Slave

From the beginning you made me believe that I was something I wasn't

Like I was the worst thing to walk the earth and that all looked down on me

You made it seem that not even hatred was worthy of my and even less pity

I become nothing on account of you and was bond to your lies till the day I died

Now looking over the crime scene of my life I see that I was just another victim

A casuality of the world and of the sick game you forced me to play

Only a shadow of the man I was now remains and from that shadow grew darkness

I took all the words of emptiness you pinned on me and made them my life

Hate is my friend and pity my mentor but most of all anger and rage were my drive

Everything that you once tied me down with I let go in the pit when I X'ed up

Straight edge till the end I didn't conform to all of the ways of the world I set myself apart

Once I was a slave in bondage but now I am hardcore to the bone and I just let myself out

No more prison walls made from the barbedwires of depression

My world is what I make it and in this new place I have a vision that I love the best

It's a world where you don't exsist and you don't breath and you aren't born

A place where you can be soft and hard all at once and never have to worry about image

For so long I had no image that my reflection was invisible in the mirrior

Who can say they were slaves to people and demons and unliving things?

I killed that old man and nothing is left of him but the memories for they die hard

No one is born to die but I was on that path but not anymore with hatred on my side

Hatred for all the things of darkness out there that made me the freak I am today

So as I look out over the sea of fire burning before me I can only think of one thing

How in my perfect world I am no longer nothing and you are drowning in pain forever