Spur Of The Moment Madness

A sudden rush of blood to the head

Awakening my brain to all you have been

Nothing but a pile of heartach and bloodloss

Remembering back when I poured out my soul to you
And then you left me bloodied and bleeding on the floor

Alone and cold the world came closing around me

Brokenhearted, lost and afraid, I died but without arms

No one to hold me and tell me it was gonna be okay

There was no one there when I cried myself to sleep

Nothing at all to make me feel safe at all

And everyone who came within an arms reach

Quickly went away as if they were a ghost in the darkness

So bent on having just one in my life forever

Yet more come and come and I must sing the song again

Well this is my last serenade, the final verse of the tune

I'll fucking hate you forever if it's the last thing I ever do

Killing you would put a smile on my heart

And a new joy would be born in my soul

For all the shit that you've done to me

You deserve to be executed with all the world to see

Placed on an alter, making you a sacrifice to me

Blood will flow down and ignite the fire behind my eyes

Rage will be subdued as I see you lying there limp

I know the outcome before the start of the show

The story has been written so many times in my mind

Seeing you dead at my feet as you die to the sounds of the crowd

Cheering and waving banners of my majesty

Faithfull in the small things, I have mastered the meaningfull

The end of your life was made just for this

To have me high and lifted up as you suffer and wither away

No more bullshit and no more lies

The air of freedom I now taste and take in as my own

Away from your burdens and your misery

This madness alwasy seems to catch me when I'm not looking
Now as I rip your heart out what is it you have to say?

That you were fake from the beginning?

Or that you were never anything at all?

Fucking bastard's go back to the shit-hole you came from

Never to be seen by my eyes again, just the way I fucking wanted it