Kissing Myself Goodbye

Remembering all the times gone past

Over and over reliving them in my mind

Calling out for someone to save me

To take this load off my back

And hold me in the safety of loving arms

Finally I got this and finally I'm real

Real and alive ready to show the world what I've got

Putting my worry to rest and ending the hatred of my flesh

Crucifying my flesh daily and tucking it in bed

So as it lays between the sheets and falls asleep

I can light the bed on fire and watch the death of me

All the parts I hate and don't want attached to thee

A king among simpletons, the bulliets bounce off of me

Gaining so much now that I walk with open eyes

With open arms and smiles from those who love

Away from those who only wanted me in hell

I've left all those fuckers behind and said goodbye

With a flip of a finger and a snap of my head

I say good ridens to all of you, and I won't see you in hell

For I am above the death of the meek

Only the weak walk below me for all are not as me

With pride and a chest puffed out high

I kissed myself goodbye and left all the crap behind

To death with my blacked soul and my bruised spirit

My heart has been renewed by someone you wish you knew

The chocking on my words has stopped and I've been unlocked

Set free to blaze a new trail in the path of my life

The time has come and I took the reigns back

I am me and that's all I can be

The best is me as me and nothing inbetween