Zombies And Love Letters

Help me to see the me that I must be

Placing my head on the chopping block

Black lights fill the sky and no one knows

They only see the outcome and not the struggle

Not understanding that someone had to die

So that they could breath free

Chained to the door

I am so close to love and yet so far

When I look into your eyes

I see that you are lost and without fear

For you don't know of the monster

That lives underneath your bed

Well I have meet these beasts of evil

And I've become one of them

Alone from the beginning I am even more now

A new breed of hate formed in my heart

Seeking who it may devour

You were the one that I could make mine

Yet in the end it all fell apart

Like all the times before

No one stays, they all then go

Away and gone for good never to return

So I sit and play a psalm to the city of the dead

A tribute to a life that was never lived

Crashing in a coffin made by my own two hands

Images of fallin angels begin to fill my head

As I was one with them, my brothers of hatred

Now I wait here for a sign and enter into the end of time

Life is something bigger then just zombies and love letters

It is a sad story of hearts and souls lost to fire

And the tears begin to dig our graves before our time

Eating away at our flesh like a poision from the unknown

Becoming one with the underworld now

I am greeted with greetings of demons and the lost souls

Join our army of the dead they say

But to them I reply I have already joined

Enlisted long ago when my heart fell and the light left my soul

I've been with you everyday

For those were the days that I was without love

The little boy that plays inside my chest

Cried everyday, every night, everytime I went out

Knowing that I would be hurt like all the times before

Just a monster like all the rest, I find no rest in men

No peace in the arms of another, no desired fate

All that is within me has now passed

Letting it out it falls and breaks, spilling into the unknown place

So with nowhere to go who will come to me?

No one is the answer inside my head

For the little boy speaks when I do not know

Crying out for someone to see me for who I am to be

Wishing so hard that I may die to be loved for real this time

The pain never dies and the hate never stops

I hate all those who won't love me when I loved them

Now make this life worth living for me

Help me to see past all that stands infront of me

And into the realm where I can be real