Emotional Dollars

Spent up on you for the last time

You come to the account to draw more out

Drawing on something that has been empty

The cobwebs forms and the dust settles

There is no justice for those like me

Who have a friend so great like you

And then sit back and watch it fall away

Making me feel like shit isn't right

How can you say the things you say?

You've taken all I can give and ask for more

More more more there is nothing left to give

I don't ammount to the life you live

Now you try to change all that I am

So I may fit into your life, your masterplan

You don't accept me for who I am

I don't feel safe in your presence like I once did

And if you love me it's a perverted love

For if you really loved me you would take me

Now I begin to fall sideways

My world is spinning and it's all due to you

I never wanted to build these boundries

But I must, I must make these barriers

To keep you from stealing my life

Pulling the rug out from under my feet

The image remains of how we used to be

Nothing changed in me yet I see your jealousy

Is it because I new women came in that made you this way?

I'm so tired of spending all my emotional dollars on you

I have run dry and there is nothing coming in to fill it up

Friendship is a two way street

Both have to give to make it work

And my pockets are empty without your money

Now my eyes grow heavy as I think of you

Sucking me for all that I'm worth

You need to learn to love your neighbor as yourself

Love yourself friend, before you try to love me

But until then I have nothing to give, nothing to say

And if this is goodbye, I will still cry

Don't be the one that pushes you away from me

Just stop and look at how your life affects mine

So be expecting a phone call that tells you all these things

Hold back the rage if you can and let me in

My friend, don't make this harder then it already is