Look Again

One battle faught another battle done

Victory over enemies stronger then I

The little one who knows the eyes of death

Staring death in the eye he blinked first

I was the one no one said would get there

And when I got there first they were gasping

For I choked them out and made them bleed

Watching them suffer, yeah this is what gets me off

Look again didn't have anything to do with all of that

That was just a little vent of what I hold

Taking things that aren't mine like malice and anger

But anyway lets get onto the subject

One girl gone and more to find

I walk through the cold dark world

Looking for something that I can finally hold

Someone that won't leave and someone who will love

Not just love but love me for me

Without drama and hurting

No more of this world that makes my soul bleed

I was once the one that killed the masses

Now I find myself in a mass grave with only me

A hole dug for the extermination of the world
I dug my own grave and others put me in it

The darkness becomes my friend

And my eyes grow hollow casting all hope away

Bitting back at the hand that feeds

Can't you be the one to come along and tame me?

Written in blood everything goes bad

My life story plays out just the way the demon wrote it to be

First I'm born and then I die

So simple and so easy yet so difficult to see

There is so much inbetween

Life lives between the lines on the pages

Reason passes away with me as I am forever alone

Chapter by chapter and day by day

I grow weaker in my attempt to grow to know you

The one I will grow old with and love forevermore