Struggle

Tossed between the good and bad

With the bad not being so bad after all

And in my heart two faces arise

That which is right and that which feels right

The difference so easily seen yet unseen

My flesh and soul battle for dominance

A struggle as old as night and day

Back and forth the pain is overcomming

One will not touch while the other will touch all

Reaching deep past the heart and into the unknown

Closing my eyes I wish for it to go away

Wishing that the answer would appear before me

Yet nothing comes after my hours of prayer

Everyday the other side looks so tempting

But in my mind I wonder if it really is a temptation

Could someone so close to the other be wrong?

Evil, does it exsist in the heart of the other?

Struggles come and struggles go but this will last all time

For what I do now could destroy the plot of my life

My lot may be cast in sin after the choice I make

So hard to see into the future that is out of reach

Not knowing what will come and what will go

Two battle for my heart at this moment

And in the end no one comes out on top

Can't there be a third choice that makes the others go away?

Can't there be a solution that makes it all easy?

Finding it hard to breath now I need answers to my questions

One wins on a whisper and the other a quality

Each eye filled with the other and each ear hearing their love

Unable to pick my heart sinks in my chest

Not wanting anyone hurt this life is hard with love

I want the one that will...then I don't know the rest

Raw and broken, break down and let me see who you really are

Only the most true will win

And that one will be with me forever and beyond

Though until the answer comes I must stuggle

Watching the race between spirit and skin

Just like I have in the past

It repeats all over again