Split Personality

Why so downcast within me o my soul?

Why look ahead my friend of flesh?

Something is different about this night

As if a thousand voices cried out in terror

And were suddenly silent

Never to be heard of from again

Death is all around us and I can't find myself

Was it one of the victims in the murder of many?

Part of the killjoy that took place in the sky

Look for me and try to find this piece of me

Lost to fire or blown away by storms

You can't bury me just yet there is still more to do

Half hopefull and half craving for my ending

Seven times seventy have I forgiven my enemies

And I am still sent to the hidding place

The room that bad little boys and girls go to

Wishing to wake up forever and at the same time sleep

Hoping that the world will pass me by with my eyes shut

Never wanting anything to do with life anymore

I end up waking up to find someone standing over me

Thinking me to be lifeless they are shocked to find
That I open my mouth and speak a word they did not expect

Truth proceeds me and that is all I know

For I walked through the valley of woe

Seeing all the hardship and made to carry so much pain

All I can do is spread the right things now

Since I have seen my life slip before my eyes

Wanting to live and wanting to die

Wraped up in a silver package with a big pink boe

Losing sight of what the world is really about

I'm caught somewhere between darkness and light

As shadows become my security

The circut is switched on and I'm not sure what to do

Inbetween a rock and a hard place

I'm crying out for help, will I be answered

So the experiment goes will someone be there

When I wake up in the morning

Cut straight down the middle and asked to be a king

Breaking apart to take out the worthless parts

Maybe this is all for a reason, maybe it is for good

The only way I'll know is to go through it

And when I do you'll be the first to know