Breaking Bones Inside My Own Body

Craving, Reaching, Touching

Calling out your name

The name I have no name for

A thought inside my head

What is going on with me?

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Broken, Shattered, Lifeless

I cannot find myself on this night

Here comes the haymaker

Not even trying to duck I get knocked out

There's a fine line between love and hate

And I hate you

And I love you

How is it I fucking hate you?

How is it I fucking love you?

Four letter words that are worlds apart

My bones feel like they'll break on their own

Cracking in my skin I can feel them burst

Now I want to run my head through a wall

My eyes can no longer see

And the sin looks so tempting

I want to stay away and I want to stay right

But to hell with that lets do it and never get caught

Falling harder then ever before

There is so much I want but how can I ask

It has to be given or must it be taken?

Unknown to me it was always one or the other

This fucking world is killing me

Fuck, this fucking world is killing me!

Living now for something that I can't find

The tortue returns as I can only die tonight

Speak to me someone who will hear

Tell me it's all gonna be alright

That you'll stay with me forever past this night

Lonesome doves now sit and sing a sad song

Of me alone and lost forever

Gone from what I love, the love of another

I can't even feel myself

Something lethal has come my way

Something dark has come my way

Demons that I put on the shelf are back to life

Just a lost motherfucker, they all were right

I am gonna die, I am gonna die, I am gonna die!