Building A Better Me

This new image I begin to see

Unfolds before me now

Like a reoccurring dream

Over and over the same positive results

Causing the forrest to blossom

And the trees to bear new fruit

Confidences comes to replace

The once broken thought pattern

Now I'm learning that I'm something

Finding out that I am worthy

Picturing a new life for myself

Where I'm not living on the D list

A place where if I'm not wanted it's their loss

Or if I'm not perfect I'm still ok

Such a jump in optimism it's scary

I'm relearning how to live all over again

Craving that the curve would have always been

Looking back and thinking

This is how I should have been living

No one told me until I asked

All were silent until I spoke to the darkness

Calling on the day to vanquish the night

I am something special and no one can take that

My fears have been put to rest

Now that the better me has been found

Removing the mask letting my smile out

Finding love now, even within myself

Joy has been placed in a spot I had forgotten about

Breaking the mold now, the entity in me comes out

King of the nations and above all my life

It's looking good to be me

And I'm beginning to fall in love with myself

Not to be haughty and let it go to my head

But to show that I deserve the best

Just because I'm a person the draws breath