Going Back With Every New Day

Looking back I see a life that I once lived

Now looking forward I see the same old thing

Over and over I beat myself made to think I was the worst

Hating every second that I had to live in this world of blood

Fucking people trying to fuck with me in so many fucking ways

I don't have time to fool around with fucks like you

Now fuck off and go home just leave me the fuck alone

I'm sorry that I'm better then you

And I'm sorry that I am going through this life faster then you

But what I wouldn't give just to be loved again

You don't know what it's like to be raised in the dark and suddenly know light

Blinded by the evil of this world I don't even know right from wrong

The only thing I know is how to get my own even if that means I kill you

Stupid ass bastards like you make it so hard for me just to breath

Guns blazing and fires rain down on all the hell bound hounds before me

Everyday is different yet somehow the same

Fucking motherfuckers thinking that they can out fight the all pro-fighter

Each sin comes back from the previous sundown to get me down

But what I do in the darkest corners can't be seen by men

Only one can see who I really am and so offten I don't even think about Him at all

I walk on though life backwards not able to leave the shit of yesterday behind

Never having anything but memories I can't wait to forget

Here I am on this rainy day so happy that there is no sun in the dark night sky

Not able to see the new day helps in not being able to feel hates hands on me

How am I going to live in a world where everything turns out the same

Everyone died everyone's dead so come on and get me death here I am