Trapt

Suffocating under the sin of the mothers

Driven under by the pain of the daughters

Locked away in my head

The screaming continues as I lay down to sleep

Kept alive but only half way

Somewhere between the living in the dead,

Is where I find this black soul of mine

No joy will spring forever more

For when it comes about

Only blood pours out of the ground

Fermented with the plagues of rage

Rape is on the mind of all I encounter

To open the door to my life is what they wish

But their desires are only fed when they take my all

All my heart, all my drive, and my purpose

To live, I don't know how to make it figure

If I breath the fumes of tortured ambition

Does this make me a man alive?

Seducided by the women in lace

Suicide is on her lips and horror on her chest

Between her legs lays my demise

Now spread I am taken under in her lies

She never wanted me she wanted my grief

For me to pour out tears so she might gain power

My reflection has been altered

And my memory erased

For I have forgotten what it is to live

To be truely alive as they say

Trapt in a place where demons roam the land

Torture always seems to be instore

As I lay dying here on the fire-lined floor

Hell comes so close I can smell the flames

Never able to get away I only sink further

Deeper into depression and further into anger

The sword from the days of old is soon returning

And with this weapon that I used to wield

Even God himself could not escape my wrath

For pain itself was the one behind the wheel

The driving force in my misery of life

Forced to enter into a place I hated

I killed all I knew and all I loved

Waltzing the room with scorpions and spiders

My venom is more deadly then any infection

Damned forever in the ways of terror

A costume of a scapegoat I have put on

Not on my own but by a forced cause

The cause to make me a man burned alive

Sitting in circles to watch me die

Everyone who showed me their forked tongue

Divides my body and casts lots on my clothing

Gambling for the right to end me

They have forgotten how they all have done it

Now kept in a cage crafted in their victims

I won't let these wolves take me alive