Blank Reflection

Staring back are blood red eyes

Facing the waters of lives past

I come to find I was cursed in this life

From the plauges of the past I was made

To live in a world where darkness was light

No cheers just fears without hope only pain

My life form is invisbile in all realms but hell

Struggle is the name of the game as I fade away

Black holes on the outskirts of reality become my home

For I live in a place where no one returns

Going down the path made for the worst of all

No one cares what happens to a monster like me

Standing above the chosen children I look so menacing

With my cloke of black rage and my eyes full of fire

They scream and plead even before I arrive

What they don't see is my bleeding heart inside

So they judge on the externial and for this must die

A beast among creatures of a higher nature

I yearn to be normal like the rest of them all

Special is not all it's made out to be

It keeps you from living for it puts you so far apart

What will I become after I have fallen away?

Will you tell me or hide it in your soul like all the other times?

Being blank shows no emotion but holds them all

Hating every second that life ticks on I am ready

To let go of the edge of insanity and let fate take its toll