son
Sting me with you bullshit and you will know the backlash
I know the end you both will face
Death by the blade of hatred, falling from my hand
You will get what you deserve!
The Furry of my hand!

Hope Returns

Wishy washy emotions turned to back stabbing embraces
Crawling on the floor trying to find this thing called air
No life survives in the fire and even less in the water after
Puddles of blood remain when all has dried to resemble dead bodies
Hope returns when a kiss comes from the sky
Dropping down to heal the wounds that have been placed over time
Giving in to so many of their lies and believing them all
Once upon a time ago I was so alone and afraid
But you came to me in a whirl wind of anxious furry
Like the best day of your life lived so many times in my head
I remember the night when I slept with a smile on my face
And the beast was put to rest with the little boy in his arms
The warrior lays down his sword and the invisible man turns black
Finally able to see him in the light of this new found world
Love has come where evil once held ground
Keeping the child in my heart and bringing out the man I am
Everything within me is at peace now that you are here
And when you came for the very first time
Hope returned to the place it never lived

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Don't Make A Mockery Of Me

I will not be kept down
I will not be shattered by the likes of you
You think that this is gonna stop me
You think you can hold me down in madness
I am above you
I am the complete one
Bring me your soul motherfucker
I will never die
The beast who covers the lands of the lost in blood
I am he without remorse
The creater of rage
I am the handmaid of hatred
Devour the cause I am the effect
You will never mock me
Bastards, you will never mock me!
You think this failure has ended me?
I cannot be stopped now motherfuckers!
The fire burns white hot now
Fuck off and die you whores
Rip open your assholes and shove in the defeat
I will be your rappist who comes in the night
Sodomizing you with this rusty knife
Abuse is coming and you won't even know it
Let me roll in the blood of you my victim
I own you motherfucker!
And I will not let you spoil under the sun
I will keep you fresh in order that your torture will be new
Each and every day, it will be brand new
Your death comes slow and harsh
And today is the day
In the iron jaws of angels you will decay
I plunge the sickle into your heart and pull it out
Your end is just beginning now bleed for me
I will not be made a fool
I will not be stricken with your oder of filth
Do not mock me little fucker
As I am now here to kill you
Watch now as you see, you are already dead

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Unearth The Beast

Ride in on the broken wings of the dead
Dress them in the black of lost nights of killing fields
Long ago it was burried
And now it's back for more
To settle a score that is cast in hate
The flames of eternity have built this doom
I wish to watch you die and nothing more
As revenge has comes from under the sky
Blown to bits and washed away with red sand
Put the leech back over your eyes
Decieved from the beginning you are nothing
Come together you lost breed of dreed
Take heed under the branch of the tree of life
Onward we walk now to the darkest of hours
A time of the demise for all mankind
Keep it short and sweet my lovelys
In order that the meaning remains rich
Watch as this creature rises out of the pit of sin
Cover me wretched one with your grace as he comes
With your black claws of greatness
Carry me unto your jaws of prophetic damnation
Unearth the beast within me
As apocolyptic carnage will overtakes them all
Praise the war machine as it marches on
We see with our hearts that our time is now
Kill or be killed it's all a game in the end
Brimestone now falls on the armies of stricken orphens
As our enemies have been heaped upon with burning coals
Liberation in the form of nails struck into coffins
I will not be subjected to the wrath of men
My rage is divine and it is all my own
I am the beast of earth and sea, heaven and hell
I am the vengence that is cast upon mine enemies
For there is a lot that must be filled
A place and time that must be used in spiritual murder
Call it sacrifice or call it quites you must pay
The mastermind is he who holds the pen
Pull the trigger it has all been said and now it is only to be done

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

The Experiment Of Love

Whoever it was to start this all I cannot say who
Something from on high and beyond space and time
Burn the sacrifice and remake the altar for thee
Looking so common and yet it is so advanced
Still I look in the mirror and wonder how it happened
To so many it eludes them and yet to others it is there
But not like this, not the way I have it, not the way I see it
Brick by brick and stick by stick I built this
Laying the foundations for this love that goes on forever
Casting out of the fires of desire and passion, endurence
An eternal element made from the inards of flesh and blood
Residing in the deepths of a hell that conquered everything
How did it come to be as I see it to be this day as my daily bread?
Back and forth it stretches and grows overshadowing all
Not by mistake but I don't know the steps
Throwing so many ingredents together to make this cake
Only having to stop half way and remove the haste
Now this place is where me and you emerage from the center two people in love
An extension of my heart, you are my very soul
Everything that makes me me and what makes me smile
Running wrong ways for so many years alone
The answer sat infront of me and though I craved the time was not there
And after so much blood sweat and tears it was soon meant to go according to grace
Choosing to be with me and me to be unto you
Hearts pound where nothing once beat and darkness claimed hold
Love is the changing factor of this broken life of mine
Where melodies don't mix and flesh never finds a match
Light the torch now and watch our faces glow
As we are one forever, like a flower always in bloom
The experiment worked out, so look at us now everyone, look at us now