Built On Rage

Spit on me one more time motherfucker

Make it so I hate you for real this time

Breaking my heart everytime you say

It's not real anymore, it was never real

What the fuck do you know bitch

How do you know who the fuck I am

Motherfucker you have more problems then you know

I was the only one to ever help you out

And yet you act like that shit means nothing

Well fuck you then I don't need you

Friendships that turn sour aren't needed

Built on rage I write this to you

One too many times you talked down to me

And when I try to open up

You say that you don't like my tone

Who gave you the right to fucking talk to me like that

There is nothing you can do now

Chances only come a few at a time

Running low on them now what will you do when I'm gone?

Who will you go to with all your chaos?

No one will want to listen as you cry your life away

I was the only one and your trying to throw it out

Bastard child you call this judgment on yourself

An act of you own hand you force wrath from my lips

I tried to be gentle

I tried to make it easy for you

Lifting some of your burdens

Then you look in my eyes and say it was built on lust

Bitch you don't have the slightest idea of what I could have done to you

With my hand, with my lips, with my tongue, with my heart

I could have made you a star and then turned your lights out

Making your candle smolder and smoke forever

The flame would be gone and once again you would be lost

If it wasn't for me you'd be dead right now

Saving your life, doesn't that amount to anything?

What about the things I want

Friendship is a two way street, and did I get anything in return?

Draining me for all I am, you give a little when I gave my all

Fuck you if you think that's gonna fucking fly with me

This is how hatred is born, created out of your wickedness

Maybe she was right in telling me to watch out

I should have listen to the wisdom of the old

Correct in saying that you were fucking trouble

And it all is due to you, the madness you make for yourself

Listen the song of my heart as I now cry out

Hold me when I need it and be there when I break

Never ever were you that person for me

So you begin to blame me for not coming around

Am I susposed to stop the world and run to you?

You wished upon a dying star that I would have a life

And now that I do you fucking hate it

Because your life isn't even worth a sack of shit

Heal yourself my great physician

Look at the irony and wonder aloud

I've got someone better then you anyway you washed up whore

I guess saving you from yourself didn't matter anyway

I waisted my time and life restoring the blooded dead

So when you ask what is there for me

I will reply what was ever there for me

Bitch I could strike you down with the fury of lightening bolts

Burning you alive for what you did to me

Is this my lot in life, to lose the ones I love over stupid shit?

Fuck life then, let me live alone

My God My God I could skin you alive

Making me feel like nothing was your biggest mistake

Honestly I can say that I fucking hate you

The rage is overcoming me and it will be your end