Guilty

Aching hearts burst open inside our chests

Breaking bones snap through the skin

Purple and black marks form on my face

Bruised from the beatings

The lashing of your fucking forked tongue

A devil dressed as a servant of authority

I am the one made to carry the burdens not you

Walking on my own I look in the mirror to find

The verdict still isn't lifted and I am guilty

Marked as the beast of all mankind

Waisting away, my damnation is yet to come about

Flying into new arms now

Looking for the love that was never there when I asked

False hope springs up like evaporated water in the heat

A sun of eternal witness bears down on my back
Baking me alive I cry out just to be struck down

Kill me now and let me go, I no longer wish to live

Depressing the life from me the darkness covers my eyes

Create for me a new star, one to guide me home

Yet living in a time where I am distant

I don't even know who I was made to be

Going back and covering my tracks

Now I will never return to the man I once was

Lost in a forrest for a million years

Caught up in the glitter of fairies of fireflys

Finally finding some rest in the bosom of the wretched

I am guilty, just as guilty as the next man

Unable to remove myself from temptation

Does this not make me a man since I fall like them all?

Over and over am I the only one with this problem?

So free the three, the secret things of my heart

Love joy and peace, things that I wish to meet

Locked forever to hate malice and lust

How do I break the chains that keep me bogged down?

Do you see it written all over my face

The lies that I told and put in your place

Covered in the shame now of every dirty thing

Cleanse me by the blade and bring about my death

A furry in the earth from destroying her own new birth

Open up and swallow me as I pass from this place to new life

Hope that is fated with fire, the future I look forward to

Now I will render to Ceaser what is Ceaser's

And to death what is death's

Take me away in the eternal chains, I don't deserve to wash my face

Keep the dust packed on tight so all will know

That this is my penality, don't ever live like this