Looking Forward

Tired of the past I've left it all behind

Seeing the tears that fell

And that hearts left scattered on the floor

Won't you just pick me up?

Carry me on your back and take me on?

On and on into the light and past the dark

Who knows where I am to go

For if I do not know who else would?

Walking half blind and almost deaf

The darkness is so erie

And the silence, deafening

So get the fuck back as I look around

Taking in all I am and all that's surrounds me

Making this life mine for the first time

I have to look forward and not fall back

The future is almost bright and almost black

Shadows made by blood and hope

Where dreams are made and inspirations crushed

Demons and angels walk the same streets introducing themselves

Is there no evil in a time you can't see?

Or is there good in a place where there is nothing at all?

I can make this land of my heart whatever I wish

Never to be locked behind the bars infront of my soul again

Set free by the evolution of my mind

I took a step up from the gutters of disillusion

And into the lime light of me being the best I can be

Doing all I do for me and only for me

I look forward to the time when I get to share the mystery

Then you will see that I was always right

And you, like before, were always wrong

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This life is mine and you will never take it away!