Just Like Before

It all stays the same

My life going down a dead end road

Everyday the same

Helpless, hopeless, unending

Going on forever with nothing to get to

So like before I gave hope a chance

I opened my heart up one more time

And you walked away

The same old answers

I've heard them all before

What is wrong with me?

Luck I never believed but now I might

Something tells me I'm the unluckiest one

The worst one to walk the earth

My fate is to be just with me

Alone forever I walk in the dark

Yet I keep trying to live like everythings alright

But it's not, I am in hell here

And the thoughts of death come rushing back

With your words and with your tone

They all come running back

Now to make a bad day worse

Others have to add there voice ontop

I don't need it, I don't need this

So just like before I will sit with a broken heart

Waiting for something or someone

Who I know in my heart of hearts will never come