Load The Gun

Load the gun

Bow your head

Cover my lips

With the blood of sorrow

My eyes break

Under the weight of your stare

Fucking bitch don't you know what you did?

Motherfucker how could you do this?

Stealing my heart like it was nothing at all

Making me a lost bastard child

They say there is someone better

But the better they get

The better they become at killing me

Taking my very soul

Turning my heart from gold to stone

Ending all that I am and could be

I never smile

Tears I have known for too long

And you added to my demise

So now I load the gun

Looking at your face

I pull back the hammer

Aiming at your head

You begin to cry

But I won't be swayed this time

The madman in me must arise

Blowing you away

Taking my rage out on you

All the burdens of past failures

Now fall on you

With an unseen wrath

The judgment bowl is emptied

Straight on your fucking head

So what's left to say besides fuck you!

Stare down the barrel of this gun

And say your last goodbye

For this is the night of your demise

This is the time when all my fear will die

It will go to the grave with you

So as I fire away

Gone will my hurt be

At the sound of your body falling

Falling dead at my fucking feet

Lifeless and broken

Just like you left my heart

Now eat this fucking bullet

You goddamn piece of shit

And you better believe that this is truth

As I sit and ready my weapon

See the emotion fade

From bright white to grey

Black corners fill my face

For evil has come over me

In that you would be slain

Gone from my life forever

The same way my soul is

Lost to whores like you

Now die you little bitch

Here's a round just for you!