An Anthem Of Hatred

To look into my heart was to look into hell

I was so lost, so afraid, so broken and washed away

Disbelief took a hold of my soul and I ignored the truth

Giving in to the lies that you set before me

Breaking free I see all the wrongs that you did to thee

A child king made to think that he was a thief

I was nothing close to what you made me to believe

Far and beyond all that you told me I would be

Always right everytime you told me I was always wrong

A righteous son, you made me into a fraud

My heart cries out through the sound of my voice

And as I sit here and bleed on myself

I look in the mirror and remember back when

I fucking had so much to live for and you made me hate myself

Hate for myself and anything else that fell inbetween

This is my hatred, this is my vow, I will never be broken again

Every moment that I live for the rest of my life

The hatred I once held for myself will be turned against you

Breaking the bonds that you once used against me

I turn the dogs of war loose on you so you can taste the fear

That thing that I had to carry on my back every fucking day

Waking up every morning wishing and hoping to die

That this would be the day that I would draw my last breath

Motherfuckers you will be judged for making me like this

I clinch my teeth and squeeze my fist into wrecking balls

Crushing you my enemies with every fucking blow

This is my anthem of hatred, the hatred I hold for you

This is my vow of destruction, I swear I'll fucking kill you

For you killed me every single day, I despised all I was

Becoming a man with no spin, no respect for anything

None for myself and none for the world I lived in

Hatred for myself was the only thing that I had on my mind

And now as the tables turn, all I have is hatred for you

Still not adjusted to the ways of the land we live in today

I'm still stuck on the one track way of finding my vengence

Gaining revenge for all the shit you fucking did to me

There is no forgivness, and yet there is and it's finally for me

My mind will go over all and I will conquer you motherfuckers